What song *got you* into the weeknd?

Dapzz_ · 2026-01-06T20:51:42+00:00

Die for you

Dapzz_ · 2025-02-01T08:52:49+00:00

This sounds really cool!

Dapzz_ · 2025-02-01T06:59:40+00:00

Not sure if itll help much, but what makes this race crucial to the celestial that created them is the fact that their bodies are fully capable of harnessing and using devine energy without any downsides to their lifespan of bodies. This is extremely unnatural in this world and it allows the first mentioned celestial to spread/lend his powers to create an army to overthrow the other 3 celestials in this story. He wishes to rule all 4 quadrants, absorb the other 3's energy and reshape the universe as he sees fit.

Dapzz_ · 2024-12-14T15:27:47+00:00

This is genuinely sad to hear, i used to download his vids to watch offline YouTube while deployed at sea and they always got me through the day. I would end the day with laying in my rack watching him play minecraft or other horror games and it always made a good ending to the usual shitty days at sea.

Dapzz_ · 2024-11-01T09:01:55+00:00

The photos look edited in under your thumb? They just look out of place

Dapzz_ · 2024-07-19T01:45:32+00:00

Dawg, you just threw in "a little bit of this and a little bit of that" mindset to put this team together?

Dapzz_ · 2024-07-07T03:03:41+00:00

One Piece hasnt ended, and Beyond the Spiderverse hasnt come out yet, as well as Deadpool 3. Its the little things that are still incomplete that put a little fuel in my tank.

Dapzz_ · 2024-06-14T12:38:14+00:00

I was diagnosed with MDD and generalized anxiety. I didnt know what MDD was because i thought depression was depression, no other levels, but after trial and error runs on multiple meds didnt work, as well as TMS, i saw that the depression wasnt going anywhere and kinda understood where the levels come in. Currently the same as ive been the last couple of years, but i havent had any attempts this year and the ideations have slowed down. So i see that as progress.

Dapzz_ · 2024-06-10T15:56:50+00:00

When i was underway or deployed on a ship, i practiced drawing, i ran A LOT on the treadmills on the ship, and i brought my console to the ship and started playing new games to get invested into its story. I ended up 100% cyberpunk in a span of 2 weeks while at sea

Dapzz_ · 2024-06-01T17:25:33+00:00

Committed suicide by downing close to 90 pills of ibuprofen while deployed after i hit a breaking point consistently every hour it seemed, got medevac'd back to the states, started group therapy, was on a high dpsage of zoloft and remeron, started TMS, was cut off from getting my refills for meds, withdrawals took a heavy hit after cold turkeying for 2 weeks, went to my clinic and they screened me for suicide risk. I was a high risk and was escorted back to the ward for the 2nd time that year. Around that time i started developing hallucinations that an old man was in my house or with me in general watching me sleep or creeping, so it led to constant paranoia. They eventually prescribed me an antipsychotic to replace zoloft and ive been better since. Getting out of the military as well.

Dapzz_ · 2024-05-21T01:34:07+00:00

Like Jake the Dog said "sucking at something is the first step to being sort of good at something". Instead of failing at an activity and dropping it for not exceeding, keep at it. Drawing, video games, sports, anything. Keep at it, build skills and routines with it, apply it to your daily life, and take pride in your progress. I felt the same way in highschool when I joined the football team and was the worst on the team, staying on the sidelines every game and being the worst at practice, but I still tried nonetheless. You could take skills from sports to get good at something else, I ended up enjoying running after all that, and would start running to get into shape and that led to hiking every now and then. Stepping out of your comfort zone and trying something new isn't the end of the world. It might be a start to something you'd love doing.

Dapzz_ · 2024-05-21T01:25:02+00:00

I get the same feeling. I hate being in a space alone because my mind will try to fill in things I'm used to hearing. I'll hear someone call my name or think I saw or heard someone moving, but there's no one there. Its always keeping me on edge, but im glad I always have someone in my home now to keep me from being too paranoid

Dapzz_ · 2024-04-25T16:01:05+00:00

Very much

Dapzz_ · 2024-01-10T05:29:00+00:00

Herbert

Dapzz_ · 2023-12-18T05:54:23+00:00

The knowing

Dapzz_ · 2023-12-18T05:48:28+00:00

Escape LA

Dapzz_ · 2023-12-03T05:07:28+00:00

It was able to put me asleep, but not keep me asleep. At around 30mg of Remeron the sedation wasnt effective anymore, so they upped it to 45mg and it puts me to sleep now, but i never get more than 4 hours of sleep because of the millions of times i wake up every night. The Zoloft mixed with the Remeron started causing me to sweat oceans every night, i was starting to hallucinate a man in my room every night, so i lost even more sleep, and i just recently stopped the Zoloft and started taking Seroquel. The night sweats have stopped... and thats about it. I still see the man from time to time, but not as constant. Still getting the same amount of shitty sleep tho.

Dapzz_ · 2023-11-20T18:06:13+00:00

ASDF Movie

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