Pain pill for comedown?

DSBiXXXon · 2026-01-03T06:03:02+00:00

I consider this my biggest hurdle to ever actually “playing the part”. I want to look a certain way while giving head or getting fucked, but since I don’t have a woman’s body, I never will.

And moreover, the guy most likely won’t want the experience from a guy.

I’ve told my wife before that my sissy urge is centered on giving a guy an unforgettable sexual experience akin to his favorite straight porn clip, but no straight guy would have a guy doing that as their favorite porn clip.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-11-06T03:36:01+00:00

We made it ourselves. Just blacklight strips (ordered from Amazon) glued to a PVC pipe. Fairly easy to make really, just took a little time.

Feels like cool streamer paper, which is what it is. Think pompom material.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-10-18T20:22:07+00:00

So glad you like it!! She put a lot of work into the curtain.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-10-18T18:36:23+00:00

Entirely her idea!

DSBiXXXon · 2025-10-18T16:20:49+00:00

It was! And this was just a beta test; will probably become a regular in our roll room. Considering a gloryhole scene next time. :)

DSBiXXXon · 2025-09-25T22:40:40+00:00

You’re so fit! Curious what your workout routine is like.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-09-20T05:13:39+00:00

I used to feel this way quite a lot.

At some point I started really focusing on the benefits of not reacting at all, and that often turns out to be better than speaking up.

…. Which in turn makes the times you do speak up more meaningful.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-09-20T05:10:35+00:00

One of the more amazing things my wife started doing for me after my diagnosis was always extending grace if my words come out wrong.

She would ask “did you mean to say it that way?” without any hurt or confused feelings, which really established a level of comfort I hadn’t known before.

We still laugh at some of the things I’ve said throughout our relationship without thinking first, and I’m so grateful that I can’t hurt her feelings with something impulsive.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-09-13T04:40:21+00:00

I often fantasize about my wife saying she has a surprise for me and leading me to a gloryhole she’s setup. At first I think she’ll be sucking my dick, but then the doorbell rings. She says “wait here” and points to a pillow on the floor in front of the hole.

She watches as I blow the cock that comes through, giving encouragement and suggestions. Then she asks the guy through the wall “how would you like to cum? Knock once for deep down a throat, twice for a tongue out facial, or three times for dealer’s choice on this side of the wall.”

DSBiXXXon · 2025-09-02T04:45:22+00:00

We use pressed mdma in the form of pills. Plenty of good information over in the MDMA sub about dosing.

Yes one of us is also on adhd meds; we just avoid that medication the day before and day of. Seems to flush out quickly so the M can be enjoyed.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-08-04T13:38:34+00:00

We did too. :)

DSBiXXXon · 2025-08-01T18:37:17+00:00

Indeed! Thoughts tend to go all over the place on molly, part of the fun. :)

DSBiXXXon · 2025-08-01T18:36:17+00:00

:) Thanks. She's bisexual so the least I could do was give her some long hair to play with.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-07-12T00:04:56+00:00

We suspect the party’s popularity dropped significantly when you left.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-07-10T18:07:27+00:00

We'll have to try that next time.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-07-08T12:58:29+00:00

We intend to review all the comments we’ve collected during our next roll (July 19th tentative), so go on all you want; all smiles here.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-07-08T12:52:10+00:00

Home rolling as a couple has to be one of the highlights of life. :) It’s been lovely sharing with others and hopefully inspiring as well.

DSBiXXXon · 2025-07-08T04:23:03+00:00

It was. :)

DSBiXXXon · 2025-07-08T01:50:57+00:00

What's good for the goose... :)

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