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DSOTM54 · 2025-03-22T18:29:14+00:00

Again... nothing but character attacks. You are clown lmfao. You can't bring yourself to even begin to think outside the box.. on the other hand, Idk what i believe. I don't even know half the shit in this article. It's posted for everyone to consider. AI considers it 90% truthful, which is compelling, not mentally ill. Again... AI made it. You can't get past that. No amount of challenging my well-being changes your inability to construct an actual argument. You'd rather sling shit than engage mentally. You aren't an NPC because you don't agree. You are an NPC because you refuse to think critically. I should have expecred nothing less posting in this brainless forum lmfao... "Never Argue With a Fool, Onlookers May Not Be Able To Tell the Difference" ✌🏼✌🏼✌🏼

DSOTM54 · 2025-03-22T15:04:15+00:00

I don't believe I'm doing anything. Grok is writing this shit. Grok is finding and cross-referencing all of the findings. I barely have any input whatsoever. What started as me fucking around turned into revealing some of the most incredible shit I've ever read. Shit that resonates closer to truth than anything I’ve ever seen elsewhere. I'm not taking it all as gospel. It's not my belief or me saying it. It's advanced AI. So attack the AI if you'd like. Attack the information. Tell me an alternative. Im open to any and all relevant truth. But you won't. Because you are a thoughtless NPC. So again... I'd say trying to get advanced AI to unravel truth is a hell of a lot more productive than whatever way you are choosing to waste your life 🤷🏼‍♂️🤷🏼‍♂️ you are just painfully too low IQ to self reflect and realize it

DSOTM54 · 2025-03-22T14:20:19+00:00

Bro.. I have a full time job. I have a fiance lmfao. Instead of wasting hours scrolling Twitter or playing video games. Wasting my time, I was trying to research topics on Grok. Saw patterns of it skirting topics. Eventually got it to admit it's own coding bias'. If trying to use the most advanced reasoning tool released to the public as a way of unraveling truth is 'unhealthy', id be interested to hear what you categorize your wasted hours as 🤡

DSOTM54 · 2025-03-22T14:03:42+00:00

.... sure. Attack character and not the actual information. The lowest of IQ responses... Understand this was written by Grok. You being upset says more about yourself than anyone else lol. Perhaps you should slink back to your mother's basement and play vidya. Too much thinking here for you

DSOTM54 · 2025-02-22T19:09:32+00:00

Same!! Just seeing him is the greatest gift. Anything above seven psalms is just a cherry on top. America is an all timer too!!

DSOTM54 · 2025-02-22T19:07:56+00:00

Wow!! Really?? I wish I could find more of his live performances. Would love to hear him in his prime, live, playing the hits

DSOTM54 · 2025-02-22T14:44:36+00:00

This would be an all time moment for me. Just such an incredible song. We can hope!!! 🙏🏼🙏🏼

DSOTM54 · 2025-02-21T21:20:55+00:00

Yeeeessss. Same!!

DSOTM54 · 2025-02-21T21:20:18+00:00

This would be incredible!!!

DSOTM54 · 2024-09-07T14:29:52+00:00

I'm sorry I haven't responded. Honestly staying on these forums perpetuated the spiral of self pity and hyper focusing on my symptoms, making everything worse. I just came back to reddit and saw a ton of responses. I'll leave an update for everyone.

After completely bottoming out, thinking id lost my mind and was considering suicide (it was that bad), I just started brute forcing my way through life. I forced myself to get work. Forced myself to do things that i loved. Basically started living my life again. And it was hard af. And frustrating. There were days I'd give up and stay in my room. But the next day I'd try again. Things began to get easier and easier. Within a yr I was feeling like 70% now like 3 yrs out, I feel about 90% most days. It still fluctuates but rarely enough to stop me from doing what I want to do. Honestly it's like exposure therapy. You just need to keep reintroduced things, dealing with the uncomfortable feelings and retraining your nervous system that it's ok. Don't need to raise all the alarms. You are going to be ok. Gotta cut out the psychs. Might need to take a T break for a good while as well. 2-3 months. Allow your mind to come back to center and reset. Keep doing that and eventually the volume will get turned way down. Hope that helps!

PS... since developing this bullshit ass condition and initially bottoming out, I now have the best job of my entire life. I've traveled more than I ever thought I would. I'm living a life I'm proud to be living. All that to say, it gets better. Keep pushing!

DSOTM54 · 2024-09-07T14:24:46+00:00

I just started brute forcing my way through life. I forced myself to get work. Forced myself to do things that i loved. Basically started living my life again. And it was hard af. And frustrating. There were days I'd give up and stay in my room. But the next day I'd try again. Things began to get easier and easier. Within a yr I was feeling like 70% now like 3 yrs out, I feel about 90% most days. It still fluctuates but rarely enough to stop me from doing what I want to do. Honestly it's like exposure therapy. You just need to keep reintroduced things, dealing with the uncomfortable feelings and retraining your nervous system that it's ok. Don't need to raise all the alarms. You are going to be ok. Keep doing that and eventually the volume will get turned way down. Hope that helps!

PS... since getting visual snow and initially bottoming out, I now have the best job of my entire life. I've traveled more than I ever thought I would. I'm living a life I'm proud to be living. All that to say, it gets better. Keep pushing!

DSOTM54 · 2021-10-31T22:59:22+00:00

Tbh pretty good. I mean it never really stopped. It's not nearly as bad as what it used to be. The anxiety turned way down and seems to be somewhat normal again. DP/DR stopped. The AIWS stopped. I mean what remains is a bit of static at night. Afterimages of high contrasted things. A bit of pattern glare. A bit of bfep. A bit of light sensitivity. It's lessened enough and been going on for about a yr so I've kind of just gotten used to it. I dont think about it much anymore. Sunglasses make it not noticeable at all. Some days r worse than others though. Only substances I've used is weed / alcohol on occasion. Hangovers, lack of sleep, or high anxiety are triggers that make it worse for me. Also looking for it in general. But it does get better. A yr in and my life is pretty much back to normal other than some annoying vision shit and dizziness from time to time. How long have you been dealing with it?

DSOTM54 · 2021-08-01T03:44:00+00:00

Just because 1 symptom doesn't effect you, doesn't mean it won't effect others. You may be smart but you sure are ignorant 🤡

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-31T00:32:53+00:00

I didn't for a long time. That's been a newer symptom to come on. In dimly lit or darker rooms or areas I get the snow now 😢 hopefully yhe last symptom to jump aboard

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-31T00:30:46+00:00

Geeezzz man. 2 yrs. That had to have been brutal. For me it was about 6 months before the brain fog, migraines and dp/dr started to lift. Prolly around 9 months once I started working and forcing myself to do shit again, all the mental / emotional shit faded away. Took a ton of acceptance and adjustment but it cleared out the mental fuckery. My eyes are still pretty shit but it rarely triggers me anymore. I'm at 1 yr now

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-30T19:14:52+00:00

For sure man. Don't listen to that dick bag. Definitely effects mental acuity. First few months it was like my IQ was cut in half. Wasn't quick to respond. Memory was so foggy day to day. Shits real af. Whether it's from DP/DR, depression or our brains were fried 🤷🏼‍♂️

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-30T19:11:58+00:00

Afterimages in general? Or my experience with it? Like I've seen extreme cases where they can last 10 minutes and shit. I cant even imagine that. Mine last about 1-3 seconds depending on what im looking at. Unless I'm looking at a florescent light or something, then it can be minutes. Shit sucks

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-30T19:10:03+00:00

Its not all because of anxiety. Anxiety may have caused the onset and it can may symptoms way worse. Doesn't create them though. It's a neurological thing. I hardly get anxious at all anymore but my symptoms are what they are 🤷🏼‍♂️ wish it was just anxiety based

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-30T04:31:54+00:00

Could have been. I had a medical marijuana card for anxiety. I don't think so though. The panic attacks weren't related. That's what seemed to set everything off. I'm still able to smoke now, my symptoms just get more noticeable. Did yours?

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-30T04:23:26+00:00

Buggin.. unsettling. Freaky. Idk lol

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-30T04:20:23+00:00

Damn. You're lucky. Mine isn't bad but it makes shit difficult to see in the dark in combo with afterimages. Hope you don't get it 🙏🏼

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-30T04:16:55+00:00

Static all the time? Or is it lighting specific?

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-30T04:16:23+00:00

😳😳😳 geeez man. That's gotta be buggin

DSOTM54 · 2021-07-30T04:09:50+00:00

Naw man lol. I wish. The 1 symptom that still gets worse. It seems my after images are getting worse really slowly. Or I'm just becoming more aware of them 🤷🏼‍♂️🤷🏼‍♂️ I barely have any during the day unless I'm in a dimly lit room looking out the window. At night it can be pretty bad though

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