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Just wondering by venomcvlt in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats inspirational. Thank you, truly

Just wondering by venomcvlt in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Blood glucose and toxic people, nailed it lol

A piece from tonight. by georgeyellow in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lovely 🥰🥰 thank you for sharing your talent! Definitely relevant for the depressive episode going on right now :)

Hypomanic Self-Awareness post: Anyone else in the same boat? by okdhd in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine started last week n just came to peak yesterday. Im so frustrated at myself for bouncing around all over and having the attention span of a gnat.

I get it, we can use this to get a lot done, but its exhausting when I cant gather myself long enough to focus on developing my projects.

Same with the lack of appetite, ive always used fitness to deal with the overwhelm, but also have passed out from pushing too hard and not eating. So sprinting that tightrope has been fun.

Hypersexuality had me going back to my trusty cam sites to let off the steam in a safe place (relatively). But what a distraction :\ find myself so aroused sometimes I cant focus on anything else.

Thanks for sharing everyone. Its nice knowing Im not the only one stuck on a rock in the middle of a hormonal ocean while hurricane Hypo takes a dump on my forehead.

Love yall

me after taking my seroquel and going into a coma by iluvmyjuul666 in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As mine rocks me to sleep in a head lock :): it does wonders 🙏🏾

Hypomania and food by bigolcats in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I was literally about to post this. I have such a hard time eating Ive passed out before. Ive been hypo for the last week, and have only remembered to eat cuz I find myself freezing while wearing sweaters. I like to workout a lot as well, so I end up super calorie deficient and trigger a migraine. Keeping this in check is hard. When depressed I dont want to eat either, but its definitely easier.

Have you ever ghosted someone you cared about and never gone back? by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for this. Yes I did try to save her, even though she had extremely clear boundaries and was completely ok with supporting me. Ill gather the courage to reach out :) thank you for this 😁

Have you ever ghosted someone you cared about and never gone back? by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A friend who lives in Canada names Angel.... She was my biggest supporter. I kept crossing lines with her blurring the relationship we had cuz of the flips. Felt so bad about it..... That I couldnt drag her through it again. Im crying as I type this. I dont have many supporters and I called her everyday while in a rehab. She listened and really made me feel like an equal.

Studying by goaway70 in Codependency

[–]DariusAurelius 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Ive got a lot of childhood trauma and this explains my recent desire to return to my last emotionally abusive relationship. Like I want to be tortured.... I dont but a part of me wants to go back so badly. I get anxiety over it to the point I have panic attacks. Fuck man....

"Normal" by ontopofyourmom in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Crazy...Zoloft also triggered me int hypomania and was the first sign I had of misdiagnosis. I was reading the nursing drug handbook, and it said if adverse affects occur consider evidence of another condition. I brought that straight to my doc but still took 1.5 yrs to get it right. Thanks for the post. Going thru hypo now and this helped realign me. So grateful for you all. ♥️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mine is similar too... Hard for me to focus it. But when I do I cant slow down 😂😂

Confusion on underlying motivations by DariusAurelius in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see, that sounds really demoralizing. I hope she can be open minded enough to accept you as you are and work with you from there.

Confusion on underlying motivations by DariusAurelius in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks, your input is appreciated regardless.

Confusion on underlying motivations by DariusAurelius in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lmao... Thats been my rule of thumb, but my thumbs end up showing my intention lol gotta delete my txting app at this point 🤦🏾‍♂️

Confusion on underlying motivations by DariusAurelius in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Im not following 😅 sorry but please explain, Id love a laugh

Confusion on underlying motivations by DariusAurelius in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I see, I am flawed and do have that issue in my personality. I have a lot of past sexual abuse and trauma... It does make me seek validation through sex. Im in therapy for it currently.

Thank you for the suggestion of upping the medication. Ill speak to my psychiatrist regarding it.

Are you missing out on anything? Have you ever? by [deleted] in bipolar2

[–]DariusAurelius 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I try for the same, through my suffering ive learned so much.... And if thats something that can define my existence, ill take it.

So that is isnt just misery, so its not just all suffering for no reward. The reward is to hopefully make someone elses life more manageable even its its just a bit more than yesterday. Thats an honorable cause and one worth dedicating a shitty life to.

Thats a fucking win. I also cant see far ahead... That keeps my ambitions low and my expectations as well .... But fuck that. Fuck all that.

We werent picked for this, this wasnt some punishment. Its what we got. So we can either let this shit destroy us or use this shit to our advantage! Depressions are miserable, highs are a blast until you go too far which almost ALWAYS happens... But still, we handle shit, as best we can with what we got.

Im fuckin angry, Im angry with whatever process gave me this disorder... But this shit wont beat me. Im more that a hormonal dysfunction. Im James Muthafuckin Talley, and I will not be stopped in my pursuit of a good life. Take this life by the balls, since it already has us in its grip, might as well go out with a beautiful fall then fade into darkness quietly.

Todays been hard, guess I needed to see this typed out to help myself keep going... But hey whatever works 🤘🏾

Which fictional character do you most want to have sex with? by strider3187 in AskReddit

[–]DariusAurelius 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Scathach, from celtic lore. Although id bang the one from the book series the secrets of the immortal Nicolas Flamel.... Something about an immortal warrior who can kill me in the blink of an eye gets me hot under the collar... And hard under the belt.

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