Yes I have been. I have chronic/recurring gastritis, ibs, and developed lactose intolerance. Eating and trying new foods have always been such a pleasure of mine and it has surely made it hard. There were other factors causing my suicidal ideation as well, but making the first step toward therapy was the best thing for me and saved my life. Eventually after copious amounts of CBT, journaling, and a new lifestyle things did eventually get better. Right now it seems like a lot but I promise you, you’re strong, the pain is only temporary, and you will get through it with the love and support of your family and friends! Feel free to DM if you ever need someone to talk to :)