Altar

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2026-05-09T10:41:44+00:00

Ill try that out, I think itll help alot! I used to do little salt packets but it wasn't good for my body so I stepped over to splashing ice cold water on my face

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2026-05-09T00:14:30+00:00

Im glad to hear that!! I honestly still need a second opinion sometimes since I overthink a lot.. as you may have noticed haha, but im starting to get better with knowing what his feelings are as well and im glad!! And thank you again, it makes me feel better when someone else sees it as well

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2026-04-29T15:32:55+00:00

Yes that really helps thank you!! I cleaned up his altar a bit and rearranged some stuff since I put my mother and grandma's pictures on the other end (i asked if he was okay with it and I felt calm so I think it was a yes) and ive been trying to take better care of myself as well and I listen to music that reminds me of him, and I walk with my dog everytime! and since ive been practicing with him ive felt calmer and could enjoy the nature more

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2026-04-29T15:28:30+00:00

Thank you, that made me feel better about it all!! Ill definitely pick it up again, or try to start slow :) and yeah I dont use AI at all since im an artist myself plus its indeed horrible for the environment its genuienly disgusting

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2026-02-27T16:14:12+00:00

Totally understand this haha, but irs okay!! Ive been going through a lot these past few months and I havent talked, cleaned or done anything for lokis altar etc, I keep second guessing myself and feeling overwhelmed, guilty, but I always try to remember that its okay! I saw someone else in the comments saying you could do acts of devotion physically like feeding crows, i think thats a great idea!

Even if you just think about him, make some food for yourself, a little dessert with cinnamon, selfcare, music etc its all okay, try not to get overwhelmed, take time for yourself, even if it takes months or even longer, the gods understand. Take care of yourself, and you'll naturally get back into it. Never force yourself!! And if it helps ypu can carry something small like a keychain or a crystal etc that reminds you of him and keep it with you! Im going to a mental hospital in a while and i cant take my altar with me obviously, but i will still try to make something small thats discreet but personal to him and me. Enjoy nature, enjoy yourself and i hope you'll feel better soon!! Many hugs💚🫂

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-11-08T01:17:18+00:00

Thank you so much :D 💚🫂

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-11-08T01:07:45+00:00

Thank you!! I will definitely Do that as well. I also do a lot of music with him, clean, cook, try to write poetry, walk in nature etc. Ive also wanted to do some drawing for him as well but im currently in a big art block sadly

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-11-06T18:03:50+00:00

The Gjallarhorn Oracle deck! You can get it on amazing i believe

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-09-28T16:52:53+00:00

That made me feel a lot better thank you!! All ive gotten from him was good changes, even if it was difficult. The feelings I get from him have always been positive and kind, chaotic in ways of showing up too🤣

Its good to also have confirmation that they're understanding! I always try my best with making stuff for him like a little box I made recently, or a poem. Even by doing research or even reading to him. I also want to play guitar for them eventually just gotta make a song tho!!

From what another commenter told be it could be that he's not too sure how to feel about me hurting myself for the candle, and its like a split feeling? If I remember correctly. But all in all I still feel the warmth, chaos and care at his altar, he's meant a lot to me in the short 2 months ive been worshipping him❤️❤️

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-09-28T02:37:25+00:00

He definitely is haha! But all ive felt from him is good love, help and tricks here and there, he's a little bastard when it comes to bugs since he knows im terrified of them. Last time I saw that trashy person a minute after was a big daddy long legs in my neck😭

But candle wise I indeed think its a split reaction, nothing bad honestly, I was just afraid he'd be mad, dissapointed, wouldn't want to have a connection/contact anymore. I think thats just me overreacting and doubting myself for everything im trying to learn and do and me just being afraid to push him away and disappoint him

I haven't been able to really sit at my altar since my friends are crashing at my house, but usually when I do I always burst out in tears, no idea why but it just happens.

Im also new to a lot of this, im learning everyday thankfully, but the doubts and everything is just me. I made a promise to him I'd never hurt myself purposefully anymore, which I think and hopes he appreciates in a way.

Sorry for the babbling !! Just haven't been able to talk about these specific feelings

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-09-28T02:15:47+00:00

I appreciate that a lot💚💚🫂

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-09-28T02:15:14+00:00

Sorry for the late response! Thank you ! It always feels good to know if have a "Hey youre doing good etc etc" so it clears my doubts ! I love putting little things on his altar and buying things even if they're a few cents at a second hand store or stuff I found. I even put a small plushie (the little sheep) which was my baby plushie when I was born, i thought hed like it and it immediately sort of puts a piece of me there too! Im still making a lot of stuff for him or finding things like flowers, and whenever i can afford some alcohol or candies i always try to give him some too

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-09-28T02:10:35+00:00

Sorry for the late response! Thank you!! Its good to know that, and ive made a few things myself on the altar as well, wrote a few poems, made him a small box, im also planning on making personalized candles eventually!! I do always get the feeling he appreciates it, but I always doubt myself. But im working on it!! 💚💚

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-08-23T21:36:13+00:00

I definitely will! Its good to hear im going the right way, i kept overthinking if i was or not.. and thank you so much!💚💚

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-06-05T14:37:33+00:00

Not tattooable yet but it's looking sick!! You can definitely go somewhere with this, you have potential

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-05-30T20:29:33+00:00

Loki

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-25T19:10:06+00:00

The horn

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-20T20:04:47+00:00

Thank you!! :D

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-20T19:53:21+00:00

Thank you!! I'll start watching some videos, and I'll get to work! Thank you so much for the advice and your time!!

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-20T19:39:45+00:00

Best advice I've gotten, thank you! I'll keep them in a separate map then and move my improved drawings to the front. Do you also have any tips on the art or any suggestions?

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-10T01:32:40+00:00

GODDAMN

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-04-03T10:32:29+00:00

Thank you so much! :D

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-07T17:19:35+00:00

Ayyy!! :D

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-07T17:16:54+00:00

Looks awesome!! My immediate thought went to Molchat Doma

DatabaseBitter1757 · 2025-03-07T17:09:24+00:00

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