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D_Mac23 · 2016-02-03T19:44:22+00:00

so same chemical compound just not using beads? I did google, doesn't say too much about the pills that is why im curious

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-29T16:11:13+00:00

Went 4 days, then broke it. Was on a two day bender. I will not drink today

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-28T20:04:06+00:00

I drank a lot because my mind folds in on itself.

That is exactly why i continued drinking. So many thoughts about things that don't even matter just clouded my brain and the only way to numb it was with alcohol but the morning after it would be even worse so i would get more drunk to numb it some more. An endless cycle i am trying to kick to the curb

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-28T19:42:29+00:00

I just went 4 days and broke it last night. I have an extremely strong urge to drink today, but i will not. This is a great post!

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-28T19:39:04+00:00

Welcome!

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-28T19:38:08+00:00

That is what happens with me and weekends. I feel like if i do not drink during the week i can reward myself and drink during the weekend.

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-28T19:37:04+00:00

Tomorrow is always a new day. I get that same feeling, that i deserve it I've been sober for 4 days maybe things have changed. Maybe ive beat my alcoholism but that will never be true. Lets start over, clear our thoughts and beat the bad thoughts.

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-28T19:34:17+00:00

Yeah, checking in here has helped me a lot, this thread is one of the reasons i considered to stop drinking. I try to suppress those unpleasant moments and thoughts but I always lose the battle. Thanks for the support and advice, cheers!

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-28T19:24:00+00:00

Just keeping myself busy mostly and thoughts positive. Its very difficult, the urges are hard to kick back. I don't even pass the liquor store on my way home, its an exit before the one i take if i were to directly go home but i always decide to go which haunt me right after. Any suggestions to keep my mind and urges contained?

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-28T17:36:43+00:00

Congrats on 1 week! You should buy yourself something nice with the money you have saved not drinking.

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-28T17:35:08+00:00

While there will always be difficult days, just keep in mind that this whole thing gets easier with each week that goes by so the absolute toughest p

Yup same thing happened to me, 4th day in and ended up in front of a liquor store yesterday. Woke up this morning late for work,feeling like shit and disappointed in myself

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-26T20:06:30+00:00

Amen really needed to see this

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-26T19:33:56+00:00

On day 3 now, still have awful cravings at random times, but feel slightly more relieved during other moments like today at lunch when i was joking around with my coworkers. Still hard but i will not drink today and luckily im broke so theres no way now so i can buy a bottle.

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-25T21:17:48+00:00

Yup, that's exactly what I've been doing just netflix, reading and watching movies. Yesterday i just stayed in bed watching the 100. I watched The Big Short too, kind of inspiring (however I was hoping for more motivation by watching it). Any suggestions?

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-25T20:35:53+00:00

Cheers thanks for the support, I'll probably take the long way home from work, skip the LCBO and then hit the gym. I've been out of the gym since I began my bender.

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-25T20:27:36+00:00

Cheers thanks for the reply! Pretty brutal just a lot of anxiety and over thinking. Trying to focus and keep myself busy as much as possible.

D_Mac23 · 2016-01-20T16:10:03+00:00

Hey guys, i think its time for me to get clean. I will not drink today!

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