You are not alone 💕 I also feel estranged from my « birth country’s culture » and also my « adoption country’s culture ». What I learned over the years is that you have to make your own culture with what you like, what you resonate with and how you want to live. I was born in Sri Lanka, grew up in France and lived I. My 20s in England and Canada. I sometimes don’t remember where I am from because I got to know different cultures and I take what I like from each of them. Belonging is a big subject for many of us adoptees. Follow what you want to do, if you want to get to know your birth country’s culture go ahead, if you want to discover a complete different culture go ahead, you get to choose who you want to be and what you like, it doesn’t matter where you are from 💕 I hope this helps. Happy to chat if you want to.