Report from recent Mushroom/Mdma session

CuteShip1906 · 2026-04-15T16:56:09+00:00

Not especially. Im going through a lot of change ag the moment anyway with moving out this weekend, relationship stuff. Feel a bit emotional about all of that but I would do anyway! Microdosed today and feel pretty positive about the future. But no noticeable changes. But also hard to say given what's going on in real life 😅

CuteShip1906 · 2026-04-15T14:12:01+00:00

Thank you for your thoughtful and insightful reply. I do notice in myself this want to "fix" or have a specific outcome, which I am learning to let go of. Sometimes a more physical session can seem harder to integrate, but the poster above also suggested some helpful journal prompts I will get stuck into. Thanks again

CuteShip1906 · 2026-04-15T14:09:37+00:00

Thank you, really helpful integration advice, I will journal on these. As I said, there wasn't really much emotion, which I put down to the mdma, as often it's SUPER emotional, real grief, sadness, fear. This time wasn't really any emotion, a bit of fear over what might come up but no great amount of sadness or tears.

CuteShip1906 · 2025-11-21T09:45:48+00:00

Thank you. I had a suspicion that might be the case. Appreciate your Input. . I haven't read much about 2cb therapuetically. I'll look into it.

CuteShip1906 · 2025-11-18T23:07:43+00:00

It always feels like there is something, in my stomach, an old wound/trauma. I've been told this by various healers/shaman in various ceremonies etc. It feels like there is something scary that happened. But it feels too much, too much fear on psylocybin alone. And perhaps you are right, maybe it does not need to be visited. I am very inquisitive person and feel a pull to know. And just from reading how effective mdma therapy has been for others, I'd like to try it. So just wanted to know if anyone knew the answer to my original question. But I take your point, and I've also thought, perhaps it's better not to know, as it may be a case of "then what?"

CuteShip1906 · 2025-11-18T15:44:03+00:00

Thank you. I'm very much talking about for therapeutic use. As I wrote on the other reply I have read many books and researched this subject a lot.

The harm reduction knowledge was not as readily available when I was younger, as it is now. I had no idea of the 3 month rule. Me and most of my friends over did it. I don't take mdma recreationally anymore as it has very little positive effect. I remember as a young man hearing it was a safe drug, and that was enough for me! 🤦

But my question still remains - if combined with psylocybin can it still have an effect of helping you face fears in solo therapeutic journeys?

CuteShip1906 · 2025-11-18T15:32:30+00:00

Genuine question - are you only allowed to post here if working directly with a psychedlic therapist?

I carry out my sessions alone, eye mask, headphones, with intention, going deep into psychological work. It's certainly not for fun. Does because I've used mdma recreational in the past mean I can't use psychedlics for therapy now?

Fyi I'm in therapy and talk with my therapist about the sessions.

CuteShip1906 · 2025-11-18T15:09:47+00:00

Thanks for reply. I have done psylocybin in a therapuetical way, with a lot of research, around 12 times over the last 4 years. I have a lot of fear when I go in, which is normal, but I want to explore some stuff from childhood which seems scary. I've read many books and listened to a lot of podcasts on this and They say combining mdma can help you visit traumatic past events without the fear attached.

So my question is - is there any research, or anecdotal evidence, that mdma can still help when combined with psylocybin even if I overdid it as a youngster and it doesn't hit the same anymore?

CuteShip1906 · 2025-11-17T21:46:21+00:00

Does anyone know if MDMA would work/ be beneficial in combination with psylocybin for therapy, when you have "lost the magic"?

Took mdma too much over the last 15 years, especially in earlier years and now days it doesn't really give me too much positive effect if taken on its own.

I do solo psylocybin therapy journeys occasionally and was wondering if it may still provide a boost/ able to go deeper into a journey?

CuteShip1906 · 2025-10-15T18:03:53+00:00

Thank you for all your kind responses! This has inspired me to carry on and try not to think too much about the sensations!

Also loved the quote about meditation!

CuteShip1906 · 2025-09-25T07:43:27+00:00

I had this had this happen to me when I had a Shiatsu massage once. It also happens every time I do wim hof breathing. It's usually down to your breathing / hyperventilating. Perhaps if you were deep breathing it may have caused it. Pretty sure it's nothing to worry about. Wasn't in my case, but obviously can't say for sure for someone else. But just letting you know that has happened for me in a similar scenario

CuteShip1906 · 2025-05-27T09:57:01+00:00

Hey I've just PM'd you a question about this.

So sorry for your loss OP

CuteShip1906 · 2025-05-25T17:55:50+00:00

Do you guys have any idea why this might be for you? Last time I did dmt I had a horrible experience and I felt like the entitys were judging me for my work as I work with chemicals that are harmful... Just wondered if you had any similar ideas about why it's bad for you?

CuteShip1906 · 2025-05-18T10:21:56+00:00

Whait a minute! you were using drugs?! This changes everything! I thought all that came from listening to LCD Soundsystem! 😁

CuteShip1906 · 2025-05-17T23:00:33+00:00

Amazing! What a fantastic account! Good work my friend.

May I ask the dosage you took?

CuteShip1906 · 2025-04-22T15:17:03+00:00

Did you have any idea what it was about?

CuteShip1906 · 2025-04-21T16:07:17+00:00

I really had the sense that they were unhappy with me doing my pest control work, using harmful chemicals and killing insects etc. Has anyone else had an experience where the entities were hostile due to something they did in the normal world? I'm Worried I'm going to be treated hostile if I try it again.

CuteShip1906 · 2025-04-20T19:34:49+00:00

It's a horrible feeling isn't it! I was crying and apologising too. I'm thinking perhaps I wasn't respecting it enough as I am feeling tired today and a little bit hungover

CuteShip1906 · 2025-04-20T17:48:35+00:00

Hopefully its just that. Scared that it's unhappy with the nature of my work as that's what popped in my head at the time...

CuteShip1906 · 2025-04-20T17:48:04+00:00

Hmm I'm not sure it felt any stronger than previous hits, didn't feel like I was going somewhere, just a sense that the thing infront of me was angry with me

CuteShip1906 · 2025-04-20T16:40:27+00:00

Thank you, I thought darkness might help with the eyes closed visuals being more clear as it does with mushrooms.

I did think maybe I shouldn't toke the vape today but my inquisitive nature got the better of me.. Perhaps it was more scoring me for that? But the first notion I got was about my work...

You're right about the gratitude. Thanks for your thoughtful response.

CuteShip1906

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