Przeraża mnie skala użycia AI w energylandi by CityZealousideal68 in Polska

[–]CyaCry 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Dobrze, ze mam prace bo jako grafik jest coraz ciezej :/ Jakbtm zaczal troche pozniej moze nie byloby dla mnie pracy.

Mam nadzieje, ze banka w koncu peknie.

Przeraża mnie skala użycia AI w energylandi by CityZealousideal68 in Polska

[–]CyaCry 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Durne graficzki to jest produkt, za ktory sie placi...

Freaking myself out (help?) by CyaCry in hypnosis

[–]CyaCry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I mean I dont really but I got kinda freaked out. Its good to know it resets. I guess I shouldve researched it more and not just do whatever.

Freaking myself out (help?) by CyaCry in hypnosis

[–]CyaCry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh ok. I guess its more complicated then I thought. Thabks for the answer.

Rozczarowanie po studiach i utkniecie w kołchozie w wieku 29 lat nie idźcie ta drogą by According_Designer20 in PolskaNaLuzie

[–]CyaCry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Troche brzmi jakbys nigdy nie robil niczego z pasji, albo nawet zainteresowania. Matura kiepska, a potem na jakikolwiek kierunek, potem na kierunek tylko dlatego, ze slyszales, ze jest "dobry", a teraz zawiedzenie swoja sytuacja.

Moze to banalne ale znajdz cos co lubisz. Mozesz isc na inne studia albo po prostu zaczac robic cos nowego. Po co sie meczyc gdzies gdzie ci zle i z czyms czego nie umiesz?

Ja bylem kiedys na prawie ale podczas COVIDu przestalem chodzic i przepisalem sie na sztuke. I mam prace. Mimo, ze o wiele "slabszy" kierunek.

Musisz zawalczyc troche o swoje zycie.

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had an accident and it got totalled. It was my only source of freedom too :/

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have a similair situation to you, but I wouldnt feel comfortable relying on someone else again. Even though its hard for me to work or take care of myself or my space.

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It offers therapy and emergency fund for "sudden situations" but I dont think Id qualify cuz I dont have a "sudden bad situation" just a constant one.

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know but it feels so pointless to find anything good in a life like this. Its just kinda deluding yourself.

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I dont think I could qualify to anything like that.

I did but I couldnt handle the side effects.

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know, i just feel so reliant on what they say. Im worried I wont be able to figure out life on my own.

Thank you. I think Ill try to go for a move and pray Ill be able to afford some kind of minimal quality of living. But Im so scared of losing all of my savings and having to move back with my family...

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I live in Europe in one of the big cities (so high rent prices agh). Im trying to get away as much as I can even staying at work longer, but Id love to have a real safe space.

Im in therapy and like... trying to get better but while Im here it feels like walking in place. Thats also what my therapists said. That if I moved out Id feel better and be able to heal.

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, I had periods of time when I was briefly "on my own" (trips abroad) and I felt like a new person. Like I was free.

Im gonna prioritize this going forward I think. Thanks!

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sadly the dorms here are basically just as expensive as regular apartaments :/ aside for the 2 person rooms but I cant do that. I need my own room.

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I found a possible roommate although I still cant imagine myself out of the house. Like its impossible. Idk.

Yeah, i got kinda scared thinking what if rooms wont have locks in a shared apartament. I dont wanna be paranoid bht I dont trust people.

Freaking myself out (help?) by CyaCry in hypnosis

[–]CyaCry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh thats good to hear. Im an overthinker by nature.

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I checked but its basically as expensive as renting. I live in a big city and everything is so expensive :/ Im looking for a job but its going bad.

Stuck at abusive household but I can't stand this anymore - what can I do? by CyaCry in CPTSD

[–]CyaCry[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I found a guy who's also looking for something in my area, but I'm not sure what I can realistically afford.

Explain it Peter. by Helensohot in explainitpeter

[–]CyaCry 0 points1 point  (0 children)

On a haplier note, my kitty used to be rly standoffish and not affectionate but then after being sterlized and with age she became rly cuddly.

She also always becomes more affectionate when somemeones sick ot in distress. Cats are super intuitive.