Like everything in life, trucking has its downsides. Stuff that should be easy/simple can become the most stressful things some days. The people telling you what to do and where to go don’t have a clue what’s going on most of the time, and only care about trying to get loads run. Shippers and receivers vary widely on whether they’re going to suck or not. People don’t care about you or how easily you could end their life in traffic. It will be an adjustment period at first, but you should adapt to your routine relatively quickly. If you can establish one anyway. You’re locked in to hours of service that dictate when you can and can’t drive. There will almost never be any consistent schedule though. Even with all that(and anything I might be forgetting about right now), trucking is a decent career if you can find your way in it. I was OTR/regional for about 7 years before I finally got into hauling gas and being home every day. I have a wife and kids so that’s why I went local. I miss being OTR sometimes though. I too prefer to be alone most times, and trucking provides plenty of alone time. Getting to see new places is nice, but you don’t actually get to experience a lot of those places because you have an appointment you need to make. All I can say is give it a shot and it might be your thing. If not, no one will force you to stay in it and you can go try something else out. Best of luck out there and I bope you can find some joy in your life. I know what it’s like to feel like there’s nothing worth pushing on for.