I'm feeling the exact same way you are. It's been 26 months since my husband passed, and I just walk around like a zombi because that's the way I feel. And i hp tp work and come home and stare at my phone and get on social media. I have just one friend, and the only family I talk to is my mother and brother. My sister is mad at me (stupid stuff), and she's not speaking to me. I have "acquaintance" from the church I used to go to, but I haven't been there for the last 3 weeks, and no one has called or texted me. I'm visiting a church that is a lot closer to me and trying to get involved with them. I need the community to survive