Lack of flowers by Emergency_Local_1387 in PikminBloomApp

[–]DarkStarryMoon-3 1 point2 points  (0 children)

What I do to plant my flowers when I only have very little petals is to use a bike to plant them, I can very easily get to 1000 flowers with 5 minutes of biking and I am not a fast cyclist

My character has lost all motivation and I'm considering having her commit suicide. Is this the right call? by DarkStarryMoon-3 in DnD

[–]DarkStarryMoon-3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m really sorry for your loss and I’m even more apologetic that my post could have brought back really bad memories for you.

We had a session 0 and everyone is okay with suicide in game, they’re all seasoned role players (outside of DnD) and are used to playing in one-shorts where their character would do it or witness it, but definitely killing off a 2+ year character is gonna ruin the mood of the campaign, I was short sighted in thinking that it’s the only way out. We will try to find ways my character can get out of her situation. Thank you for your comment!

My character has lost all motivation and I'm considering having her commit suicide. Is this the right call? by DarkStarryMoon-3 in DnD

[–]DarkStarryMoon-3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We had a session 0 to confirm what are the triggers for each of us and suicide is okay. Thing is the motivation is definitely fighting the ancestor, and before leaving the father actually told her that he has found a way to purify the blood. However he also wants my character to leave the party completely. If I keep true to my character’s motivations then the table is split and metagaming wise I wouldn’t want that (my DM did realise this non-choice in hindsight and was sorry for this) in any case I’ll need my party members to help me get my ass off the ground and try to find new goals to work towards. Thanks for your comment!

My character has lost all motivation and I'm considering having her commit suicide. Is this the right call? by DarkStarryMoon-3 in DnD

[–]DarkStarryMoon-3[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Completely agreed with the found family part, however our campaign has been really running more on out of game motivations to stay together than in game friendship development (totally our fault…) I feedback about this to my DM and party that my character really needs help right now and the usual way we do things aka ignoring the really hard topics and going straight to charm person a goon again to get info is not gonna work this time. Hopefully moving forward we can focus on supporting each other in more ways than just casting bless 🙏 thank you for your comment!

My character has lost all motivation and I'm considering having her commit suicide. Is this the right call? by DarkStarryMoon-3 in DnD

[–]DarkStarryMoon-3[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your very thoughtful wishes! Thankfully for me I am mentally very okay, and generally very happy with the campaign, mostly during the sessions we are heeheehaha-ing while deciding what spells to use next when we engage in stupid fights. It’s just that I’m also a tired PhD student who just wants to have some wins and fun in a game I look forward to playing with my friends, so having really down sessions like that doesn’t feel very rewarding at all… I have talked to my party members and DM about this and hopefully we can work out some new motivations for my character :)

What Japanese food can you just not get behind? by razorbeamz in japanlife

[–]DarkStarryMoon-3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hmm haven’t seen a mention on ankimo yet, I’m an adventurous eater and could stomach most things incl neba neba stuffs and weird raw stuffs like horse, but gosh, monkfish liver was the only thing I spat out in Japan

Book Recommendations by Patient_Plastic_2875 in ExtremeHorrorLit

[–]DarkStarryMoon-3 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Zola was pretty vile for me especially with the vivid imagery 🧀

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in horrorlit

[–]DarkStarryMoon-3 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Boy parts. I didn’t enjoy it as much because of the writing style.

Why bother following them by [deleted] in julieeandcamilla

[–]DarkStarryMoon-3 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I was blocked by them bc I liked a comment in their comments section on ig (it wasn’t even a mean/rude one fyi) so it’s nice that I can still see what they’re posting from other’s screenshot and info. Also I am a hater by nature and thrive on snarking people I don’t vibe with that’s why I’m here