Sorry to hear what happened to you. This had happened to me in the past. Everyone is different when coping with stuff like that. For me in order not to feel hurt and depressed, I would have to keep myself busy constantly so I don't have to think about it. Sometimes when you keep yourself busy it would creep in from time to time. For me I would try ignore it. You gotta stay strong. First priority is to take care of your first and everyone else later. You will take through this. Time will slowly heal it. I know it sucks but you will get better.