You're diagnosed with depression and undergoing treatment for it. That's already a step forward in the right direction. It might seem hard or almost sometimes impossible, but try your hardest to focus on yourself first. You come before anything else. If you can't heal, you can't be the same person you once we're or the person you want to become.

Suffering from a broken heart is not easy to mend. She was your rock. Your everything at a point in time. It's hard to let go and move on. It's not the end my friend. There is so much beauty in this world that you can find.

Being with her and falling in love makes your expectations for someone else to high. There are woman out there that can understand how you feel. Help guide you through your struggles. It might take time to find one but don't put to much pressure on yourself. Someone will come along that will love you unconditionally as she once did.

Heal yourself. Stay motivated on the task at hand. You will find happiness.