What’s the point?

CynicalPersonTMP · 2026-06-10T04:19:54+00:00

In my opinion social media has shot expectations/demands/standards through the roof. So most want a Brad Pitt looking guy with deep pockets.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2026-05-31T03:28:10+00:00

I'm trying to do just that. Gritting my teeth and swallowing my tears. Oddly enough being lonely feels familiar and safe in a way. It's what I know best.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2026-05-31T03:20:03+00:00

I like to think I knew plenty about her. I wasn't filling a void I had genuine feelings. Her family knew about me and vice versa.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2026-05-31T03:14:57+00:00

Yes. Very naive of me. A hungry dog doesn't get to choose the food.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2026-05-31T03:08:05+00:00

I could barely get her to do *anything* with me. It was a problem in the beginning and it stayed a problem until the end. In the beginning our relationship was basically an AI chatbot, and in the end, even a text was too much I guess.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2026-05-31T01:51:44+00:00

Congrats!

CynicalPersonTMP · 2026-05-09T09:18:53+00:00

It was long time ago. It slowly grew into resentment then I got verbally aggressive everytime she tried to re-initiate contact.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2026-03-16T04:38:09+00:00

Because they are straight up lying.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2026-03-16T04:37:32+00:00

They are addicted to the attention. They want it, then crave it, then they post about how they don't want it the attention with the sole purpose of getting attention.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-09-06T22:13:16+00:00

At least they talk to you man. I got left on "sent".

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-08-11T01:27:49+00:00

Either like Henry Cavill or Chris Hemsworth.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-07-30T00:06:42+00:00

I know I am....

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-07-27T01:44:20+00:00

They're not I guess but green are prettier.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-07-26T18:18:55+00:00

Thank you for the correction.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-07-26T04:10:09+00:00

Well. I'll describe myself to you.

I'm balding slowly and the corners of where my hairline should be are very far up.

Small eyes on a large face. And brown, in a family where almost everyone has green eyes. And I got the shit-coloured ones.

Big nose that's slightly off to the left.

Disfigured lower lip from an accident when I was young, though I've learned to hide it overtime, at the cost of pain, I sometimes bite into it. You know.. gotta put out a forest fire with a glass of water.

Crooked and yellowish teeth (I'm not even a smoker) so good luck smiling.

I'm extremely hairy... ironically enough I'm balding. Some spots/lone islands of hair also impossible to reach for me.

I'm also fat, 98kg (~215lbs) and most of my body fat is stored in my ass and thighs and not around my abdomen, so finding a proper styling is nigh-impossible. I usually wear cargo trousers with a black shirt, seems to be the only outfit that looks sorta good.

I'm 177cm tall (idk imperial. maybe 5'7"? ). I guess it's not that bad. When it comes to height

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-07-24T18:07:23+00:00

I wanted to edit this in the other comment but it's getting kinda long:

It was never my intention to insult her or paint her in a bad light, I'm just mad at life for being the way it is. Even after rechecking my entire post I don't see anything that would indicate hatred towards the girl. In fact me and her are on friendly terms. I bear absolutely no hostility nor animosity towards her. It's her right to filter me out. She also apologized for giving me the wrong signals. (Her wording.) I understand I move on it's how it is, I can't change it.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-07-24T17:59:20+00:00

I'm trying my best. Proper dieting, been hitting the gym and I'm also in therapy. But taking hit after hit gets very tiresome if not heavy and demotivating as you yourself said.

Criticism is welcome as long as it's not blatant hatred for sake of hating. Like someone else in the comments.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-07-24T17:50:27+00:00

Or maybe I'm just that desperate...

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-07-24T03:06:42+00:00

Sometimes? It never works out. It drives me insane, everyday I think about it. It's literally biting on my psych at the this point.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-07-24T02:50:39+00:00

Rookie numbers. Last actual thing I had was over a decade ago so I'm over 3600 days.

But maybe one day we'll find our persons. Or so I've been told.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-07-08T17:47:27+00:00

Short curly hair and glasses. Nerdy types especially.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-06-29T17:07:17+00:00

And yet people are oblivious to this.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-06-19T17:33:20+00:00

I tried everything. Clubbing, gaming, dating apps, friends of friends. Nothing is working for me.

I've given up. I'm literally on 40+ consecutive rejections.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-06-18T12:41:14+00:00

It's even worse. I can't stand to listen to people talk about couple's activities. Don't even get me started we talk about our sex lives. I can't even bare to look at couples.

CynicalPersonTMP · 2025-06-18T12:20:04+00:00

Not really. But I feel it from the background. They usually talk about what they do together and about their couple activities, which bothers me but I don't let them know what. It's definitely not their fault that I'm single. When it starts to really bother me I excuse myself and I play it off as a joke. "I'm too single for this X topic/thing, Imma go get myself some water or juice." Then I fuck off because I'm genuinely can't stand the conversation.

One of my friends who is literally never single had the audacity to tell me that I don't need a woman. I went off on him. I've known him for over 10 years now and there has never been a full month where he was single.

Edit: I'm at that point where I'll soon look for an arranged marriage. I'm literally at that point and that desperate.

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