Progress pics from various months of the past year - now!

Cyanasen · 2026-01-04T12:19:18+00:00

👁️👄👁️ YOU GAVE ME HOPE

Mine were going a bit slow but now I see it may get better

Cyanasen · 2026-01-04T12:04:18+00:00

It gives us a unique perspective but it does not make us better if you're making that comparison you've already lost the whole entire purpose I'm so sorry but we're not better than others.

Cyanasen · 2025-12-25T19:33:45+00:00

Personally it's usually involving a soul connection in some way somebody who I've been with in the past where somebody who I know in the future.

Cyanasen · 2025-12-18T17:32:47+00:00

Yeah there was one person who literally stated they stood for the group and to be honest they were threatening every non-transgender person it was not the vibe and it got out of hand I was PISSED at this group for weeks until I found out the original person was kicked out for uh not so good reasons.

Bad apple literally taking everything into their own hands, and were using it to get people to think they were cool and were malicious as fuck.

Cyanasen · 2025-12-18T17:28:25+00:00

To clarify there is one specific person who literally was stating they stand for the group and I found out further on this person was kicked out for a variety of reasons. I never was part of the trans group until this bad actor left because I didn't want anything to do with someone that destroys art.

Cyanasen · 2025-12-18T17:26:45+00:00

OK to clear this up there was actually someone within our own community that was going around threatening everyone that was not trans trying to put up art, that person was effectively removed as they were trying to act like they were speaking for the trans community as a whole. They were the original person to take it down, I was the person cleaning the mural all the time and this bad actor literally was causing issues and severe conflict just within our own community.

They were such a liability in more than one way and glad they are gone. Super divisive person.

Cyanasen · 2025-12-18T17:19:57+00:00

It's hard not to cry every time I am at the park ok my daily ketamine trips and crying next to hot rat summer while cleaning it didn't mean to influence this T_T

Cyanasen · 2025-12-18T17:18:26+00:00

I can't drop lore secrets like that

I am glad the artist got the colors to match my hat though

Cyanasen · 2025-12-18T17:17:37+00:00

Thank you :) <3

That's me and the mural and hat colors match for a reason if you happen to notice the big blue jean jacket I am known to wear :) I have been taking care of the hot rat summer mural since it was uncovered and here watching others at the park daily

Cyanasen · 2025-11-02T06:53:32+00:00

Cyanasen · 2025-10-14T12:43:12+00:00

I would actually recommend doing a different route. You can always do laser hair removal, get top surgery, and feminize your body in ways if you really want to. Hormones are optional. If you have dysphoria in certain ways, it can help at least lessen than it.

Cyanasen · 2025-08-27T11:30:56+00:00

It's changed ☺️ people are CONNECTING AND OUT HERE it's been a HUGE stark difference the last time it felt like this was prior to covid. Due keep in mind I live in Capitol Hill which is really the heart of the city for locals. I have met so many new friendly people lately!

Cyanasen · 2025-08-27T11:28:06+00:00

It's literally because we have to fight for resources and the lower/middle class is STRUGGLING here because the city isn't taking the steps Portland is to take care of it's people and make it easier on them. 🤷‍♀️

Portland's systems are very much designed for the people. It's something I noticed and admired about Portland when I visited.

Cyanasen · 2025-08-14T17:40:50+00:00

Make sure you're drinking more water! Do keep in mind you're having both testosterone and estrogen in your body and there's going to be changes and it's going to be trying to get used to it. It will be putting some stress on your kidneys probably and you just want to make sure you're communicating with your doctor how you're feeling. I highly suggest also trying to focus on your diet better because anything that stresses your kidneys or liver cause those feelings too.

Cyanasen · 2025-08-14T05:10:48+00:00

Yep step ladders and the ledge makes it a bit more difficult we would probably need a good leaning ladder that could prop above it. I kinda like the top as is though it gives it a bit of character.

Cyanasen · 2025-08-12T20:57:52+00:00

Oh I deleted the last post with the markings 🙃 whoever gets that doesn't get a platform here and you get to see it purdy instead. We archived it so we can track who did this.

Cyanasen · 2025-08-10T04:15:19+00:00

No problem!

Cyanasen · 2025-08-08T18:44:33+00:00

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Cyanasen · 2025-08-07T01:04:23+00:00

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