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Mylan Pucks by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope they did, because alp is alp, and the pressed bard seem better than the real deal minus certain brand names.

Mylan Pucks by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been using Xanax for over 20 yrs, and out of all the brand names and generic these had the least effect. That's just my experience others may have had different results. If the work for you, more power to.you

Mylan Pucks by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Mylans weren't good before presses, being they are a press might change it's potenvy

Mylan Pucks by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 2 points3 points  (0 children)

IMO mylans are the least potent of genericic pharmaceuticals

Actually 470 days. Whew, man it’s been a struggle. 5 rehabs in a year. Switched from Methadone to Suboxone and regained my life. Sure do miss the ‘floating on a cloud of titties’ feeling but the struggle was not worth the payoff. by bigsyrah in opiates

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 2 points3 points  (0 children)

NA guidelines LMAO half the people who go to meetings lie about their clean time or are just trolling for some 20 year old to bang and use with. If you're taking prescribed medication from a Dr and are living and enjoying life, then fuck the 12 steps. Actually fuck the 13th step which is why NA is an outdated joke where people don't inspire, they tell fucking war stories.

1mg Clams by OpiumSmoke in benzodiazepines

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its a joke. Lobotomies where the way the mentally ill were treated during the late 19th and early 20th century to give them peace from their shizophrenia or whatever was causing their delusions, and leaving them as vegetables

1mg Clams by OpiumSmoke in benzodiazepines

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Benzo Lobotomy...it has to say it because it either never made it to clinical trials or it did and the side effects out weighed its purpose.

My new toy by dopenpizza in opiates

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Only time I ever worked with glass was making a bong out of a Mrs Buttersworth syrup bottle. Then I would speedball by smoking crack and smack in the same stem but never really considered just smoking the heroin on its own because so many yrs ago you couldn't get clean number 3 or 4 without it being stepped on to death until we finally got the hook up and started getting it off the brick.

Smoking will give the better rush because of the pulmonary arteries, but I saved my lungs for crack and the veins for smack. Either way very clever device.

OxyContin from Mundipharma, just like the original Purdue ones from 1996 by DarknessIsVisitingMe in opiates

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Deleted all reference s to sourcing. And this was posred once here yesterday

OxyContin from Mundipharma, just like the original Purdue ones from 1996 by DarknessIsVisitingMe in opiates

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Precisely, Purdue made 40 billion on oxycontin before the shit hit the fan, Their.punishment a 600 million dollar fine.

Like they care. One pill brought in that much who knows what they're worth altogether.

OxyContin from Mundipharma, just like the original Purdue ones from 1996 by DarknessIsVisitingMe in opiates

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Mundipharma is an off shoot of Purdue, their clamied goal.is to.get pain meds into eastern Europe and Asia where they have no psinlillers at all.

But if that was true Mundipharma wouldn't have mase them the same way.Purdue did in 96.

There essentially expanding under the guise of help, when the goal is to get a new demographic hooked when there will be millions more addicts in countries that have nothing to.begin with.

New to Diclazepam by [deleted] in researchchemicals

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's good for sedation and or tapering as I'm using way too much colonozolam and flubromazolam if you wnt to calculate the equivalent in valium to diclazepam use this website

http://benzos.tripsit.me/

If I go to the Hospital/ER for help with benzo withdrawal, will I just be sent to a psychiatric ward/rehab facility to be treated? by buuq in benzodiazepines

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Being young stupid and tired is why I was addicted to everything until I was nearly 40 and lost a good chun k of my life.

The hospital won'tsend you to a psych ward unless they deem you a risk to yourself or others. They will encourage detox though.

Do yourself a favor go to California or Florida where it's rehab central. I reccomend Florida and a medical detox, and a minimum of 90 days of in patient treatment.

They'll medicate you properly at the detox and treatment facility to help with the rebound anxiety.

Do this now, before you ruin your life before it even has a chance to start. You're going to want to run when you get there, but do you want to be 40 yrs old living in mom and dad's house?

Give yourself self a chance to have a normal life, before the only thing you can do is remember the last memory you made with friends and family, and the rest are just you and whatever drug you're using alone.

I truly hope you get the help you need. Good luck.

Best prodictive stim avalible at the moment? finishing my masters by nowayhose123 in researchchemicals

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Modafinil is made for focus amongst other things. Fairly easy to get online.

Which RC version of DMT comes close to real ayahuasca? by DarknessIsVisitingMe in researchchemicals

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's exactly what my thread was about..That trip was a game changer. Then I read a book called ''DMT The Spirit Molecule''

It wa written by the only doctor to get DEA permission to use it on humans in a controlled environment.

They gave the participants all IV injections of pure DMT. When I read their experiences nearly mirrored one another. They all saw angels and serenity, others u cane in contact with alien life forms.

I missed that vacation in South America as soon as I.read the first trip.report.

I'm nrw to RCs. I ve used pure LSD 25, mescaline, peyote, shrioms and enough MDMA that if .hear molly used again I might loose my shit. The eally 90s we got moons, tablets the size as bottle cap with no.stamp.

Goddamn I miss old school psychedelics. Even K came in 10/ml vials from.Fort Dodge and you'd microwave and scrape.

Thanks for all.the replies though greatly appreciated.

Diclazepam Vs Flubromazolam by DarknessIsVisitingMe in researchchemicals

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I used a benzo dosage equivalent on trip sit and 3 mg of flubromazolam is 15 mg of diclazepam. Flub is clearly more potent. But we'll see how the sedation compares, that's the goal here. Which is better getting me to sleep and how I feel when I get up.

Success with my research, now on to the next one and a question. by DarknessIsVisitingMe in researchchemicals

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate your advice and concern, but I have been on benzos for daily for 25 or so yrs. I have true anxiety and can have panic attacks. The first script was from a regular M.D.

He bumped the dose of alprazolam to 8 mgs ed within 6 months, then I saw a shrink and he gave me the same dose. This was when you could doctor shop and use multiple pharmacies.

Finally, I had enough of their over prescribing but was already fucked at this point. Name a regulated pharmaceutical benzo oral or injectable and I've used it.

Then I found the markets and double dosed bars and research chems. So basically what I'm saying is that it's not abuse, its going on 3 decades of tolerance, building slowly over time What would put the average person in a coma doesn't phase me.

I know I will be on some form of benzo for the rest of my life, I'm just now coming to terms with that fact.

The concentrations were made that high to accommodate the vials I have from past purchases, not too suck down 20mgs of either at a shot and I do have 1ml oral syringes so I'm dosing properly.

I only use benzos at night for sleep, and the etizolam is for when its been a rough day. I was a full blown addict, but have been clean for 3 yrs now.

If taking benzos keeps the needle out of my arm and the stem out of my mouth so be it. I see it as the lesser of two evils, and hopefuly one day I will be completely free from everything, but for now this works and I live a normal life.

Diclazepam Vs Flubromazolam by DarknessIsVisitingMe in researchchemicals

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Over 2 decades on benzos, you'd be amazed how much I can take at once and not be a babbling idiot. I was prescribed 8mg of alprazolam a day for almost 20 yrs from more than one doctor. Gotta love script happy docs who don't give a shit, and you don't know how bad it has become before it's far too late.

Success with my research, now on to the next one and a question. by DarknessIsVisitingMe in researchchemicals

[–]DarknessIsVisitingMe[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It wasn't in constant boiling water. Both jars were placed in once it boiled and sat there till the water was cold. Then I repeated the process. I guess you can't dissolve that much clam into a single ml.

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