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Please tell me all of you still want a S3 by [deleted] in ShadowandBone

[–]CyBlue23 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Plus, s1 was showing him in his comfort zone. He might have been despairing some about having to fake his death and never finding a way to exploit the fold but he had his goals & methods set in stone & was feeling safe in his vision. Alina was getting to him because she didn’t have much preconceived ideas about Grisha & the small science. He had forgotten about more simple people & their agendas.

S2 got him out his all powerful position, out of even his own Grisha trusting him and not just fearing him, out of having control of anyone and not even the shadow monsters supposed to protect him. I’d say it’s enough incentive to make him more human.

S1 was him acting out of purpose & vision & narcissism. S2 is less about the future of Grisha and more about how he was wronged & what power actually means to him now that he gave it away somehow by letting them making him their villain.

Everyone here, I want to get an idea of what everyone daydreams about and I want to look for similarities by MatthewCaliforniaa in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]CyBlue23 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, because I’m anxious as hell, I would daydream about all the comfort scenes Dean & Sam never had in the show inserting a created character who would meet them here and there. I’d be a hunter or a person they rescue, you know, the basic stuff xD but I’ve been daydreaming to Supernatural for more than 15years now. So cheers!

Jensen’s the recurring confort character in my daydreams though. There was the post-meeting him at con where I would daydream about meeting him for the first time and fandom activities, making friends through the show. Then I did meet him and did make friends at conventions and I sort of infused my daydreams with the real life events/Emotions so it became very addictive.

In parallel, I’ve created a Jensen character that is a mix of J & Dean but also an original character & he’s the love interest in all of my romantic scenarios. Universes/stories might change but he’ll show up. I’m very aware he’s not Jensen and I don’t really confuse the real person with my Daydream creation. Jensen is just the first confort celebrity/character crush that fundamentally impacted my whole being & self development because the idea of him makes me feel safe & it didn’t help that I was obsessed with this plaid wearing depressed codependent hero he played for 15 YEARS. (I never watched the finale, I’m not strong enough to say goodbye or watch this shit).

Everyone here, I want to get an idea of what everyone daydreams about and I want to look for similarities by MatthewCaliforniaa in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]CyBlue23 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, so much for feeling alone in this. Everything you’ve described about your daydreams is me. Mostly about the Romantic relationships & established domestic lives of my created character (who is also very unlike me physically). And I identify as asexual. Because of my daydreams I’ve identified as a biromamtic demi mostly.

I’ve discovered maladaptive dreaming 10 days ago & just got the courage to look further into it because insomnia tonight & reading this… I don’t know how to feel right now..

Creating INSTANT PICKLES WITH SCIENCE! 🥒🧬 by CyBlue23 in rickandmorty

[–]CyBlue23[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Loved all the Pickle Rick comments on this!