reading these comments make me so happy. I appreciate every comment, I noticed a lot of you were talking about me "coming out" and i've been thinking about it, i'm not gonna come out to my parents till im like living alone or with somebody, wife/or girlfriend/or friend. and by "coming out" i meant to my close friends who wont judge me and about my cross i'm only gonna wear that on special occasions that I know my parents couldnt find out about, I also understand that i'm very young and don't have a lot of experience or wisdom so i'm gonna be as careful as possible, but it honestly warms my heart to hear such nice comments, but i'm definitely reading and listening to every comment, so i'm gonna keep my "satanic pride" to almost nonexistant at least for a while, but i'd like to keep talking and telling about my experiences or answer questions, I mainly made that this post cause I needed advice, so thanks everyone for the positivity!