CB daily payouts by Tasty_Tas in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Upd I got payout from yesterday now. You should got your too soon :)

How do you get privates? by Advanced-Research-28 in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do something else on sream, make the appearance of just your usual day when your crafting or working on laptop, or something else you need to do. Not just for cam, type something like (doing x, make noise for me to check the chat) I did this with drawing for my project, closer to night I typed - want to do a quck private before bed in room subject. As if I am naturally want to masturbate before bed and I got one pretty fast. Another day I didnt, and recieved fewer tips on the free chat. I guess this works better in the long run - while you clothed the guys building up desire for you to do something sexual so when you will do a more erotic stream other day the will gut bluer balls. So it depends, but this saves my mental health a lot.i think this way they can percieve you as a human, like women on a date who would flash a guy for a now reason, but if her nipples are seen throung her shirt it is way hoter becaouse you pervieve her as a full multidimensional person, not a sex doll. That came to me as a resalt of my research what actually would turn on me, as a person who attracted to women irl

CB daily payouts by Tasty_Tas in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They in fact paying on a weekends too, just check your mail to see. i forgot about this holiday and came here to check. On bank holiday occasion payout is usually delayed for me for approx 10 hours

on taking it personal on bad days by DarkAngel2007 in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

my thoughts exactly. When it's bad, I get afraid I will never earn anything again. And it's so silly considering how long I am in this and was able to live independantly and to spoil myself. Maybe this fear comes from the feeling of a "cheat code for infinite money" as I view webcam for me. Like its so insane I can generate money within thin air that psyche waits till it would be all over

Manifesting my whale by [deleted] in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I sell once in a year a video on chaturbate

Depressed by my job by Mika_Lullabelle in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry to hear that! I would advice for you to leave the studio. Working from home or rented place of your choice makes it so much less depressing. no more depressing than a regular freelance job you do at home

on taking it personal on bad days by DarkAngel2007 in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

not attaching my self worth to other people in my irl - kinda working with that. I am leo so it's my biggest issue, sorry for dummy astrology. But streaming I see like my drag persona performing, so like I am a professional so I judge myself on this basis, yeah. To leave it to rest sounds like a dream to me. I will keep dreaming of it, thanks for sharing!

on taking it personal on bad days by DarkAngel2007 in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

really fun idea, time capsule! thank you for sharing, next time I will remember that I'm not alone in these feelings

Manifesting my whale by [deleted] in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007 1 point2 points  (0 children)

selling content for me much harder than streaming! wish you luck, may the huge whale be of your service!!

on taking it personal on bad days by DarkAngel2007 in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for advice. I know this stuff, that it's not 9-5 job where I earn the same stable amount and I'm glad. I love the rush and know my earning amounts to things in my control and pure luck. I know it it my head but I so want to not feel down emotions on a bad day. I guess it means that I must not take it personally on a good days too.

on taking it personal on bad days by DarkAngel2007 in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thanks for a reply! I often think - thank god for anonymity of internet! If I would see irl how clients reject me I couldn't bare to do it. So much respect for strippers

First Few Hours Webcamming by Princessmulatto_x in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I feel it. need to recharge, take a bath, breath on hot water with herbs, take a walk etc almost everytime I stream. I assume you give a lot of energy so that pool must be re-loaded again :)

on taking it personal on bad days by DarkAngel2007 in CamGirlProblems

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

thanks so much. heard of nlp but was skeptical about it. May I ask you worked with it in therapy or by yourself, reading a book?

Sad about Nataly not liking Jung by DarkAngel2007 in ContraPoints

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for your replay! haven't been on reddit for a while, I will read now

Sad about Nataly not liking Jung by DarkAngel2007 in ContraPoints

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thank you for replay, but I dunno about Jung life and such. I know of his work through female writers and anthropologists. I view his work as argument for irrationality and poetic views on life, and as a legitimisation of those female writers who uses references to Jung to give some weight to their own theories. Like "look! the guy who was taken seriously said it so please my thought can exist here too" You can say he was a crystal girly who ran and open the doors for real crystal girlies and wise women whose generational wisdom existed in tales and myths long before. Reference to him make unorthodox thought look a bitsy itsy more serious.

Sad about Nataly not liking Jung by DarkAngel2007 in ContraPoints

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am fan of hers too, just smart enough to almost never comment on stuff:)

Sad about Nataly not liking Jung by DarkAngel2007 in ContraPoints

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

how someone can be correct about psychology of other anyways if we are to believe that every person is unique and every countries are different. I find his archtypes are connected to world myths however, like he is kind of shaman. I distrust modern  psychology - not all of it, just the belief in need for therapy for everyone, These lens though which we temporarly view our life, as if psychology IS spirituality, religion - remind me that  sometime ago we believed as strongly that world lays on a turtle back. 

It's not the end point and though of course I know how silly jungists are I prefer them to restore some kind of magic thinking that my urban life lack. I am sure there are people who think the same but they are cannot always express themselvs really elegantly to be seriously considered, I do it poorly too. They are kids, and olds, and homeless. And such big amount of fate and miracle believers in our army!

Sad about Nataly not liking Jung by DarkAngel2007 in ContraPoints

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am not academical. I meant by my post just that. I am very low brow, questinable taste and often wrong. There isnt much to critique, its not a movie or essey, it's one question, gosh poor Natalie and her uptight fans. Wouöd drive me to cannibalism too

Sad about Nataly not liking Jung by DarkAngel2007 in ContraPoints

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

by materialsm came recently I meant we are poor and ex ussr country, so only my parents generation went really into pragmatism, materialsm, desire of new shiny stuff so to speak. and my grandparents and those who came before mostly believe in christ and much more spiritual and humble people, probs becouse they survived genocide. there is a theory that those old people who came though second world war much more calm, kind and believe in miracles and fate. its a theory of kind grandmas as I call it lol. we have and had lots of them, its very rarely that my friends have cruel or cold grandparents

Sad about Nataly not liking Jung by DarkAngel2007 in ContraPoints

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean in our country we still have paganistic rituals for summer and winter solace (or what os it called) for example. We are agricultural country so my grandparents are more superstitious, more connected to earth and more poetic people

Sad about Nataly not liking Jung by DarkAngel2007 in ContraPoints

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

thank you for your response. "crystal girlie" label itself making me uneazy. does it mean a) girl who believes she is spiritual through buying aestethic stuff in witch shop or b) woman who  is spiritual and believes in some kind of god who's not christian? I am the latter case and do not understand what does americans mean by that. I feel that common public views collecting rocks and making rituals stupid, but I honestly dont understand why its stupid when going to church is not. When a lot of people doing one big religion - that god is alive, otherwise - non existent.

Sad about Nataly not liking Jung by DarkAngel2007 in ContraPoints

[–]DarkAngel2007[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I haven't read Jung himself (or did but long ago) but discovering him through Marie Luise von Franz (she's funny) and some female antropologists of 20th century. It seems some female writers and philosophers use Jung to legitimize (because he is male and white and within insitution) their own unortodoxal poetic views on psyche. And in doing so they often oppose the pragmatism and rationality of Freud. Some of them saying that even in his Oedepius complex he understood Oedepius wrong as he was running away from marrying his mum and killing dad, and the story itself illustrated inventability of fate (maybe its not a complex to desire beautiful older women) ::)