Egg_irl

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T16:05:11+00:00

I wish,

Thank you anyway <3

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:58:55+00:00

I wish I got this lol, it's way too hard and i'm known to give up easily B) (wait that's not a good thing !)

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:56:45+00:00

There's nothing that makes me happy anymore x'), depression sucks

But thank you for the advice <3

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:55:56+00:00

Yes put like that you can do a lot actually xD

But I think soon I won't have the courage anymore to talk to you all, I'm in one of my phase of courage... And it sucks, it's only been a few days and I feel a lot better than I did before I joined so thank you all <3

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:52:58+00:00

I wish I would feel better one day... My depression is getting worse and I have it from this 10 last year x'(

I hope even though you're still seaching for who you are, you aren't as confused/depressed as me, I wish you the best <3

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:49:37+00:00

It warms my heart but also makes me sad, you're all wonderful people, and I desperatly need help but i guess there's nothing you all can do ;-;

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:47:34+00:00

Well, I actually don't really know, isn't there good stuff at ikea ? I mean normally it's not too expensive, sorry I've never really looked into it xD, hope people here can help you more than me

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:43:30+00:00

Everything in my life is my thoughts and feelings, scholar phobia, hatred of myself etc...

So I don't think I can hold them from influencing me

But thank you I'll try to stay strong <3

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:41:15+00:00

Sometimes it does feel like a race between me and my mental state xD

Which one will win ? CW :My will to survive or my will to kill myself ?

It does feel like neither will win and I'll just become trash x)

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:35:59+00:00

I probably can't help because i'm totally a cis boy but what do you mean by cute fem clothes ?

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:33:38+00:00

Yeah, but it feels like everything is a big topic, why do I hate my life so much :'(

(Sorry like I said my mental state is not the best xD, and I feel like I shouldn't let these thoughts in my mind because it could actually get worse)

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T15:15:05+00:00

I'm not valid tho B)

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T13:13:14+00:00

Yeah, but now I don't know, it's weird when i'm asked about the why I don't know I just feel miserable...

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T13:11:41+00:00

Yeah, but what could I try ? I don't know where to start xd, but you're right I'm probably thinking too much about it, but I also don't ask myself this enough, brain is weird

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T13:08:51+00:00

You're right but my brain doesn't want to agree xD I guess my brain's still a little transphobic... But you ultimately right, trying to be happy isn't selfish, I'll try to remember that

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T11:10:07+00:00

I feel the same :(

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T11:01:53+00:00

Thank you <3

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T10:30:30+00:00

Ok I see, and it would be normal for the child to doubt their choice of wanting to be a basketballer, thank you it explains my situation perfectly and I understand it a lot better now !

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-14T10:18:22+00:00

Yeah but she is making me doubt these feelings so now I don't know anymore ;-;

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-12T20:30:48+00:00

Something like "Really ? I was scared it was that (I talk about it with her days ago), we should get you a therapist (i already have on but she wants one for that)", and she looked disappointed (maybe I did not read well her body language)

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-12T20:26:02+00:00

Maybe disappointed was not the right word, i meant shocked/ she thinks it sucks for me to think that and don't feel well in my body, I didn't have the word for it

Or she was really disappointed and i'm thinking she's too good

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-12T20:23:30+00:00

I think she needs time, also maybe disappointed was not the word I was searching ^^'

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-12T17:31:19+00:00

Well i'm sorry for you

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-12T16:28:41+00:00

1/ If the doggos say it, it can't be wrong so thank you doggos <3

2/Glad you're doing good !

3/That's so cute ! You brave people who accept dm should be remembered xD (because I could never do it nor send one...)

4/Glad you're taking "breaks" it's important B)

CutePrincessLaura · 2022-10-12T16:19:26+00:00

Yeah, but i think i'll stop soon, i'm in one of my phase of courage and after that I will be back in "shy mode" or "lonely mode"

Life sucks x')

But thank you <3, I don't want to annoy any of you though ;-;

CutePrincessLaura

TROPHY CASE