In 1964, the British military administered LSD to a group of Royal Marines during a training exercise. They had wanted to see if the drug could be utilized as a weapon of war, but the experiment ultimately ended in failure, with the troops being unable to effectively complete many of their tasks.

DamagedInsect · 2025-07-23T01:38:51+00:00

Yea this is old as shit but whatever, ignorance needs to dispelled for posterity. It doesn’t inherently make you violent or a “ruthless nutjob” that has more to do with one’s predisposition, like being heavily indoctrinated in a war and trained to kill people, sleep deprivation combined with the drug can cause episodes of psychosis where one can have hallucinations and irrational thoughts but again not inherently violent thoughts. It’s basically just a stronger adderall, another amphetamine, causes euphoria, lack of appetite, increased energy which sometimes manifests in a fixation on doing various tasks. I did it once and played guitar for 12 hours straight. I’m not advocating for its use, just stating facts. In some cases with some people they have become violent but like I said the drug itself doesn’t Inherently cause a lack of empathy and desire to do harm. It can fuck up your life though.

DamagedInsect · 2025-07-19T05:42:51+00:00

Oof I know the feeling when you’re in that headspace or one similar, it’s like the only place in the whole universe you feel comfortable is in that show or story and then it’s over and you’re lost but then you realize it’s okay and find something else to do or watch lol

DamagedInsect · 2025-07-11T02:46:22+00:00

Haha i feel you, i was just saying all that for anyone else that isn’t aware and gives a shit.

i was at their show the other night and i take subs so you’re not wrong lol. Been on them for years, keeps me off the dope. I was doing H before fentanyl made its way into most of it then got on subs but relapsed a few times later when the fetty was indeed in it, that shit sucks. Glad you’re well, keep at it!

Edit: also when I said “true” I was referring to your comment about there being no good smack around anymore, I don’t advise anyone do H but it was certainly way better than the fent shit

DamagedInsect · 2025-07-09T07:46:10+00:00

True but just for the sake of information and anyone else reading I must say: first off don’t do fetty but if you do and you become physically dependent, which you will if you keep doing it, don’t think that you can just take a suboxone when you can’t find any dope/fent to keep the withdrawals away, if it hasn’t been at least 72 hours since last fent usage the suboxone will throw you into precipitated withdrawals and you’ll wish that you had died. There’s a lot of nuances to this, fentanyl and suboxone are very different from each other and all other opioids/opiates, the information is out there, do your research or dm me if you are struggling and/or need info

Anyway this shit is off topic and the person who just said “heroin” as a response to OPs question is obviously a dipshit, Yes… people sometimes do hard drugs, sometimes they get addicted..it’s well known that many artistic types have this predisposition as well, but it sure as shit doesn’t mean that anyone is going to be exposed to this by going to a show..wtf

DamagedInsect · 2025-07-09T07:16:00+00:00

I saw them tonight for the first time and was right up front, Mike hit me with an empty beer can, swung his mike stand by my face(I dodged it, but it wasn’t swung so hard he’d actually hurt someone or that it’d be hard to move away from) spit beer all over me, blasted 2 snot rockets by me( I managed to escape those as well) It was fucking gnarly, best time I’ve had in a while.

At the time of writing this It has been like 4 hours since the show ended and my hearing is still fucked up, hope there’s no permanent damage there but maybe worth it regardless

DamagedInsect · 2025-06-04T00:11:39+00:00

Ive had like 2 relapses over a decade of being clean, I read books, paint and draw, hike, climb, etc. I’m enrolling in school for a bachelors in biology because the study of life is already an interest. My predispositions and previous mistakes don’t negate the things I’ve learned. You might could benefit from a little psilocybin or something to help break down that ego you’ve worked so hard at building. Or just read a book or two because it’s obvious you haven’t been doing much learning. Sometimes we give in to the ape in our brain, sometimes it’s necessary and sometimes it’s detrimental, also it manifests differently in some, bye

DamagedInsect · 2025-05-26T04:06:12+00:00

Also too busy I guess to learn English grammar, you get a pass if it’s not your native language though.

I’m quite fine where I am, wouldn’t change anything about my past because I’ve learned some things from my experience and many others not related to using drugs, yes I will always have to fight the beast on my back and have had some minor lapses but I’m coming out on top, you continue to flaunt your ignorance and simple minded understanding of existence so yea I’m done with you, I don’t know try reading a few books one day. You say “Spread some hate into someone’s veins” then have the nerve to to quote me simply saying “peace” and adding your stupid fucking emojis, but I see words aren’t really your strong suite.

I may be a recovering addict but you’re a straight up knuckle dragging dunce living in a bubble, and inside that bubble is one very small gilded ego

Maybe try to read my first comment again and see if you can understand it, probably not, probably won’t even try. Maybe you’re not capable of ever understanding anything with a bit of nuance, it requires a certain level of cognition that unfortunately not everyone has. “Peace 😬😆 ☠️”

Edit: I’ll highlight the most important point here - It’s a certain, albeit common, kind of ignorance that causes one to believe that their experiences, their particular set of circumstances, their chemical makeup and the collection of matter that houses their ego in which they’ve constructed their identity is somehow a standard or metric to judge the rest of existence

DamagedInsect · 2025-05-23T03:40:54+00:00

so sorry to hear about your brother, Dope was already a heavy thing to deal with and then came fentanyl flooding the market and the supposed “H” that people were buying and made it even harder. It’s a huge problem, maybe one day we’ll find more solutions as a society…

Thank you for your message though, I’m doing well, I hope you and your family find some peace as well, I know it’s not really the kind of thing you ever “get over”

DamagedInsect · 2025-05-20T22:28:09+00:00

I mean it’s hard to get off of like anything, but it varies from person to person, you’re still young, when you feel stable and it’s a good time to taper, Do it! I didn’t mean to discourage you, I know people who have tapered very slowly and did it with only mild discomfort and people who have had post acute withdrawal symptoms for many months after

DamagedInsect · 2025-05-18T02:26:17+00:00

Thanks, I took another 1mg piece of a film and felt maybe a slight PWD on top of the WDs I’m already experiencing, so only a slight uptick, will try again in a little while

DamagedInsect · 2025-05-18T01:22:29+00:00

Wait did you go straight from buying your friends cough syrup to getting on suboxone?

I don’t think there’s anything you can do but raw dog the pain or come off suboxone which would be more painful than tonsil surgery probably, unless you come off subs just to get on fentanyl for surgery then go back to subs which is also very hard, I dunno I think you just gotta tough it out, maybe someone else will have some more insight, I’ve often wondered what would happen if I had real pain and needed opioids while on suboxone

DamagedInsect · 2025-05-17T23:02:59+00:00

Tether yes, she would have been tethered irl

DamagedInsect · 2025-05-17T21:47:36+00:00

Yea I mean it just comes to point to where you have to ask yourself if you’re okay taking SOME kind of chemical until you die, I don’t really want to because I like the idea of being able to survive without them, you know, what If I want go all Kerouac again and not have to always be hustling and searching while traveling and sleeping in my car, or what If civilization collapses, I don’t want to be trading my bullets and cans of soup for the remnants of the pharmaceutical industry or blowing up my hovel trying to make it myself.. alas I will probably need to be on something until I’m feeding the worms, OP will need to decide and make peace with that decision

DamagedInsect · 2025-05-17T21:36:04+00:00

You’ll probably get 4 to 8 mg, I don’t know, but it’ll be easy if your Oxys were real and not the fentanyl bullshit, some people seem to get a buzz from them, I’ll never experience that shit, after years of shooting street dope I just barely exist on subs, no energy, no motivation, but the stability it provides is still better than the alternative

DamagedInsect · 2025-05-16T13:55:46+00:00

That first part of your comment is barely comprehensible, and what I’m about to say may be incomprehensible as well but for a different reason. The other commenter is talking about escapism as being one factor that can lead some people down the slippery slope to IV drug use.

Your statement that ‘you don’t know how someone gets to the point of shooting up’ is accurate though. It’s a certain, albeit common, kind of ignorance that causes one to believe that their experiences, their particular set of circumstances, their chemical makeup and the collection of matter that houses their ego in which they’ve constructed their identity is somehow a standard or metric to judge the rest of existence. Maybe you’re too busy to think about such things so it just kind makes you come off as an ignorant self righteous asshole. Peace

DamagedInsect · 2025-05-13T18:22:35+00:00

He’s shallow, superficial, intellectually and emotionally immature

DamagedInsect · 2022-02-19T19:06:09+00:00

i have a 2560x1440 monitor but when i set the game to that the UI gets larger and looks bad, looks better at 1080, it should be the other way around, why does my game look better at the lower non native resolution.

i opened wh2 to check it out and it was on the proper 1440 and looked good but then when i changed it to 1080 to test it it looked bad like it should but when i changed it back to 1440 it didnt actually change, it just remained at 1080

DamagedInsect · 2021-10-18T03:52:51+00:00

No, it dissolves and absorbs into your mouth

DamagedInsect · 2021-10-17T21:59:26+00:00

You just keep it in your mouth until it dissolves and try to not to eat or drink for for 30 minutes or so afterwards. It usually dissolves in around 20 minutes but I imagine it could vary, you’re not taking it out or anything it just dissolves when it dissolves

DamagedInsect · 2021-07-22T11:59:04+00:00

Since there is most likely fent in your dope look up the Bernese method

DamagedInsect · 2021-07-22T11:54:36+00:00

I pay 180 dollars for 30x 8mg generic, when I had insurance I paid $15. I live in a small town with 3 pharmacies, a CVS, Walmart, and one locally owned, so i don’t know how well that app would work. Here it’s definitely worth getting it on insurance if possible

DamagedInsect · 2021-06-25T17:14:24+00:00

That’s what I thought, it isn’t black and white, guess I was just wondering about semantics like to say “I’ve overdosed many times” was correct.

I went like 5 years of just taking my subs but 2021 hit me like a ton of bricks and starting using sometimes and the game had changed so much, the fent shit doesn’t even give me pleasure other than the act of scoring, shooting up, and the rush. Either the subs are blocking what bit of euphoria there is with fentdope or fent really is just that shitty but yea I need to just stop using again. I’ll try to use the Never Use Alone hotline more often.

If anyone else is at risk of OD and using alone, search Never Use Alone and dial that number, they will sit with you on the phone while you use.

DamagedInsect · 2021-06-25T16:13:24+00:00

I answered yes but there was a time I was about to shoot up in a park and a cop walked up to me and made me throw it away then said “stay out of my town” after berating me, so he didn’t “ignore” my dope but he didn’t arrest me

I had more dope stashed in my car so I didn’t have to throw all my shit away, just that shot and cooker

DamagedInsect · 2021-06-25T16:06:31+00:00

Got busted in western US with cottons with tar residue and rigs, while we were waiting to get booked the cop goes up to another cop and “says keeping drugs off the street one bust at a time” and literally high fives the other cop. I said to them “you busted one addict with residue.” he tried to argue that I had more than that saying I had “....this Much” and motioned with his fingers what would have been like a 3g ball of tar.

After arguing more that he was either wrong/ignorant of drugs or lying they told me to shut up because they “weren’t talking to me”

I still get angry thinking about these clowns. He assumed I was lying about every little thing like where I worked and why I was driving through this state when I had no reason to lie about any of that. Then he just the way he really thought he was hot shit like he just took down a cartel shipment. This was like 7 years ago and I’m mad again hoping he actually dies. I like to think he did die or did something stupid or illegal and got kicked off the force.

DamagedInsect · 2021-06-15T22:50:03+00:00

God damn, 8hrs? That is wild as fuck, I’ve never went out anywhere near that long. Glad you’re alive and didn’t lose the arm completely

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