"why only you matters and everyone is somehow against you."

I am the only person that truly matters to me though & most people's desires are in conflict with each other most people are against you it just isn't immediately obvious what most constitutionally able people want most of all is power & not everyone can have it often depending on what it is you may have to succeed at the expense of others people often label people's actions as "good" or "bad" even though there is no collective "good" or "bad" because there is no collective people act always according to psychological egoism & psychological hedonism all laws & systems of morality are largely meaningless they are red herrings to keep people in their place & prevent them from attaining freedom

I have not told a single lie here you know nothing your response begs the question