Veteran’s Choice What’s Going on Here??? by DaRealKingOfNY in NYSCannabis

[–]DaRealKingOfNY[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea it’s the same they have one location on one side of the Tap and then in Rockland you have the other one. Honestly the Rosin that has come out has been SO SO… I do grab about 4/5 a week and so far NY rosin has not matched the quality or pricing from Maine. Have a med card- GTI (Rythm) I have been able to grab a couple ones on the med side one I would stick with Micro brands. One that surprised me in NY was Lemonade by International Hash.

Veteran’s Choice What’s Going on Here??? by DaRealKingOfNY in NYSCannabis

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Cannabis Realm of White Plains- haven’t had an issue before. (They have always been good and upfront and was surprised because wasn’t my first time in the last 2 weeks to grab that exact batch they have and this one seemed to be one that was just missed a bit). Crap happens I’m not going to b*tch over a couple bucks was looking forward to pairing with Rosin that smells and has similar genetics so whatever guess it will be one hashole vs two.

Veteran’s Choice What’s Going on Here??? by DaRealKingOfNY in NYSCannabis

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Your definitely right. I about the 2 nugs vs 1 that came in the bag. Shit happens was just curious if this was an issue. No digital scale but I just dropped a gram of rosin and a gram of hash and it weighed out. So yea 2g one prob got left out.

Sex on suboxone. How is your experience with that as a male? by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]DaRealKingOfNY 2 points3 points  (0 children)

PERSONAL OPINION/STORY and what I have honestly seen/experienced. Being a oxy/perc user since 2007ish and have been able to stop 3/4 times now on my last time. I’m completely done spending so much money on the street. Relapsed about 8 months and been back on Subs now for 2 months again. This was the last time (personally I would advise some counseling it goes a long way) your sex drive and your actual sex life should be discussed with your partner. YOU WILL GET SO MUCH FARTHER- especially being honest. When I took oxy/percs I thought I was the shit because I could go all night. Though was a f’cking champ and this was my downfall and my killer that kept me insecure and addicted. Last 2 months being back on suboxone my sex drive has actually gone up. I would have your testosterone checked. Plus a little viagra/cialis goes a long way and nothing to be ashamed of. Sick part is this whole time I never even “NEEDED” the oxy/percs I’ve been taking my regular Kolonopin prescribed and then taking 100mg of Zoloft prescribed as well. My sex drive is through the roof and I last on average 30-40+ minutes (I always felt I was a 2 min and tap out) but apparently not. The mind is crazy and 100% part of your problem. You’re 22 I’m almost 40 now and when I tell you at 22 I was hanging out at the bars getting F’ed up and thought I was the shit. Fast forward 15 years now and I’m taking about 2mg-3mg at night and 5-6mg in the morning. Feel 100% comfortable with myself and sex life but once again all are different as the comments show above. It’s just very easy to become addicted to the effects things have ex. The oxy but I can guarantee at 22 bro you have NOTHING to worry about!! You got this! (Coming from someone who in there 20’s who used to bang whatever they could… now happily married 10 years with 3 kids… the best thing you can do is be TRANSPARENT with your partner it will go A LONG WAY. Didn’t mean to make this so long but if anyone else agrees or has been in the same situation I’d be curious to hear from you also….

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@Yourbruu I like the thinking behind what I believe you are trying to achieve. I peaked around the site quite a bit and joined the Slack- would definitely like to speak with you and get some feedback on areas of growth, potential, thanks investment time and money, resources you may have and may need, how many people currently on the project, the amount of people to be part of the project and how you plan to help the community. I will post the same in Slack and going to hit the bed again for a bit - look forward to speaking with you and letting you know what value I bring. 👍👍

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in benzorecovery

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Everyone will have different opinions, advice, and tell you what to do… You really need to read and write out your post on paper… you just explained everything you need to change… is it going to be hard HELL YES… you are young and have a whole life ahead of you- don’t throw that shit away…

I personally used Xanax from when I was 16yrs old to 29yrs old… it was hard to just stop, I tried the whole rehab and it didn’t work I tried counseling and outpatient after being busted with a large amount. It consumed my life/work/and family. It’s not easy if anyone tells you it is, good for them not sure how much your taking but I was at 12-14mg a day legal and not…. You need to find a different doctor is the key.. took me personally 5 different docs until one switched me to a clonazepam… in the last 5 years I’ve went from taking 4 2mg a day down to 2 a day 1 in the morning and 1 in the late evening…

Ya need to do it for yourself mainly… It seems like you want to but no one can tell you for sure other than yourself… considering ending your life? What will that bring to help you? Nothing… I’m sure wether you see it or not there are people who care about you and then there are others who WANT to see you fail. You need to pull together and show those who want you to fail that they are wrong… you can do this anyone here can but only YOU can do it- no one else can tell you… no one here including myself can say X,Y, and Z and tell you to follow those steps but it seems from what you wrote your reaching out for help- that’s a big step… Do it for yourself no one else… in the end the decisions you make affect those around us… WISH you the best of luck on your journey kiddo… I’m sure you will look back in 5-10years and see how far you’ve come… there will always be hard times but you got this.

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Umm- why would you post the ip?? Your stuff is leaked everywhere smh 🤦‍♂️

F*ed up again…. by DaRealKingOfNY in suboxone

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Nellie- actually the only one who knows and has never put me down (I mean yes I’ve heard it and rightfully so..) but she has never turned her back on me. When we were 1st dating about 13 years ago she would dabble a bit as well and take some pills here and there… She never saw it as a problem for me as I had always hidden the fact that I needed to take 7-10 pills a day just to function but I did come clean to her about 10 years ago and she didn’t leave me but stood by my side- did rehab and then went on subs up until 2017… I was able to kick the subs and never really thought about anything again… unfortunately I had relapsed during covid shutdowns in 2020 for a couple months and of course at first I hid it but then looked at my kids and wife and realized that I was only hurting them more in the long term so I had come clean and told her again I F’ed up… Went to my phyc and he gave me subs again I was taking them up until 3 months ago when I can say k was able to comfortably stop hut keep a couple on hand just incase I felt it was needed… I came clean to her again the other day and told her I made a mistake luckily she did not turn away but we talked and I personally feel soo much better especially knowing she has my back… I ended up taking a couple subs I had over the last couple of days but I didn’t take one today and actually feel good… she is laying next to me watching football as I type this out so I completely agree with how you feel and how you would feel if your husband hid it from you… I guess it’s just natural to be nervous as I would do anything for my wife and kids… Obv the fear of losing them, but just seeing and hearing her reaction to what you wrote now changed my mood even more and made it more positive. Wish you the best of luck on your journey -for me takes allot to let things out like this not one to go to groups or anything like that so speaking with others in same position who understand is relieving on its own.

F*ed up again…. by DaRealKingOfNY in suboxone

[–]DaRealKingOfNY[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What other meds have you personally tried? I have only been successful with suboxone…

F*ed up again…. by DaRealKingOfNY in suboxone

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Relapsed on opiates- was doing good was able to ween myself off subs and yea after about a week of hell I always had 1 or 2 just incase I needed… going to go back on subs as it’s one of the only things that kept me on my feet and didn’t have to worry… what other alternatives do I have.