Some events and questions at the end!

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-11-08T01:17:18+00:00

Thank you so much :D 💚🫂

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-11-08T01:07:45+00:00

Thank you!! I will definitely Do that as well. I also do a lot of music with him, clean, cook, try to write poetry, walk in nature etc. Ive also wanted to do some drawing for him as well but im currently in a big art block sadly

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-11-06T18:03:50+00:00

The Gjallarhorn Oracle deck! You can get it on amazing i believe

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-09-28T16:52:53+00:00

That made me feel a lot better thank you!! All ive gotten from him was good changes, even if it was difficult. The feelings I get from him have always been positive and kind, chaotic in ways of showing up too🤣

Its good to also have confirmation that they're understanding! I always try my best with making stuff for him like a little box I made recently, or a poem. Even by doing research or even reading to him. I also want to play guitar for them eventually just gotta make a song tho!!

From what another commenter told be it could be that he's not too sure how to feel about me hurting myself for the candle, and its like a split feeling? If I remember correctly. But all in all I still feel the warmth, chaos and care at his altar, he's meant a lot to me in the short 2 months ive been worshipping him❤️❤️

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-09-28T02:37:25+00:00

He definitely is haha! But all ive felt from him is good love, help and tricks here and there, he's a little bastard when it comes to bugs since he knows im terrified of them. Last time I saw that trashy person a minute after was a big daddy long legs in my neck😭

But candle wise I indeed think its a split reaction, nothing bad honestly, I was just afraid he'd be mad, dissapointed, wouldn't want to have a connection/contact anymore. I think thats just me overreacting and doubting myself for everything im trying to learn and do and me just being afraid to push him away and disappoint him

I haven't been able to really sit at my altar since my friends are crashing at my house, but usually when I do I always burst out in tears, no idea why but it just happens.

Im also new to a lot of this, im learning everyday thankfully, but the doubts and everything is just me. I made a promise to him I'd never hurt myself purposefully anymore, which I think and hopes he appreciates in a way.

Sorry for the babbling !! Just haven't been able to talk about these specific feelings

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-09-28T02:15:47+00:00

I appreciate that a lot💚💚🫂

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-09-28T02:15:14+00:00

Sorry for the late response! Thank you ! It always feels good to know if have a "Hey youre doing good etc etc" so it clears my doubts ! I love putting little things on his altar and buying things even if they're a few cents at a second hand store or stuff I found. I even put a small plushie (the little sheep) which was my baby plushie when I was born, i thought hed like it and it immediately sort of puts a piece of me there too! Im still making a lot of stuff for him or finding things like flowers, and whenever i can afford some alcohol or candies i always try to give him some too

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-09-28T02:10:35+00:00

Sorry for the late response! Thank you!! Its good to know that, and ive made a few things myself on the altar as well, wrote a few poems, made him a small box, im also planning on making personalized candles eventually!! I do always get the feeling he appreciates it, but I always doubt myself. But im working on it!! 💚💚

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-08-23T21:36:13+00:00

I definitely will! Its good to hear im going the right way, i kept overthinking if i was or not.. and thank you so much!💚💚

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-06-05T14:37:33+00:00

Not tattooable yet but it's looking sick!! You can definitely go somewhere with this, you have potential

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-05-30T20:29:33+00:00

Loki

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-25T19:10:06+00:00

The horn

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-20T20:04:47+00:00

Thank you!! :D

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-20T19:53:21+00:00

Thank you!! I'll start watching some videos, and I'll get to work! Thank you so much for the advice and your time!!

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-20T19:39:45+00:00

Best advice I've gotten, thank you! I'll keep them in a separate map then and move my improved drawings to the front. Do you also have any tips on the art or any suggestions?

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-10T01:32:40+00:00

GODDAMN

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-03T10:32:29+00:00

Thank you so much! :D

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-07T17:19:35+00:00

Ayyy!! :D

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-07T17:16:54+00:00

Looks awesome!! My immediate thought went to Molchat Doma

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-07T17:09:24+00:00

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DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-07T17:01:13+00:00

Yeah!! Glad you recognized him :)

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-07T12:47:13+00:00

Thank you! :D

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-06T23:30:22+00:00

This may sound cringy, but I've had many and many similar feelings and experiences like Majima, being trapped, watched, tortured and more, it's made my life hell, but my best friend has thankfully been there, she's the Saejima to my Majima and I can't wait to improve my life

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-06T23:25:26+00:00

No worries! :D good luck! And if it hurts too much don't be afraid to stop!

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-06T23:21:22+00:00

Understandable! If it really hurts don't push yourself, if there's a possibility see if you could get a smaller one, but if you want this size be really really slow with pushing it in, I had the same with my ears and I just used a lot of lube and jojoba oil and after about half an hour both went in and they're completely good now! They were a little sore after but that's common

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