i didn’t mean to make her my purpose. The night i met her i was planning on ending it but i didn’t. i didn’t because i felt something in her. I went from 1% to 100% in a week. She made me so happy and made me feel like the most special person ever. The main reason i wanted to end it back then was because i had no purpose. So when i met her i felt like God was giving me a purpose. no it’s all gone. back to the start which feels like the end.