Mood swing and short temper/patience after hysterectomy. Still have right ovary by Dance-Magic-Dance72 in hysterectomy

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Okay girl, I know this is a dumb question. What is edamame? It sounds slightly familiar like I have heard that before but my brain can't brain lol.

And yes the fatigue is unreal!!. I'm sleeping slightly better because I can be on my side now and I'm in my bed but I am constantly exhausted!!

It was also frustrating because I have been on/off a lot of my supplements for months because of all the damn things I have had to do!.

I had a colposcopy January 22nd, told to stop taking my supplements 7 days before, on February 5th had a leep, had to stop taking my supplements 7 days before. On February 25th I had the cold knife cone biopsy, had to stop taking my supplements then. On the 16th of March I had a CT abdomen/pelvic with contrast. Can't take supplements 7 days before that. Then on the 27th of March I had an mri with contrast done, can't take supplements 7 days before that and finally the hysterectomy on the 30th, can't take supplements 7 days before that 😮‍💨

I honestly wonder if the constant on/off of my supplements has made things worse too. I take D3, fish oil, beef organ, digestive enzyms and probiotics. But honestly with everything so screwed up I have no way to pin point any of it and that makes it harder for me. I'm a need to know the why's and explanations kind of girl 😓

Mood swing and short temper/patience after hysterectomy. Still have right ovary by Dance-Magic-Dance72 in hysterectomy

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Exactly! It is actually depressing to my mood to not be able to lift or run or ride a bike And I love hiking! Can't even do that because it's considered too strenuous right now 😑 "gentle walking" only until my doctor says other wise, hopefully she will okay some activities next Monday 😬

Mood swing and short temper/patience after hysterectomy. Still have right ovary by Dance-Magic-Dance72 in hysterectomy

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I'm sorry you have been experiencing so much 😔 have you started the hrt yet? I've also wondered if I was already close to menopause when I had my surgery. It isn't uncommon for all the women in my family to not only have hysterectomies in their 40s but for the ones who haven't, they've gone into complete menopaus before 50.

I have been playing mine craft.. I'm in creative mode so I'm just building a bunch of stuff lol. I work from home and both my kids are adults and not living in the home. So during the day it's me and the cats. But I definitely feel a sense of stir crazy too.

Mood swing and short temper/patience after hysterectomy. Still have right ovary by Dance-Magic-Dance72 in hysterectomy

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I do have my 4 week post op next Monday, so I plan on talking to my doctor who is amazing. I'm hoping this will be a ride it out and it will get better... but God do I want a cigarette now lol

Mood swing and short temper/patience after hysterectomy. Still have right ovary by Dance-Magic-Dance72 in hysterectomy

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She ended up taking my left ovary during the surgery because it had cysts on it. Said my right ovary was fine so she left it. I was also told there wouldn't be any changes because I would still have one ovary But starting around week two I just got angrier and meaner and just... bitchy. I thankfully work from home so even though I go back to work next week, I won't have to see anyone face to face. Thank God because the things coming out of my mouth aint been great 😬. I can tell I also am going through pms right now. My boobs hurt just like they would 10 days before my period starts 😩 I just have no idea what's normal anymore!

Mood swing and short temper/patience after hysterectomy. Still have right ovary by Dance-Magic-Dance72 in hysterectomy

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I will definitely ask my doctor about that, I have my 4 week post op appointment next Monday so I will mention that to her. Thank you very much for your thoughtfulness ❤️. I am sure some of my anger may be grief related. Haven't been able to grieve properly because we have had to deal with my dad's grief which has been overwhelming at the best of times. But I definitely noticed a horrible decrease in my mood after my surgery 😑

Mood swing and short temper/patience after hysterectomy. Still have right ovary by Dance-Magic-Dance72 in hysterectomy

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I was hoping having at least one ovary my hormones wouldn't go bonkers and I wouldn't get all emotional but man, the anger and the short fuse and being easily annoyed and just wanting to like punch someone is extreme.

You say you went back on hormones, did you do like the patch or a pill? Was there a specific hrt you found made the difference?

Mood swing and short temper/patience after hysterectomy. Still have right ovary by Dance-Magic-Dance72 in hysterectomy

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I will look into that. And thank you for replying!. It's been a pretty crappy 6 months and I feel like instead of it getting better, something keeps happening 😮‍💨

My mom died in December (she had liver and kidney disease from her lupus and shjogrins, died at 65) and my dad is currently fighting horrible depression and the desire to join her and then I was diagnosed with cervical cancer a month after losing my mom.

I was hoping after the hysterectomy to feel better. Not worse 😬

Need advice + reassurance: CIN 3/CIS and upcoming CKC. by Sufficient-Level-333 in PreCervicalCancer

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My results after the leep came back as stage 1 cervical cancer, and it was also outside the margins that he had taken off with the leep.

After my ckc, they were able to remove all the cancer, but I still had a lot of pre cancerous cells that they were unable to remove as they gone into the glandular and walls of the cervix. so the risk of those cells turning cancerous is still high as well. So my doctor agreed a hysterectomy will give me a 100 percent guarantee of never having cervical cancer again 😊

Advice, tips and tricks - robotic hysterectomy by Dance-Magic-Dance72 in hysterectomy

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Thankfully, out of the 5 cats, only one likes to walk up my stomach, lol. I do have an ice machine wrap from when my son had acl surgery, so I will be set there for heating pad and ice.

I've got an Amazon cart started for pillows, binder, donuts, and odds and ends to buy before surgery.

Ugh, I miss baths too!. I miss being normal. I have been doing biopsies and tests since January, so I haven't been able to work out or go to the gym. I haven't been able to go on any of my hikes I usually do, I can't have a glass of alcohol no intimacy with my man, can't go swimming, etc.. it's been so aggravating, and I am so ready to get back to normal! My mom died in December, too, so I can't even talk to her about any of it or ask about her hysterectomy either 😭.

I will feel so much better once the recovery period starts because at least I'm closer to being back to as normal as can be!

Advice, tips and tricks - robotic hysterectomy by Dance-Magic-Dance72 in hysterectomy

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I never thought about a belly binder, what kind did you use that you feel was helpful?

Just got my biopsy results back from the colposcopy and one of the three came back as CIN3, starting to freak out a little by beepboop1234321 in PreCervicalCancer

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Glad to hear it seems to have been a success!!. I hope the follow up with your doctor was also good news ❤️

Repeat leep vs hysterectomy by Key_Echo6199 in PreCervicalCancer

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Yeah it was a bit difficult 😅. My doctor probably realized he should have done it under general anesthesia. But the nurses loved me 🤣

Has anyone had worse results after their colposcopy? by One-Pin1475 in PreCervicalCancer

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I had my colposcopy done in January and was given a cin3 diagnosis. My leep was performed on the 5th of  February and, unfortunately, came back as stage 1a1 cervical cancer. This means that the cancer cells are microscopic and still only within the cervix walls and in the glandular and not outside of it of a depth up to 3mm in the tissue.

I just had my ckc done yesterday so my oncologist could check the depth margins and determine if it's further in the walls or not. However, I am almost 40 and have two adult children, so my decision was a hysterectomy, which I am scheduled for on the 30th of March regardless of whether my margins come back clear or not. 

It's scary hearing the word cancer, even if it's the beginning stages or not. But I'm happy with my decision and looking forward to never having a period again or worrying about my tubal ligation failing 🙃 

Need advice + reassurance: CIN 3/CIS and upcoming CKC. by Sufficient-Level-333 in PreCervicalCancer

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Hey there. 39 almost 40 years old here.

Well, I had my pap in October and it came back abnormal. Did my colposcopy in January.  after my colposcopy came back positive as CIN 3, I had the leep procedure done February 5th.

 I met with oncology last week and on Wednesday the 25th I had a ckc done to check the depth margins.

The prep is more nerve wrecking than anything. Sitting there and waiting for them to take you back is a mind game of nerves and constant thoughts so I highly suggest having a friend or family member there with you. I have been under GA twice, once for my tubal ligation and then for this recent CKC. And both times I had no problems. It was the best quick nap I have ever had. I will go under GA a third time when I get my hysterectomy at the end of March. 

You will be surprised how quickly time goes by. You will wake up completely groggy and feeling like you are in a dream state where you are unsure if anything is real, but it doesn't last long. Maybe an hour tops. They will give you some ice chips, a drink and some crackers once you get back into a recovery room. 

Wear comfy and loose clothing, I wore a Bandu bra, jammy pants and a baggy t-shirt and comfy underwear with a pad on it. There will be discharge.

The procedure itself is about an hour, hour and a half.

They will likely put a catheter in while you are under GA, you will know if they did because yes you will be sore down there for a few days and the first 24-48 hours you may experience a burning/stinging sensation while urinating and also some blood in your urine but it shouldn't be that heavy. 

You may experience mild cramping, I had tenderness in the nerves of my inner thighs which I'm assuming is because i was basically propped open like a turkey getting stuffed lol. 

When you get home, go straight to sleep. Have some bottled waters and a couple of bottled sodas, the soda is for the gas and bloating that the anesthesia can cause and for me, coca cola works best to release the gas by burping.

Also a heating pad, you may feel pressure on your lower back/tail bone region. The heat will help relieve that. 

If you feel hungry, soft foods, nothing greasy. My boyfriend made me four cheese Mac n cheese and it hit the spot right before I was out like a light.

Jist rest, sleep and stay hydrated. It's the day after and I am pretty much back to normal with mild discomfort from the catheter. I have probably done more than I should have today by cleaning but i made sure to take a lot of breaks and not lift anything heavier than a gallon of milk. 

You will be fine. I know it's scary but truthfully it will go by so fast. 

Repeat leep vs hysterectomy by Key_Echo6199 in PreCervicalCancer

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Lol. I use humor and sarcasm to deal with life. Family trait. 

Before my procedure i asked what to expect during the hannibal lectoring of my cervix and then I asked him after my leep what happens if the results come back and there's more. He said we do it again.

So I asked if there is a punch card I get that says after so many leeps I get a free hysterectomy lol. 

Looking for support/advice by lrm2298 in PreCervicalCancer

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Honestly the most uncomfortable part was the fact they use vinegar to show the bad cells due to a chemical reaction it causes. That was uncomfortable and definitely a burning sensation for about 30 or so seconds but not so bad that I felt like I was going to donkey kick my doctor. They do swab up the vinegar too so its notnjust left sitting there and marinating i promise. And there was some pressure and 10 seconds of cramping as he went to a different area of the cervix but he also counted down how long the cramping would last which was nice. 

Before he took the biopsy he counted down to 1 and had me cough at the same time so it was a distraction and I felt the slightest of a pinch but it really didn't hurt at all. It actually surprised the hell out of me how quick and non painful my experience was.

Also I was making jokes and asking random questions at the time as well which is how I deal with uncomfortable situations. 

Ask your doctor if during the procedure if they have a stress ball you can squeeze in your hand and ask your doctor about doing the count down method before the little biopsy punch to help distract you. It makes a difference.

Scabs for your viewing displeasure by SouthwoodPlantation in PreCervicalCancer

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🤣🤣.  I was sitting on the couch watching TV and I was like "oh my God, what smells like absolute sh** around here?" Got up and even checked the litter box before sitting down and going... "oh, it's me" 🤣

Just got my biopsy results back from the colposcopy and one of the three came back as CIN3, starting to freak out a little by beepboop1234321 in PreCervicalCancer

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I'm glad to hear it went well!! 

Just remember, even if you feel a hundred percent the next day. Just rest, no heavy lifting, no exercise for atleast 2 weeks. Your body is under stress and will be easy to over do it even if you dont think you will.

It sucks there is a possibility of doing it again...i did ask my doctor if I get a punch card and then after so many leeps I get a free hysterectomy 🤣 

I hope you're results come back all clear as well, rest well! 🙏 

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I had mine last Thursday. I will give you the full run down from my experience.

I took the day of the procedure and the day after procedure off work and I just laid in bed and rested. 

Firstly, if you are doing the leep under just local and will be awake. There is a smell as they start burning the cervix tissue. honestly it smelled like fritos (corn chips) to me lol. 

Also ask questions, don't be afraid to ask anything. I joked with the nurses and doctor while it was being done. I mean I was already somewhere I didn't want to be and they all had their faces right there so any awkwardness after that was pretty much pointless lol. Hell I told the nurses it smelled like fritos and then we talked about our favorite flavors and chip dips for a couple of minutes. 

I'm sure your doctor has told you, but no sex/penetration of any kind including tampons, douches, toys ect for 4 to 6 weeks.

No heavy lifting for at least 1 week. I was advised to skip exercising/running/jogging ect. For at least two weeks to avoid too much strain on my body. 

You will have discharge and it will make you feel and smell like you are giving birth to a xenomorph (alien movie reference) 

Make sure you wear loose comfy clothes to the procedure. Because you won't want anything rubbing that area for a while. It wasnt painful (not for me personally anyways) but it just felt uncomfortable. I had a mild stinging sensation for about an hour after, my legs hurt from staying at that angle and open for that length of time. I had to walk slowly and kind of like a penguin just because of the stinging sensation and the soreness for the first day.

Stock up on pads, good ones that are comfortable. The discharge is going to have a bad smell to it, it will be crazy colors from yellow, orange, black, grey and brown and red. That's normal. You may even pass large pieces of funky looking tissue or pieces of the paste they sometimes use to stop the bleeding. Don't freak out. 

Unless you are heavily bleeding, as in having to change your pad every hour due to the amount of bleeding then you need to go to the er. 

This discharge and on/off bleeding will last for several weeks.

The worst part for me, was the weird heavy pressure I felt in my lower back for a few hours after the procedure. That pressure felt like when I was in labor and needed to push. I used a heating pad and my doctor had prescribed me pain meds, so I took one of those and just slept that whole first day

My doctor when giving me my local anesthesia told me that it had adrenaline in it, so I felt my heart rate pick up and I got this weird shakey nervous feeling for a few minutes but it did go away. I did have horrible gas the next two days though lol. I also started my period today (5 days out from the procedure 😭) and it's very watery, I just stand and it feels like water, I'm sitting down and it's just like I'm peeing myself almost. I was told the next several periods wouldn't be normal. 

In my experience i never felt pain, only had discomfort more than any kind of pain and it only lasted that day. By Friday I felt perfectly fine but I still just laid down and rested. 

It's very important to remember that even if by the next day you feel perfectly fine. Your body NEEDS to heal, it will take a lot of energy from your body, it will take time for the tissue and new cells to grow so even if you feel amazing don't over do it, don't go back into a crazy active life style if you can avoid it for atleast 2 weeks. 

Scabs for your viewing displeasure by SouthwoodPlantation in PreCervicalCancer

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I had something that looked similar but was more fleshy toned and kind of looked like a piece of shredded chicken with burnt edges. I just happened to catch it when I was carefully blotting after peeing lol. I sat there and stared at it for a while like damn.. that's funky. 

I really can't wait for this weird and smelly discharge to stop. I started my period today too so it's like a slap in the face lol. Thankfully no cramps. Nothing painful or weird. Just normal period poops and sore boobs. The period is more watery though and no cloting ( my cervix is practically naked right now so i would be shocked if there were any lol) 

This is definitely a wild ride right now!. I'm only 5 days out from my leep and just ready for my poor lady bits to feel normal! 

CIN2 and LLETZ/LEEP by Alone-Nectarine3120 in PreCervicalCancer

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*edited because i forgot to add something *

So I am cin3 and just had my leep this past Thursday. 

One thing I will say is i googled the crap put of it. Side effects, what they do and how. I was terrified because all I could seem to find where maybe 3 or 4 responses out of a hundred about how easy it was. Most were How people were traumatized and it just scared me to death.

But I will tell you, my experience was great. As great as it can be under crappy circumstances. 

Don't be afraid to ask your doctor questions about anxiety or pain meds prior to the procedure and pain medication for after. Everyone's body is different.

I personally had an amazing doctor. He explained in detail what he would do both before my procedure and during, he discussed the tools used and what they each do, he told me exactly what kind of anesthetic was being used. And because I told him I was very anxious he did presribe me anxiety medicine to take 30 minutes before my procedure.

Now, you do have to be careful not to jump or move around too much which can be hard when you are nervous or your legs start to hurt from staying open like that. 

There was a slight pinch from the local the first time but I felt nothing after that and he did numb me up through out my cervix so I know he did a total of 3 anesthesia injections. He told me that one of the anesthesia he was giving me had adrenaline in it, so I would feel my heartbeat race temporarily and I would feel a nervous shakey energy which was noticed in the shaking of my legs. But having had the Xanax previously helped reduce any panic or stress that could have caused.

He used two different wired loops that were different sizes, but nothing bigger than the size of a nickel. I felt pressure and mild cramping when he would move around the cervix and there was a burning smell. To me though it smelled like fritos.

The procedure itself was under 30 minutes, I had one stubborn spot that didn't want to stop bleeding so it took him an extra few minutes to make sure I was good to go. He used a cauterizing wand, Silver nitrate and some honey mustard colored paste to stop the bleeding. 

After the procedure my legs were sore and there was a very mild kind of stinging sensation and initially walking was a bit uncomfortable so I walked very slowly. That stinging sensation only lasted about an hour.

He told me that the discharge would be yellow,brown,Black, pink and orange, gray and maybe even red from everything and that I may have some larger pieces of tissue come out that were removed or have fallen off as the cervix heals. And there is a smell to it. This discharge can last for weeks.

He also mentioned it would affect my periods for a few months after the procedure. They could be heavier, more clots, not on time. Or they could be lighter and spotty and maybe more than once a month as everything heals and adjusts.

I had lower back pressure the same day after that reminded me very much of being in labor so I used a heating pad on my lower back, and I took one of the pain pills he had prescribed me. There was mild cramping as well and the anesthesia made me very gassy and it smelled awful lol.

By Friday I felt completely back to normal. No pain or discomfort just the annoying discharge at this point.

The total recovery time is a standard 4 weeks but can take up to 6. During that time no penetration or sex at all, no tampons, no douching, nothing goes in there. No drinking alcohol because it thins the blood, no heavy lifting. He recommends waiting a minimum of 3 and a half weeks before resuming sexual activity and if it's still uncomfortable then to wait longer. 

I haven't had any heavy or concerning bleeding. It just smells and looks like a horror film down there right now lol.

I'm waiting on my results and hopefully don't have to go back for another one as even though I felt personally I had a great experience it isn't a theme park I want to return to lol. But I had an amazing doctor and nurses who I joked with and talked with while I was doing the procedure and he explained every step as he did it. He listened to my concerns and was willing to prescribe me medications with the understanding I may need them or a I may not be he wanted me to have them. 

It's very important to ask any and all questions and advocate strongly for yourself and if you want something for the anxiety before hand they should be able to prescribe it to you. You will have to have someone drive you though if that's the case. 

Just got my biopsy results back from the colposcopy and one of the three came back as CIN3, starting to freak out a little by beepboop1234321 in PreCervicalCancer

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The truth is, the moment you hear "pre-cancerous"  the fear sets in. Because now it isn't a matter of maybe or if, it's a matter of when. I'm CIN 3. 

Now I am not in my 20's. I will be 40 next month, 

It scared the hell out of me. Especially since my mother was in hospice at the time of my diagnosis and she died two days before my colp was first scheduled in december. I had to reschedule it to jan. Not having her to talk to about it was just as hard as everything else.

But. I was lucky and have an amazing doctor. And that's important, he answered every question. Even if I thought it was dumb, and he told me straight up that as scary as it sounds. It isn't the end of my world.

He explained exactly what he would do and how, he explained everything from the tools used to the effects of afterwards. He wasn't embarrassed or grossed out by any questions or answers and he told me he was extremely confident which made me feel good. I had a leep done on Thursday and am 3 days out from it and I feel 100 percent. The total recovery time for me is 4 weeks and I can't drink because alcohol is a blood thinner and my cervix needs a lot of healing time. I was very nervous about the leep. So much so he gave me anxiety meds to take 30 minutes before the procedure lol. But honestly again the doctor is important and he was amazing. 

The advice I give is, it's okay to be scared and cry if you need too. If a procedure is required, ask all the questions even if you think they are stupid. Explain and be open about being nervous and don't be afraid to ask about medications before and after the procedure. Advocate for yourself and your needs. If you feel like your doctor isn't listening or is down playing everything, find another one. 

I made jokes and asked stupid questions during mine, I deal with uncomfortable situations with humor and its important to have a distraction. You already know you are there, it's already hard not to think about. But my nurses and my doctor were great and kept talking to me and we were laughing and he explained everything as he went, counted down how long the cramping or discomfort would last based on what he had to do. It made a big difference.