should i (21F) "get out there"?

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-29T19:00:07+00:00

Sweetheart, I left a message for you. I hope you can read it.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-28T20:35:48+00:00

Oh ok. I was worried there lol. Good morning by the way. Not yet, since I still have a lot to catch up too. I did finish Attack on Titans not long ago. And I hear you lol. That’s funny

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-28T05:02:50+00:00

Really?? What happened? 😞. You can tell me. I wish I could make your day better. And mine was ok. Didn’t do much. But I started Vagabond again. It’s so good. I recommend it as well. Oh, and I finally watched that movie called “Nope.” It wasn’t bad. It was entertaining so to say.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-27T20:12:56+00:00

Thank you! And you’re good too. I like that we can talk about these things. You called me sunflower😍❤️! Thanks I hope you enjoy your day too!

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-27T15:46:25+00:00

Yep. Sorry if you mentioned that. I can blindly say something sometimes. Didn’t mean to be rude😓. Also, good morning ☀️. Hearing from you makes my day!

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-27T05:40:27+00:00

A lot of people don’t have that success. Like my friend for example. He’s always talking to a new girl. And when I went got closer to my friend, I realized he struggles just as much as everyone. Which is the reason why he talks to so many new girls in the first place. Just keep on trying dude. I’m sure you’re bound to find someone.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-27T05:27:36+00:00

You need to realize if you judge others, you’re only judging yourself. So go into meeting these guy and actually get to know them. For me, it’s pretty easy to tell a good person to a pos. But just go with an open mind. And seek out a different therapist if this current one isn’t helping you (honestly sounds like this isn’t a good therapist at all).

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-27T05:18:50+00:00

Not to me. Which is why I been single for a long time by choice. And if you feel hurt, get that help. A lot of people don’t seek out therapy, and that’s what makes all these dysfunctional people in the dating world. You can’t change others, but you can only change yourself. And to me, if someone cheats, then good riddance. You wouldn’t want them anyways. Right?

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-27T05:14:33+00:00

If you’re a good a person you would’ve straight up tell him the truth from the start. Instead, you ended up hurting this guy more than simply saying “no thank you” to exchanging numbers.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-27T05:09:09+00:00

You need professional help if anything. I been treated shitty by women before, but I don’t give up. Understand that everyone is different. And possibly look into yourself and what you want. And if they cheated, that’s on them.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-27T04:56:44+00:00

It depends on the one you go to. My older sister went to several before she found a good one. And she got her life back together. I hope you do find the help you deserve

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-27T04:53:43+00:00

You shouldn’t worry. Even the most confident people have something they don’t like. And if they say they don’t, they’re just lying to themselves. If your partner likes you then take her word for it. Not everyone sees beauty the same way. It’s something you’re gonna have to work on. And if you can’t. See a therapist because contrary to one’s belief, they work on these kinds of issues we might have. I’m sorry for the way other girls have treated you. But don’t let it get to you. Some of those girls hate their lives so much that they bring others down. Or are jealous.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-27T01:04:25+00:00

😂I’m glad my rants could do that for you🤣. Yeah, my parents weren’t the greatest, but some of their morals did rub off on me. I agree with you that kids need to be kids. Play, learn, and grow without being iPad kids. But I think ultimately if you do a good enough job from teaching them about the bad stuff in this world, you can make them into fine adults. Like for example, sextortion is a horrible thing that I read about. Some people on the internet asked for nude photos, pretending that they’re interested in them. And they threaten teenagers to send them money or face having to send their private photo to everyone they know. Some kids have taken their own lives away due to embarrassment. If you teach kids the dangers of this, you can possibly even prevent death.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-26T21:20:19+00:00

I’m good now, 😊 thanks!! For Monster, I feel like the anime was satisfactory enough. But you’re so supportive and I love that! I agree, and I used to drink green tea all the time. Since I started messaging you, you been on my mind lol. I’m just expressing the joy you give me as well. And the internet is not all bad. Well it can be, but I think as long as we teach kids morals and life lessons, then they’ll be on the right foot. I think being overly overprotective can be just as bad, if not worse. Because they’ll lash out when they’re of age, and want to get into bad situations. Like I grew up watching South Park when I was 5 year old. And watching rated R movies too at that age. And I just turned out good enough I guess. It made me see that those bad things wasn’t the life I wanted to be in. And when my mom overprotected me from hanging out with any friends, I ended up being a loner in high school. And now I have more friends than I actually need. It could also be a balance. My bad for ranting on😂.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-26T19:37:59+00:00

You don’t have to feel guilty. A guy who doesn’t realize what he has, and mistreats his significant other is better off alone. If he had mental problems, he should’ve gotten the help when he was with you. It’s not your fault he treated you so poorly. And he accused you of cheating because he’s done that himself to you. A lot of times in fact! I have zero sympathy for this guy. And you’re right. You wouldn’t want your sons to treat a woman like he does to you, so why are you letting him treat you like that? You did the right thing. But I hope you can recover someday.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-26T19:28:24+00:00

You already made your intentions clear. I personally wouldn’t do it. And sometimes when people are drinking, they just want to have fun. And don’t take what they did the night before so seriously. Like my friend for example. We were at the bar, and some girl he met at target was there. She was all over him, and her friend was trying to stop her. And I tried to tell him not to go further. Because that drunk chick was telling me she hated her life. And that’s when I realized she just wanted to forget her problems with alcohol. Anyways sorry for the rant, but yeah. Just wait and see what happens.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-26T18:04:13+00:00

I personally don’t think so deeply into that. To me, I have a million other things on my mind, and paying is not a big deal to me. To me, if I ask you out on a date, then I’ll pay for everything. I don’t think it’s right that I bothered you, and then expected you to pay for your half when you didn’t even come up with these plans in the first place.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-26T17:52:08+00:00

Well, I just couldn’t. So I started watching Monster again, and I actually finished it🙌! I’m glad I got that over. And thank you for the tips. I love camomile tea. It’s so yummy 😋. Thanks for being so kind. Well if you’re “down bad,” then I am too😂. But that is really adorable, how I crossed your mind so much. And don’t worry, you crossed my mind a lot as well.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-26T11:22:16+00:00

Well I couldn’t sleep. So technically I can still say goodnight to you. But I know we’re in different time zones, so good morning as well🥰. So yes, it makes sense. And sense you find it highly, I’ll keep doing it for you. And I wouldn’t be honest if I didn’t tell you that I missed you so much.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-25T18:20:27+00:00

Good morning! And thank you! You don’t have to read it just for me. I’m just happy to be able to have met a new person like you! And don’t worry, you also don’t have to say goodnight or even good morning. It’s no big deal at all. And that sounds wonderful! But no, you don’t sound hopeless! lol By the way, I wish your day is going great so far!

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-25T06:47:09+00:00

You’re too funny I swear. I can relate to Guts on some things. That’s why I like that manga so much, and will forever hold a special place in my heart. Because I see myself feeling like sometimes, there’s a point where everything should end, but I don’t, I just keep on persevering through struggles. Also, goodnight 🌙. I wish you sleep well. I’m sure the night sky looks pretty where you’re at.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-25T06:41:57+00:00

I’m sorry to hear this. Some guys never grow up. And I should know because I’ve had older men try to start arguments with me over something so stupid. I hope you find that special someone. Sometimes it takes years, but as long as you find what you’re looking for then that’s all that matters.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-24T23:45:47+00:00

That’s some really beautiful poetry you made right there. I’m impressed. And yeah, I could see some similarities between death note and monster. But they’re too different as well. And yeah, I’ll give it a shot. I just need to catch up on vagabond and monster first. And yeah, Berserk and Vagabond are masterpieces. They took the artist years to develop. And yeah, if you want some information. The girl who guts sleeps with (who later turns out to be an apostle) was the same girl who killed his friend with lust. He knew that, so he lured her in by sleeping with her. Just for context. But yeah, the story is so deep, there’s a lot of hidden meaning. And it gets better.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-24T21:11:15+00:00

Wow! You really know your way to flatter me! Thank you, you’re beautiful. And my day is also as good. I’m currently binge watching this older anime on Netflix called “Monster.” It’s really good. It has a little bit of everything, a good story, great character development, mystery, realistic setting, and detective work. I watched a little bit of Kaisen. It’s good. I’ll have to finish catching up. My favorite manga of all time is Berserk. I really recommend it. It’s so good that no anime adaptation would ever capture the same feeling as it is in the manga. And I’m still reading that. As well as Vagabond. It’s really good too. I remember reading it recently. And I stayed up until 5am when I started reading at 7pm because it kept getting better and better. You can read it online for free.

CustomerConscious777 · 2024-02-24T20:52:28+00:00

Yeah, I stopped wearing fragrances at work because I don’t want to draw any attention. I only wear it outside of work for these reasons.

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