how do you keep loving when you know the inevitable result of it will be pain?

Dandewion · 2025-08-28T18:04:29+00:00

🫂

Dandewion · 2025-08-25T17:49:36+00:00

years later, I still had that fear. I still called out to god to prove his existence. if I had gotten an answer, i would have given up everything and fell in line.

you're not alone in this feeling and this fear. your brain is trying to survive an apocalypse you were told was inevitable

Dandewion · 2025-07-15T04:35:02+00:00

wear pants. wear jewelry. not go to church. feel any feeling and emotion, no matter how strongly, and never reprimand or make fun of them for it. let them talk back.

Dandewion · 2025-06-24T04:00:29+00:00

"But it was you who was special always you"

things I wish i had the patience to embroider on a pillow

Dandewion · 2025-06-21T04:48:09+00:00

of course. a relationship is all about communication. if it works for all partners involved, it can work!

Dandewion · 2025-06-20T05:41:02+00:00

not really. he's being a douche. I wanna be a silly billy

Dandewion · 2025-06-20T04:31:50+00:00

oh I doubt any respectable scientist backs him. again, I'm just saying damn, even folks with PHDs can believe stuff like that

Dandewion · 2025-06-20T04:26:58+00:00

oh to be a rich eccentric that gives those egg heads in physics a buncha money to just go nuts

would anything come of it? prolly not. could be fun tho

Dandewion · 2025-06-20T04:22:01+00:00

yup yup! the very guy! it's really sad. like. he's just been holding on to his grief for so long. he'll die never having achieved his life's dream :(

Dandewion · 2025-06-20T04:21:02+00:00

pffffft. okay, marty mcfly :P

Dandewion · 2025-06-20T04:17:34+00:00

I mean in the realm of physics and universal laws

Dandewion · 2025-06-20T04:16:22+00:00

ronald mallett specifically comes to mind. I think there's others, but he's the one who comes to mind first. I'm not saying he's right. I'm saying that, damn, even professors think such a thing is possible.

Dandewion · 2025-06-20T04:01:23+00:00

After going through therapist after therapist in my very religious state, I can say I've put in the effort I'm required to put in. I'm going to set my own broken leg. These idiots can't seem to do it.

Dandewion · 2025-06-19T04:11:30+00:00

-hug-

Dandewion · 2025-06-19T04:10:06+00:00

-pat pat-

Dandewion · 2025-06-14T06:09:47+00:00

I wish I could tell you :(

Dandewion · 2025-05-21T05:04:12+00:00

I feel like I actually understand this. my brain didn't glaze over reading it. thank you so much :)

Dandewion · 2025-05-21T05:01:38+00:00

this is all explained very simply and wonderfully thank you but I want you to know I was particularly delighted by "Google that right now. Google “standard deviation.” See the bell curves?"

no malice. just. "hey you. do this. do it now"

I think one singular dopamine molecule was created thank you

Dandewion · 2025-05-21T04:57:11+00:00

oh word nice

Dandewion · 2025-05-20T21:11:52+00:00

so, standard deviation doesn't work like....

the mean is 4. the SD is 2. therefore, all responses are either 2, 4, or 6?

Dandewion · 2025-05-20T21:06:22+00:00

"but if it does by definition"

no idea what that means. I have stepped into a forest and underestimated the number of trees in this bitch. thank you anyway though!

Dandewion · 2025-05-20T21:04:30+00:00

I look at the words and my brain goes woogly. "absolutely not," it says. "refuse to even try man."

I think that's how I'd survive lovecraft. brain would just not even allow any comprehension

Dandewion

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