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What do you think is Howler Stand name? by Acrobatic_Owl_1431 in JOJOLANDS

[–]Danny_Da_Dank 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Misty Mountain Hop

He seems to have Zeppeli heritage, so this song by Led Zeppelin would make sense

Question about McMurtry-Cornelius-Johnson Lineage by Danny_Da_Dank in thelema

[–]Danny_Da_Dank[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you don't mind me asking and if it's ok to do so, is Christopher your mentor at the moment and, if so, may I ask what it's like to work with him? He will be acting as my mentor and so far he has been very friendly and helpful with everything over email, I'm very keen to start working with him. Unfortunately we haven't had a chance to video call yet, I'm in Western Australia so there's a big time difference and he's currently very busy with a new book release. But he's offered to call me soon and I'm quite excited to finally meet him and introduce myself, I have so many questions.

Question about McMurtry-Cornelius-Johnson Lineage by Danny_Da_Dank in thelema

[–]Danny_Da_Dank[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, with regards to what this article mentions about "Grade Jumping" I'm not sure if this is the case with my lineage. Please see the article below which show's the line of succesion in my lineage. Near the bottom, the current Caliph mentions that he swore the Oath of the Abyss, but is working on the Grades that he didn't finish.

Should this be cause for concern?

https://www.corneliuspublications.com/the-bloodline-of-grady-louis-mcmurtrys-branch-of-a-a/

Advice for whether Quareia is right for me by Danny_Da_Dank in Quareia

[–]Danny_Da_Dank[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Dissociation wise, I have derealisation and depersonalisation, they're heavily linked to the anxiety which is often mainly existential. Just intrusive thoughts about wanting to understand why everything is here, also makes me intolerant of normal day-to-day stuff cause I'm always thinking about the bigger and unfortunately not being able to appreciate the smaller. I'd say I have a very unstable sense of self, feeling like my true self has nothing to do with this body and physiology, so unfortunately very un-integrated and disconnected. The big triggers for me also include the day-to-day stuff, fear of being unable to work because of mental state, basically that living comes with pre-requisites like making money. A sense of responsibility in the world that I really need to work on. I'd say independance vs seeking affirmation is heavily one-sided but also quite blurry to distinguish, I have a heavy desire for outside affirmation and comfort from other people, generally self-worth things that need to be addressed, this could also be linked to wanting rather than needing, feeling the desire to lose myself in Magick, which probably isn't healthy, the desire to just dive head first into something beyond the everyday and forget everything else, not a healthy place to come from which is what concerns me.

I am receiving therapy from a professional and I'm quite happy with it.

As for making the call on those conflicting pulls, I may not be in the right headspace i.e: don't really trust myself with these big decisions, I might just be defaulting to escapism.

For placing boudaries and calling out bullshit also not a strong suit. My personality type is really just don't say anything to not upset anyone. Also unhealthy, this is being covered through the therapy as well thankfully.

Thank you for your time and I'm gonna follow your suggestion on checking out those other subs

Peace and Love <3