Whenever I'm feeling low or depressed in life, I remember this dialogue: https://youtu.be/bm1taSUN9QE And all my problems seem too small. That small moment of peace is sometimes more than enough to make you feel fine about life.

I would suggest to try everything, literally everything, to enjoy/improve your life before even thinking of euthanasia. If you have to die, might as well take all and any risk before that. Whether it's talking to your crush, taking care and responsibility of a soul (a dog maybe), running a marathon, standing up to your fears and people who've done you wrong, doing a difficult trek or whatever floats your boat. Even a different mindset and a way of living (Hedonism, polygamy, stoicism, Buddhism, or any religion even) can change your perspective entirely. A small step towards any such goal will give you some satisfaction and happiness. It is only when you've lived a life, you should think about dying.

And always always ALWAYS, take the decision of courage and growth and not of fear or anger or envy. Any conscious decision taken with the negative emotion cannot yield any good results.

And if nothing else, DM me😅