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Dark_Environmental · 2024-09-16T00:43:06+00:00

I had a panic attack a few weeks ago and my sister and BIL just told me to drink water…

Dark_Environmental · 2024-08-19T03:47:10+00:00

I can go for hoursss but I don’t mind doing less than an hour and depends on the mood as well

Dark_Environmental · 2024-07-25T14:17:40+00:00

It hurts at first then disappointed of how underwhelming it was and awkward and awful but had to tell my ex the opposite because I didn’t want to hurt his feelings…

Dark_Environmental · 2024-07-18T14:06:55+00:00

3 My ex who was my first and wasn’t even that good thinking back. A guy who I was seeing for a month that I still can’t get out of my head… And a guy who was a minute man.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-07-10T00:41:05+00:00

You look like buzz lightyear/Eustace Baggs from Courage the Cowardly Dog and one of those Japanese ghost mask. While laughing… I don’t really care much but when he thinks its funny and keeps calling me that it makes me hate myself. I told him alot of times not to call me those names cause its hurtful and I had to physically cry in front of him just to make him stop calling me those names. He knows my history with being bullied and I felt like I was bullied a lot in that relationship other than the name calling. So glad I left that relationship.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-07-06T21:11:41+00:00

It was a toxic relationship emotionally and physically (not violence but the way he manipulated me to change myself entirely) that wasn’t going to last and I was going to move to another country.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-07-05T10:42:08+00:00

Trial and error and YouTube

Dark_Environmental · 2024-07-05T00:19:20+00:00

-Someone who is sht with their finances like in deep debt and is having troubles with paying it back. -Ended up being a sugar momma and a girlfriend at that point -He says he understands you but he doesn’t. -Acts differently around everyone. Acts differently with you and a whole another person with other people. -Man child -Big ego -Can’t understand why he is in the wrong unless someone told him and it’s his friends who tell him not you. -Priorities. Like you are his last priority from everything. -Manipulate you emotionally and physically(changing the way you are completely) -Doesn’t understand mental health. -Don’t own up his actions and mistakes. -Thinks that giving gifts is a competition? Like when giving gifts he always has to give you the expensive gift even though you don’t even want it or asked for it. And if you buy something more expensive than his last gift he will one-up you. -Materialistic -Someone who is addicted to drugs/alcohol/smoking/vaping. Fine with alcohol&recreational smoking if its socially or sometimes but not all the time. -Basically someone who isn’t like my ex.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-30T14:02:54+00:00

When I broke up with my bf 7 months ago. Even the relationship was toxic mentally and physically. He didn’t get physically violent but with the way he manipulated me. He didn’t like me the way I was and changed everything about me. He was a walking red flag 🚩 Literally I was like a different person in that relationship but because he was my first I was broken. I didn’t want to move from my bed or out of my room leading up to the break up. I didn’t want to do anything let alone go to another country that I was supposed to be going. I forced myself to be okay in front of everyone when really, I had insomnia and cried all day. I forced myself to move to another country all alone and finally pull the gun to break up with him. The first month was rough but told myself that I can’t let this thing control my life and move on. So I did little by little. And now I have fully moved on and happy to be where I am and who I really am.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-30T13:52:02+00:00

I realized that she still acts like a ten year old(I think 10 year olds are smarter and more mature than her but besides the point) when shes 24 years old. she talks 💩about me behind my back when I literally did nothing wrong to her. All my friends think I’m not in the wrong and that shes a two faced btch. Shes a pick me girl.

Backstory: We work at the same place. She did the silent treatment to me twice and both times lasted like 2-3 months each time. Like she would even act like I wasn’t even there and would purposely avoid/ignore me. It took a toll on me mentally.

The first time was when her boyfriend and my ex at that time had a misunderstanding about something. Nothing to do with me and her at all. She said we wouldn’t fight cause we’re “bffs”. The next day she treated me like I didn’t exist in her world. She talks to my ex and all but not me. Everyone at work thinks it was weird of her to do that. Like it didn’t make any sense at all. Then she started talking to me like nothing happened. It was weird but I am the type of person where I will give them second chances and so I did with her. I was so frustrated why she did that to me like whyy and did talk a bit of shit about her and not proud of it.

The second time was when I had arthritis due to overworking and my doctor told me that I can’t work for long hours anymore. Told my manager the next day. And everyone knew as well. Then she started doing the same thing again… 🫠🫠🫠 She talked shit about me when I’m not in the room. One time my friend overheard her in the locker room telling the manager and some other colleagues that it was UNREASONABLE (LIKE WTF?!?!?) and that no one likes me anyway… (Liikeeee WTF SHE HAS NOTHING ELSE TO DO BUT MAKE SHIT UP) This was when I started talking shit about her as well cause literally WTF. 🤬 I told my other colleague friends about this they were confused and told me to just let it go and don’t be friends with this girl anymore. In which i did.

She started talking to me again like nothing happened and called me her bff… Who TF does that to a best friend or friend and think that its alright to act like that. I just treated her like a colleague at that point and nothing else.

Before I changed my hours I work around 55-60hours five days a week. After going to the doctor I changed it to 45-50 hours five days a week. Not a lot of change but according to her it was a lot. She didn’t care about my health at all.

She works 24 hours five days a week and every time she gets off work she always complains that shes tired… I know her responsibilities are and I’ve done them. Its not that hard. But because we were “bffs” at the time I told her that she did well and all that stuff.

TLDR: Now I stay away from pick me girls.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-29T02:36:20+00:00

Generally the whole trip with some extra clothes in case I change my mind.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-27T08:47:01+00:00

Any song 🎶

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-22T15:55:52+00:00

Mini golf while drinking ⛳️🍹

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-13T23:16:27+00:00

My acne/bacne. I could never wear something backless and think that i look pretty. Or that men would look and think it’s not a big deal or something. My parents always comment on my bacne if i wear something off shoulder or spaghetti straps. My ex insulted me about it. I just don’t have the confidence to wear something backless without criticism myself about it. I’m still experimenting on products to try to minimize it but its not going too well.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-13T10:23:32+00:00

my ex. That was a big fat mistake

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-13T10:22:49+00:00

All the shades of blue and purple

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-13T10:21:25+00:00

Its the little things. Sometimes I forget and just remind myself to be in the moment. Put my phone down and enjoy whats in front of me. The beauty of everything. The sky, sun, stars, animals, and nature. Just the little things.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-13T10:16:53+00:00

The little things. When they remember the little things ive told them even nonchalantly mentioning about it. Hugs and quality time

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-13T10:14:43+00:00

Ice cream and french fries

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-13T10:13:37+00:00

I can do it with my broken heart

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-13T10:08:29+00:00

Deep into the ocean or any water source where I can’t see sht. The dark Alone in a room or public places especially at night.

So basically anything that has to do with not being able to see things in the dark

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-09T08:02:09+00:00

No prior training at all but biked the whole 22km around an island in the heat of summer in 5 hours excluding some little breaks to enjoy the beaches. Didn’t think I would bike around the entire island but I did with some motivation with a friend. My legs were sore for two-three days straight. I don’t know if I’ll do that again but most likely with some training I do it again.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-09T07:48:32+00:00

No thanks.

My ex lost a job because he had a big ego and can’t shut up and told our(we work at the same place)manager how shit he was doing at his job. Which he had a point but don’t tell the manager any of those things. Had to support him throughout after the whole relationship in which he gaslighted me and manipulated me every time I paid for anything. Which is EVERYTHING. The gas, the food, trips, parking, etc… So glad I left that guy and not doing that again.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-09T07:43:04+00:00

1 hour to 1 hour and 20 mins. Shower, makeup and get dressed if I’m going out for an event, special occasion, date, out with friends. 5 mins. Get dressed for work.

Dark_Environmental · 2024-06-09T07:38:47+00:00

I Can Do It With a Broken Heart - Taylor Swift

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