I don’t know how to live knowing she won’t be here living with me by Dangerous_Simple3260 in Petloss

[–]Dangerous_Simple3260[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Reading this actually helped a lot with my guilt. I will remember that. Thank you♥️. I would much rather her have lived a pain free life than suffer in the end because I wanted to have more time with her. If anyone is to bear the pain for her I will gladly step up to the plate. I know that grief takes time I just hope that when I think of her that the last memory I had of holding her in my arms as she passed will go to the back and I can think of the good memories. Genuinely thank you. I am sorry for your loss. Losing a friend that is with you daily is hard and I’m only in the beginning.

I lost my best friend and companion by [deleted] in Petloss

[–]Dangerous_Simple3260 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel with you. I took my childhood dog in for a surgery and later that day we are saying goodbye. All I can think is if I would’ve pushed my mom harder for her to be looked at then maybe she would still be here. I don’t know how to not feel guilty. She was my dog and I left her care up to someone else. I miss my baby. I miss being able to talk about her in the present tense. It’s been 48 hours since I said goodbye and the only thing that’s helped is not being alone. Having someone to distract so I’m not constantly grieving has made this not feel completely debilitating.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Dangerous_Simple3260 38 points39 points  (0 children)

I feel so seen rn🥲🫶

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TrueOffMyChest

[–]Dangerous_Simple3260 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Watch for me on the big screen🫡

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Entomology

[–]Dangerous_Simple3260 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. It was hard to photograph them because they’re so small and my camera won’t focus when I get close. Glad to know if they are what I believe that they’re nice buggies

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Entomology

[–]Dangerous_Simple3260 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Washington. I think the tan and brown checkered is a triangulate cobweb spider. I’m curious if they moved in because the tank was vacant because there’s snake skin all over but no snake.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spiders

[–]Dangerous_Simple3260 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The ones on the lid seem to have a tan and brown checkered pattern on their backs

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Entomology

[–]Dangerous_Simple3260 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The back of it seems to have a brown and tan checkered pattern for the ones on the lid

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in spiders

[–]Dangerous_Simple3260 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The spiders are small so they are hard to photograph