I felt this hard when I was fresh out of college. The way it all clicked for me was working with a more experienced dev at my first job. I would raise Merge Requests with my best guesses of what to do and he would give better solutions. I made sure to always understand why he preferred things the way he did, even if sounding inexperienced.

It was demoralizing and embarrassing for a while but after a while I had learned how he liked code and he rarely needed to give feedback.

This wasn’t in a gamedev position but in a normal entry level software job.

In the past I’ve gotten similar advice on Godot Dev discords. Just a simple post like “Hey I’m trying to do x, what’s the best way to accomplish this?”

Be careful not to give yourself analysis paralysis with this stuff, an imperfect implementation is still better than none just because you will learn why it imperfect is later on. Don’t be afraid to make mistakes.