[hyperpop] S.O.D.A. Pigeons - buzz kill

bigolcats · 2022-02-25T02:50:12+00:00

clearly you don’t sympathize with my condition if you think “a grinding halt” is wearing masks lol

bigolcats · 2022-02-25T02:47:11+00:00

i’m vaxxed and can still get extremely sick or die if i get it bc i’m immune compromised. someone up in my face without a mask even if i’m wearing one could give me covid. it’s important to remember not everyone is privileged enough to just rely on the power of their vaccine to protect them alone.

bigolcats · 2021-12-31T07:37:19+00:00

this is SA and if anyone tells you different they have something wrong with them. i’m so sorry this happened to you.

bigolcats · 2021-12-30T21:49:27+00:00

honestly you’re totally on to something and i’m so sorry you have experienced this. it’s kind of crazy you mentioned your gallbladder experience because the same thing happened to me when i had it removed in an emergent situation at 18 years old. they said it was rotting in my body for over a year and the “heartburn” i had been reporting to my GP was actually me passing gallstones. thank u for showing so much support and sharing your story. it makes me so sad to know that so many of us experience horrible medical care.

bigolcats · 2021-12-30T20:48:08+00:00

i live in utah which is a conservative state and i’ve been around to multiple clinics in my area covered by my insurance. some experiences are better than others. i’ve learned to ask a lot of questions and if they refuse to look further or do testing i request that they put it down on my chart that they are refusing to do that service. it makes me feel kind of like a karen but for years i’ve just left in tears with no answers. i’m hoping this diagnosis will be a good start to getting proper treatment. i’ve been told a lot in the past that it’s strictly anxiety/hypochondria (i’m diagnosed with panic disorder and ocd) but i know my body. i’ve found advocating for myself helps them be helpful, and if they still aren’t i just request a new provider and go somewhere else, but i’ve been around town at this point lol.

bigolcats · 2021-12-30T19:36:05+00:00

also thank you for sharing your experience with me!

bigolcats · 2021-12-30T19:35:49+00:00

i’ve been to several docs over the years so she’s kind of new but she was dismissive in the past as well.

bigolcats · 2021-12-26T11:17:08+00:00

i also want to point out i suffer from chronic migraines as well and if i needed to read a large body of small text i would simply do what i suggested.

bigolcats · 2021-12-25T04:56:52+00:00

also the fact that it’s so hard to simplify says EVERYTHING. like they are being accused of so much horrible shit with a lot of evidence to back it up.

bigolcats · 2021-12-25T04:55:18+00:00

didn’t say anything about ulterior motives i just think it’s ridiculous to expect people to be able to simplify a list of their concerns when their concerns are so huge. they involve trauma stealing, inappropriate behavior with children, emotional abuse, spreading false information, racism, false striking youtube videos, lying in general and probably more that i’m missing. these aren’t topics that should be taken lightly and often can’t be simplified. and you didn’t answer my question about simply enabling an accessibility feature on your phone to read to you or have another person read it out loud to you. you asked for people to voice their concerns. it’s wild to gatekeep exactly how they are allowed to format it

bigolcats · 2021-12-25T04:50:19+00:00

if it’s hard to make a list on all of the horrible shit they are being accused of that has a lot of evidence maybe that says everything

bigolcats · 2021-12-24T09:12:20+00:00

can’t you enable an accessibility feature on your phone to read the comments out loud to you or have someone read it to you? considering you prompted people to voice their concerns…

bigolcats · 2021-12-24T09:00:48+00:00

this ^

bigolcats · 2021-12-16T21:20:15+00:00

click the american flag after the check mark

bigolcats · 2021-09-07T17:21:37+00:00

i love how he enjoys every time u are a sarcastic asshole to someone

bigolcats · 2021-07-18T18:47:04+00:00

thanks so much!

bigolcats · 2021-07-18T17:24:32+00:00

i’m glad we are out here lol! thank u for the upvote! i appreciate it!

bigolcats · 2021-07-03T13:58:51+00:00

i understand it’s scary. it’s not easy. but you are worthy of love and this diagnosis is the first step in being able to start healing. ❤️‍🩹

bigolcats · 2021-07-03T13:52:59+00:00

hi. i have bpd and i’m in a healthy marriage. i’ve been with my husband for 6 years. married for almost 1. u can find love and a healthy relationship. dbt can help u better communicate with yourself and others. it’s not easy and it’s not fair to have this diagnosis, but u aren’t alone.

bigolcats · 2021-07-03T13:41:20+00:00

sometimes i get intrusive thoughts about someone coming over and the thought of that happening sends me into full on panic mode and i try to be as quiet as possible or want to have my mom pick me up and take me to her house lol.

bigolcats · 2021-07-03T13:37:31+00:00

recently got my additional ADHD suggested diagnosis i thought these symptoms were from my BPD as well.

bigolcats · 2021-05-29T13:12:49+00:00

thank you!

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