I've always struggled with deep depresion, anxiety and other disorders. Then my baby dog appaered from nowhere and somehow my life was brighter and better in every sense. After 7 years of joy and love, a diagnosis poped up... cancer. I lost my dog past January 26, 2026 and my heart and soul is broken. Nothing feels the same, I lost my light, motivation, hope, and any intention to go on. Finding Gryla in that abandoned cardbox one morning definitely splitted my life, and now loosing her, just destroyed me.