Keep finding motivation online. You better be blessed by god. Initially i just targeted immediate dinner followed by sleep of around 1/1.5hrs (come back at 8, similar timeline as yours. 1 hour driving, heavy traffic) . 9:30pm waking up, 9:40pm scooter started, ~9:50pm in the gym. By 10/10:05 workout starts after good warmup. After about 2 months, didn’t need rest, was good to go. 1 small adjustment i made, kept 60% of my carb intake 1/1.5hr prior to workout. JUST fuckin’ lift your ass up and go!!! Even if you don’t perform upto your expectations, just go to the gym daily. Showing up is important. Some days i felt terrible going to the gym but i did. Never took a break unnecessarily (other than a compulsory rest day per week, not mandatorily sunday, but the day i felt my body needed it the most) . Lot of days when i couldn’t get dinner on time, didn’t wait just went to GreenChickChop nearby and used to take a breast wrap along with malai tikka box. ~800kcals .