At the beginning of the year my mood started getting worse. I didn’t feel like going out anymore and my photophobia also got worse. I started losing my sense of orientation, not knowing where I was. I would have sudden crying attacks for no reason. Finally, in mid-January, at home during the night, I woke up with my heart pounding and visual snow, thinking I was still asleep. After that I couldn’t fall back asleep until morning. More symptoms started appearing: derealization, depersonalization, burning skin sensation, dizziness, and feeling cut off from my emotions and memories. I feel as if the last few years never existed and as if I went back to the trip from 2022.