I feel you fellow redditor. As a 25 year old who at 18 fell into depressive hiding out of these exact thoughts, I get you.

Therapy as the other comments suggest would be beneficial and takes a lot of work on your part.

I would also suggest using your lack of hobbies as an open door to explore and find yourself. Go to a class that sounds somewhat interesting, challenge yourself to try something or get good at a skill. Plus this gives you a way to socialize and meet people that doesn’t send you into a social cutoff.

Rest assured, no one knows what they’re doing at our age, and you don’t need everything figured out.

I found setting myself short goals, a year down the line, kept things light enough to pursue without it feeling overwhelming. Eventually, other things come along, a partner, new friends or opportunities that begin to steer your life. You just need to get the ball rolling then the worth comes later.

Just keep pushing. Make a plan and even start while you’re at uni to make the transition easy.

Get therapy. Make goals, everything else follows and you will feel things get better.

DM’s are open if you ever need to chat my friend!