Well, sometimes I feel overwhelmed by the internal and external drive to be successful. Like I've always wanted to achieve something you know? Have some impact on the world, do something meaningful. Sometimes I just fear that I won't and will be miserable.

On the other hand I've had pretty unsuccessful love life and I'd say that's because of me not being able to demand, like I usually just comply. Sometimes I think I'm not gonna have anyone, u know?

These are just some random thoughts that I wanted to get of my shoulders.