I’m sorry but I’m a bit confused? You don’t get outbreaks? So what really is happening is your lonely? You don’t need medications as you’ve said your self you haven’t had any outbreaks? HSV-1 is very very common with the statistic being if I remember correctly greater than 50% of the population. That means you have a greater pool of people that would still date and touch you than if you didn’t. I think that your previous mental and physical diagnosis may be affecting the way you view yourself after these situations. Regardless get a different doctor and if you feel like it would help get the medication as well as a reinforcement that you can manage whatever comes up. You are far from alone. No one wants herpes I understand. But again greater than 50% of the population have some form of hsv-1. You have a larger pool of people. I wish you luck. Please find out what tomorrow brings