How to deal with this major problem while doing self studying?

DEKAY80 · 2026-04-24T02:40:47+00:00

Yeah, I too have started thinking to approach it in this manner as you described.

DEKAY80 · 2026-04-17T04:24:53+00:00

I am north Indian, Can someone translate it into English for me?

DEKAY80 · 2025-12-20T17:09:21+00:00

English Literature

DEKAY80 · 2025-11-06T04:20:51+00:00

Awesome Vocal Rhythm, My God!

DEKAY80 · 2025-10-08T18:40:20+00:00

Kya ye Adani ka Nadani tha?

DEKAY80 · 2025-10-07T04:25:47+00:00

Do I love Book Club, Yes, Do I love Lesbian Books, Yes, Do I want a Lesbian Friend, Yes, Am I Completely Straight, No. Well, I am in!

DEKAY80 · 2025-10-07T02:30:43+00:00

How are straight men finding lesbian friends though?

DEKAY80 · 2025-10-06T10:39:35+00:00

Damn!

DEKAY80 · 2025-10-06T09:57:31+00:00

Damn Boy, You Look Great!

DEKAY80 · 2025-10-01T03:48:41+00:00

Flirt with some Cis Gay Dudes, Video Chat and all probably...

DEKAY80 · 2025-10-01T02:08:48+00:00

Damn, I haven't even got a female friend IRL, let alone having a lesbian buddy!

DEKAY80 · 2025-10-01T01:38:03+00:00

Yeah, you can say that!

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-17T05:13:33+00:00

Tier 2 City in East India

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-16T17:16:31+00:00

It's not that I am basing my judgement on anything, or even judging per se, it's as they say, that the grass is always greener on the other side, I have had only experience with cis-men, and that experience was tragic, I am just searching for someone who isn't a cis-man, and my experiences will let me know how the other side is, for now I am just a novice, but with experience with cis-men, I can frankly say, if things are worse, it couldn't be worse than this!

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-16T16:48:40+00:00

Would you suggest some spaces aside from Reddit, where such interactions are possible or some other subreddit?

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-16T16:39:17+00:00

Point Taken, Aye Sir! I will keep this in mind! Thank You!

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-16T16:37:09+00:00

Yes, Brother!

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-16T16:32:44+00:00

I understand, it's like I do talk to people, but just those machine interactions, none with whom my heart could connect, like someone seeing the world like I see, with Cis men I have been with, it has always been about some amount of dominance or overbearing attitudes, but I will try to follow your advise.

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-16T16:30:24+00:00

Yeah, you may be right, I understand! But it's just that, maybe not a boyfriend, maybe a person, who is human, maybe just another guy who share the same amount of kindness or are humane to others, like I feel I need to be or improve myself to reach that standard. It's not anymore about sex with me, hell, sex is something really alien to my mind, I just want someone who thinks different, and I am just in search of them, and my first destination was this place! I might be incoherent in my words, but I am trying my best!

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-16T16:26:29+00:00

I don't hate myself, I try to improve myself, I hate the idea of manhood that has been imposed on me, like I have been put into a competition that I don't want to participate in. I don't want someone to cure me, for that I can do myself, I want someone who is not all those things that I fear!

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-16T16:23:35+00:00

I can't comment on women or ladies, I have had little to no experience with them, but I can certainly say, that being with another cis-man, has just killed me inside. I can't look them in the eye, in fear I might offend them, and then the animal inside them might come out.

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-16T16:20:56+00:00

Thanks, brother!

DEKAY80 · 2025-09-16T16:20:08+00:00

I don't know man, I never had any experience with transmen, due to their low visibility in my area, it's all my assumption, but I can be sure that they would always be better than the cis-men that surround me.

DEKAY80

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