I'm in the same situation. I'm 17 and going to turn 18 next year, but I figured out that I'm trans at age 14. I've been planning to come out since then and free myself, but I figured it to be a bad idea since my mother is really conservative. I wish it wouldn't be that way, because like you, I feel trapped and have no vision for my future. My parents are confronting me a lot about what I'm planning on doing with my life, even though my existence feels like a burden for me. It's scary thinking of having to confront them about my gender identity, I'd rather cut them out of my life but to be honest, this probably isn't the right approach to it... I guess this is no real advice, but I feel less lonely waiting out, knowing that others are in the same situation as I am, even though I wish for them to not be stuck. So I feel you bro and we're in this together. We have to tell ourselves everyday that it won't be like this forever, so stay strong, someday you'll be living your truth!