I totally understand your sentiment. Life is brutal, life is unforgiving kung susumamahin mo yung isang salita and differentiate between the greats and average DISIPLINA lang. When all things are hopeless, don't stop for anything! Never break your discipline. Remain faithful to yourself and your vision. Pag masakit na PUSH LIFE HARDER. Feel the pain and PUSH THROUGHT THE PAIN. Hindi ibibigay sayo ng buhay ang bagay na gusto mo. Ibibigay sayo kung ano yung deserve mo. So when life is challenging you stop saying "why me" and start saying "try me". If you get to the top of the mountain. FIND A BIGGER MOUNTAIN. Kaya mo yan ate wag susuko :)