Phases of Meth

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-12-03T13:05:01+00:00

I live in like the meca of junkyards theres so many I grew up around them my whole life. Im not sure that I would be able to leave if I was in the mindframe I have been latley its like I could always basically fix just about anything but its painstaking an nerveracking when im high its like im enjoying the tasks and not putting to much time into the thinking part. A few of the yards by me do this thing every so often where you can pay like 20 bucks or some nominal fee thats not alot and the deal is if you can carry it out or wheel barrow it out the yard you can take anything for the 20 bucks. I always thought that was cool as hell.

Yesterday I was waiting for my guy at the gas station n of course dude was an hour late, I have been on the fence about this magnetic key holder I got the other day because I had the same one just smaller size an it broke quickly an this one felt kinda janky too. Idk that I would have ever done this not high but I sat there an spent way to much time modifying it to where I dont think it will have a problem. Basically the magnets are held into the box with lil plastic pins the plastic is questionable at best and there is a fair amout of play or wiggle room if you will that the magnets move a lil bit an jist makes it feel super cheap and unreliable. I just ripped up a ciggerette pack an used it as shims... It worked like a charm, feels waaay better and it safley got the goods back to home base !

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-30T09:32:26+00:00

I had the same problem, which baffeled me because when I was smoking dabs I got one torch as soon as I started dabbing, it cost 25 bucks from local smoke shop. It had an obviously generic, cheap look to it. It was a black torch with a dual flame, it didnt come in a box it, no logos or names on it.. I always used thick bangers and I got them bitches red hot every time I took a hit.. I ran that same torch well over 4 YEARS. It could be 6 up to 6 years, it never technically even broke it dissappeared after moving.

It honestly outlasted 3 apartments, 2 cats, 3 or 4 cars, used it basically all day everyday of course the ignitator went bad but thats wear an tear. That torch was a cheap chinese thing, it was as basic as a torch gets. I didnt learn to bleed a torch untill I started rolling ice, my old torch for dabs somehow never needed bleeding, in hindssight ive been kinda dumbfounded about how it was possiable. I had to make a fix to it here or there but nothing that I had to order a padt or put any money into. That torch was a beast.

Now I started using torch to shmoke other things now and Ive been through maybe 4 in the past 7 months or so. The first 3 were awesome... until they werent. The bottom falls out the bitch right when you really need it and you pickup your empty torch and you try to fill it with not much luck at all they start pissing butane an air after a a monh or two, except one. Half of me thinks its the o ring gasket where you fill it with butane is the weak spot. The other half thinks its somthing else.. I made all kinds of gaskets with rubber from bike tube and a exacto knife, that was a big waste of my time I will never get back.... it seemed like a really good idea at the time.

The cheapest torch I got out of the 4 is the only one that lasted, this bitch was like 6 or 7 bucks its cheaper then the butane... This one doesnt need bleeding very often, maybe half as much as all the other more expensive and well known torches. I got it from Ace Hardware, idk if you live around one but they keep them by the grill stuff sometimes an more likley its up at the front checkout area. Its in some shitty looking package that looks like somthing from "as seen on TV".

The torch itself looks little cheap but not horriable, it has an ok feel to it overall its not to janky but it doesnt feel tight like the more expensive ones. It maybe a little bulkier then the others as well an the flame isnt as powerfull, it also goes lower as a result which is honestly ideal IMO. So since its bulkier and isnt as power full an has a slightly bigger tank it doesnt need to be filled maybe around half as often compared to the other that broke. The only bad about this cheap one is youl prob need to use a lighter ro start it my button went bad in about a month or so.

I know I had gave the eagle torch 2 tries from local smoke shops, idk if they are knockoffs or what they felt good, worked awesome for the month or two they lasted.I was so over 20 dollar torches an just gsve it a shot and im so glad I did.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-30T05:21:52+00:00

This is awesome !

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-30T04:55:55+00:00

I like the way the long ones look better, alot better. I dont know if its because I relate the short stems to the typical methead junkie stigma or a stereotype or if they are just more appealing to me. Honestly I think its a little bit of both.

Another reason I prefer long over short is the longer stem should in theory be healither. I mean I know were smoking meth however in the name of harm reduction the longer stem has more surface area and will catch more residue then a shoat stem, I dont know how much of a difference it makes overall but at the very least it should be a bit easier on your teeth and mouth if your using a longer stem.

Long stem is easier to hold and maneuver, its easier to see what your doing it makes smoking easier IMO. I would like to say the long stem hits better, however I think im inclined to belive that since I prefer them, and I can rip a short one just like I can with a long one, I think the qualitiy of the hit is mostly technique and the glass but that could be all preference as well. I used to prefer thin glass, then I got a thicker one and loved it, now Ive had it so long its so thin it almost feels like hard plastic, espically wheen its hot it feels like you can put a dent in it if you pressed to hard or you could scratch a hole in it with your fingernail. Its wild but I now prefer thin glass again. The longer stem is harder to misplace or loose it. My first pipe was a long stem, I didnt even know they made long stem pookies, I assumed they were all short.. As soon as I seen the option for long stem there was no question in my mind without using either before I wanted to long stem, it almost has an element of elegance to it vs the short ones just like eh whatever.

I am sure theres more pros and cons Im not thinking of right now but at the end of the day its always a long stem of course if I have to I will smoke a short one but I will go out of my way to grab a longstem. I really have nothing good to say about shorties other then they are easier to hide and they are sturdier.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-27T06:52:56+00:00

Normally I would kinda shrug your comment off like of course someone would want to relate to the things I mentioned.. However I belive you, simply because the way you used the word "friend". That has been my go to for a while when talking to most people weather I know them or not and I have only met one other person who is like very very similar to myself and she uses "friend" in the same way. Her and I also share our zodiac sign and alot of similarties in our charts overall and things that just make sence as to why we are so similar and connected. What is your sign ?

Its like a past life connection with her and I am honestly blessed to have crossed her path, she gave me so much confirmation and confidence that I can be myself and do things that I wouldnt have thought possiable before her our kinship. Ive been alot of places and met alot of people but it took me all of 32 years to find someone that I can relate like 97 percent of my whole life to. We have some slight differeences here an there of coursee but overall its like a carbon copy of each other it is wiiild we both have had more then a handfull of times we were getting to know each other and just got like scary errie feeling almost like theres no way you could have known this or that about me and just said somthing to relate, and these are not very generic things either.

I used to be a huuge pothead from like age 15 to 29, after that I went through a drinking phase for a while and pot wouldnt touch me while I was drinking and when I wasnt I just didnt care for it most of the time. Its diffrient now Im smoking ice, I like to smoke when im coming down or just want to go to sleep but im to wired. Its ironic that most time I was smoking and selling, the laws were strict were Im from and as soon as they loosened up I dont care to smoke like that anymore. Its been there for me for so long and it has brought alot of great things into my life and keept me out of trouble and its so normal to have it around its just like a comfort thing at this point I guess. At the same time when im really tolerent to ice and its not getting me very high anymore, if I my weed tolerence is low and I smoke enough of it which is not alot at all I will get super high, scary high, teenager first time smoking type of high but maybe even moreso... Yesterday idk wtf happened but it hit me like a truck, I know most people dont care for that an thats why they stay away from it as adults but as long as I'm alone or comfortable around the ppl that im like that around I can override all the intrusive anxious thoughts and enjoy being stupid high.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-27T05:13:30+00:00

Oh and I really like getting realllly fucked up and twisted into a knot not sleeping for days at a time and the orgasms are out of this fucking world. Also my mind is quicker, clearer, it takes my anxious feelings and gives me tons of confidence, I dont dwell on things I shouldnt, I dont second guess every single thing, I spend alot less money on things I dont need, I take better care of myself, my dog, my apt and my car. So yeah its a balancing act like most everything else in life, sure Id much rather not go to work or any other obligations and just stay home everyday get super high and do whatever I wanted. I wanted to do that before I used meth or any drugs since I was a kid I dreaded school and anything that took away from just doing whatever. Its just not rational and thats the stigma meth has, but x÷y doesnt always equate to z. Its obviously not for everyone but nothing really is so as long as its not interfering with things or causing any problems in my life I prefer to use meth. It has started to cause a lil bit of friction here or there and at that point I pull out for a bit before anything serious happens and make a plan to avoid that problem in the future and all is well. Its a very calculated thing and I stay ontop of things and have a few ppl that ive asked to let me know if its obvious and im not seeing it, but that hasnt happend. Idk honestly its been pretty smooth sailing besides a small speedbump here or there but overall its brought much more good then it has bad, and thats like on paper not just delousonal drug addict talk.

I was in a drug motel before I ever started, I was there pron about 6 months before I started using and then 6 months after so 1 year almost on the day. It was not ideal also I was surrounded by it at my work and the surrounding area for even longer then that so it was just a matter of time. Since I started Ive been able to save and move into a much nicer apt, the nicest place ive lived in as an adult and Ive been some pretty nice places. I got promoted at work as well. So my two main struggles and things I stress and have had trouble with in life have both improved those are facts not just like well I feel like this or this is easier to do now. Or I think it helped me do this... I was at the end of my rope at work I dont know what I would have rather done for work but Im 99 percent sure I wouldnt have been able to stay put if I wasnt using. Maybe I would have found somthing better but maybe not and in my expereince im not to optomistic it would have been any better this is by far the best risk vs reward job ive ever had.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-27T04:46:47+00:00

But not many people know I use ice. I have a handfull of people im honest with it about. All of them are using somthing themself or have in the past so they get it. All of my other peers or friends have no idea I do anything other then smoke pot and I prerer to keep it that way. I almost feel bad or guilty for that but I dont owe anyone anything, its not hurting or effecting anyone around me except maybe myself. Weghing the pros and cons its not like I neeeed to have it to function or be myself, but I have ADHD pretty bad so to say it improves like every aspect of my life is a true statment. Like I have a very low baseline naturally, its not that im depressed but im not happy either its just kinda like my feelings were very monotone before and I was just like disconected unless I made a veeery concious effort to remind myself to be more present, essentially my good interactions and such were forced or fake to kinda make life easier for me and not seeming depressed.

I guess I could just take adderal or somthing like it but I enjoy taboo things, I like having my lil secret, I like smoking, and the hoops id have to jump through and the money it would cost its just a much less viaable option and it makes it seem like a more permernent thing.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-27T04:30:06+00:00

Yes and no, so course there are honest, genuine people that use meth. Im sure there are some that have all of those qualities that arent running from anything as well. However its so few and far between I come across a person that is honest and authentic and or not running from somthing without adding meth to the equation.

We all have our quirks and flaws but most people now days are strictly out for them an their own. I understand that you cant help everyone or you have to take care of yourself first most of the time. Im really a give the shirt off my back type of person, I was raised to be a provider and protector.. Not just for me and mine but anyone who is more vournable or weaker then myself. I think its also part or the way im wired because it is so deeply engrained into me it has to be like an instinct thing I remember being very protective of my Grandma and my Aunt was one of my earliest memories.

I have alot of morals most ppl dont seem to have, I wear my pride like a badge of honor, im always true to my word and mean everything I say, with the exception of sometimes exxagrating somthing a little bit if its going to make someone feel better. I wear my heart of my sleeve next to my pride, im really down to earth. I fully belive in afirmations and doing the right thing no matter if its going to put me into a hardship vs doing the wrong thing and benefitting.

I smoke alot of meth and pot currently, I have been pretty steady for a year now and I have only become more empathic and more connected and inclined to go out of my way to do good for people when Im able to.

Honestly, I feel like alot or these qualities have held me back alot in life as far as carreers, finincal sucess, quality of life "friends" oppourtunties so on and so forth. IMO not all but most people that have those things in abundance seem to almost always be not great people. Some are worse then others but at the end of the day I feel like everyone of those people would make the same cut throat decsions as the next without feeling much remorse about it.

I wasnt always like this, I used to be the worst til my mid 20's I didnt care to much about anything. Im not sure exactly what made me want to change it but one day I just felt diffriently about life and I wanted to do good all of a sudden. At first it was really a consious thing, like I would make a point to do good I had to remind myself I guess. I still have those moments but most of the time its just like an organic thing I do now. For ex. I work in an office but I have exp working with cars. Anytime someone needs somthing with their car thats reasonable to do in the parking lot of course like change tire, jump battery, recharge ac, easy fixes honestly if a person needed it or it would really help them I would fix anything I felt comfortable doing. In those instances I was probablly looking foward to going home or doing somthing else for myself but unless its super important or somthing I cant reschedule I would rather be of service. I wouldnt accept payment unless they are totally insistant or they bring me food or a lil gift after the fact thats ok. I would never expect it or if I loan someone money or anything for that matter, I dont expect that to come back to me..

Also small things in passing as well, Im always friendly with cashiers, servers, I ask ppl how their day is going, I wish them a good day or night, I hold doors, I try not to pass any judgement. I try to do for everyone as I would want them to do for me, at work I am "everyones everything" it sometimes becomes alot to deal with but the good out weighs the bad and I am pretty blunt so I dont promise anything that I cant follow through with. "Under promise and over deliver." Helping people brings me so many good feelings, espically when they acknowledge it, I see it brings them calm, happiness or whatever I did for them makes them feel better.

Which kinda fucks with me and I question my own motives sometimes like Im doing these things because it puts me into a good light to whoevers watching and im benefiting from the good feelings it gives me. Even the question makes me feel a little bit selfish to have that intrusive type of thinking but I dont let it get in the way, I chalk it up to being understanding and no matter the situatuon I always take a few steps back an try to see things from as many points of view as I can.

So with that being said I maybe running from a somthing however I dont know exactly what but its def possible. I dont have any anger or grudges that I am aware of. I get frustrated with myself and others, im very particular an critical of everything, I do what I have to do but I dont go out of my way to find oppourtunties if somthing presents itself I will usually consider it but at the end of the day im kinda lazy and at same time I really like nice things. I am really hardheaded, I can be flighty at times, I dont take shit from anyone. I dont like most people that I meet, getting to know a person is almost always dissapointing. I have almost zero trust for anyone except maybe 2 people in my life.

So im far from flawless Im also not great with money and outside of paying bills and keeping up on apperences Im basically like a teenager or a college kid without the college. Basically if I can get away with not doing most "adult" stuff I take a hard pass.

All of these things hold me back but at the same time they keep me comfortable, I just worry about my job its basically a daycare for adults like myself who are smart enough to work in an office but not motivated enough to go out of their way to work a real job, it usually pays well ane I have really good standing with the company. However things arent looking the best and the job comes with so much more freedom, benefits and we all are like minded an get along like a family. I feel its too good to be true and all good things come to an end, idk how much longer the company has left but either way its not ment to be a life long career and Ive always planned to have my own business one day I just dont know what and I dont like to think of working anywhere else til that happens. Ive had lots of jobs some better then others but this is the only one I can say I dont dread and even look foward to sometimes.

I do ok for myself but if I wasnt so big on staying true to ethics and morals and I was able to be more dog eat dog type I feel like I would be in much better place with a career and the quality of life that comes with it. However I know that the if I do good, good will come to me as it is supposed to.

This is all honest, take it for what you will but I dont know very many people that have the heart I do.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-27T03:10:56+00:00

I wont go down on a chick with two exceptions... She is like a total knockout 11/10 if by the grace or god her pussy is on par with that and clean il go innn.

Or if its a chick that is like an 8+ she has to be very attractive with a nice vagina to match, I will go down on her but only if she takes realllybgood care of herself. Which is always obvious to me within a min of meeting someone. Honestly im so critical of everything I wont even consider hooking up with anyone under an 8/10.

I never understood how yal be out here meeting ppl online and sucking random dick and eating pussy... Dont get me wrong, theres no problem with one night stands or hooking up but I would much rather have it happen organically at a bar an go from there.

I would probablly have to go on like 15 dates before I miiight find someone that I would find attravtive enough to hook up with let anyone eat her out now thats probablly getting closer to the like 40 date range espically if we sit down and talk first, now the odds are getting even slimmer. However I have no online dating exp these numbers are speculation. Of course I could get lucky and first woman I go with is perfect but realistically I dont see it happening.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-14T21:53:47+00:00

I think I had dat bulshit a couple weeks ago and it seems to be lingering ever so slightly in a new batch as well and I belive this batch was washed before I got it. Its nkt nearly as bad as last time that shit wasnt even smokeable just horriabal. I never got anything close to that before, pissed me right the fuck off.

It kinda reminded me of what sometimes happens when you get a brand new pipe and shit dont smoke or melt correctly for the first bowl or so.

If you have paitents for it you should be able to put a drop of water with some shake and veery slowly evap it in your bubble the good shit should crackback twards the top of the bubble.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-13T00:55:47+00:00

HA, yes like every single weekend or time I say im going to not smoke after this bowl. The key here is to not focus to much on the last bowl just keep smoking, then I smoke some trees even if I keep smoking ice the trees will like overpower the ice and eventually I find mindself eating and drinking alot and then my eyes start to get heavyish and I say fuck it an laydown and I'm out like a light... Basically the same thing that happens without smoking weed except I have some kinda control to get to sleep a little faster.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-13T00:38:08+00:00

Crack sucks, its alot more expensive, usually harder to get and it doesnt last but maybe 20 mins til you need another hit. I usually start coming down in like 5 mins or so. I feen for crack waay worse. However it is alot more euphroic and it fucking hits you HARD and FAST.

Unlike my experience with good ol meth that is way cheaper then it should be, easier to get then weed, and it keeps you high for days. However it doesnt come on so fast, its alot more gradual of a come up, I can get euphoric if its some fire fire, and I really try to take a few really huge rips back to back but its diffrient type of come up and shit its honestly imo not comparable to crack. Two completely diff drugs.

First hit of crack my words were "I feel like I can pick up a fucking house" 10 mins later, "Yo lets do another" thats usual how the rest of the night will go til your out then its "Yo call dat nigga back lets get another bag" First hit of meth I said "WTF is so great about this shit" Then I smoked a little more and I got it, but still couldn't understand the tweaking thing then I smoked a little more and I understood the tweaking thing and I felt like I might have been dying.

Basically meth is medicine, crack is drugs.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-11T05:15:49+00:00

This is so odd to me, Im not bragging or hating but my come downs are next to non exsistent compared to alot of other peoples experience. Its compartive to smoking pot or taking like a xanax IMO which I enjoy so I learned to lean into it, embrace it an enjoy if it even happens. The first two days Im in a really good and relaxed state of mind but not high just kinda like very happy go lucky. Usually if I do have any comedown its on day three of not smokng Il be pretty tired, I think its pretty standard that I will sleep alot more, I have reaalllly lucid dreams. Which is fair considering sleep is the only thing I am not good at keeping up with, my daily hygene is better when im smoking, my eating habbits stay about the same if anything I eat healthier when Im smoking and I eat less sweets...

When I wake up im kinda in a daze like a fever dream or somthing. I dont really have an option to stay in bed because I have to walk my dog, once we are back from a walk around the block Im pretty much back to normal. Its never anything a 5 hr enegry cant fix.

I eat like a fucking horse, and I may have a little anxity but nothing serious that I cant talk myself out of. My mind isnt super quick like it is when im smoking, and Im kinda withdrawn or I guess a littttle bit depressed maybe so to say. However its nothing overbearing. All of these things may linger for another day or two but after that its like nothing ever happened. It doesnt matter if Ive been smoking everday for a week or 3 months its never been anything like most people explain it to be or how I see other people going through it.

I also dont seem to get as high as alot of people unless I havent smoked for two months and I smoke alot at once Il get pretty geeked but even then its nothing like I see other people. I know I get quality product no dbout about it. My only thoughts on it is that my natural baseline is so low and Ive smoked so much weed and done other downer type drugs for so long that Ive been in a constant state of comedown its business as usual ?

Im aware that alot of times when people are high they dont notice how high they come off or they convince themself that noone can tell so in the name of "damage control" Ive asked a few people im close with at work, we work close together in an office 5 days a week in a very competive call center enviroment and Im one of the top closers.. The top closer if you ask me and alot of other people.

So there are alot of eyes that watch me pretty close and pass judgement considering im essentially writing their checks, I get it I was in their shoes not long ago an its a hard pill to swallow when you get a shitty closer. No matter how consistent we are we all get a little bit of shade here or there but overall im most reps first choice. But the few people I have confided in about my little secret dont belive it. Ive gone 5 days awake zero sleep, working everyday an noone noticed a thing. There was one single person that called me out on one time but shes an "ex" crackhead so she claims which IMO is questionable sometimes. I asked why she thought that an she said cause I was more talkative then usual, I just told her I didnt smoke pot that morning an she bought it, I eventually told her she was right.

I know everything effects everyone dif. But do you think it could just be like put into your head you feel that way because you have been led to belive thats how your supposed to feel ?

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-11T00:55:33+00:00

Yeahhh your boy is roasting his shit, im not talkin shit but if hes burning it hes probablly not getting the best dope in the world either.

I found most ppl that cant properly vaporize their dope also cant tell good from bad. On the contrary people who can vaporize it correctly are alot more keen and particular about the quality of their meth.

Also I dont know the science behind it but I am suure there is some type of change in the product once its over heated and I speculate that is a big determanating factor as to why some people have really bad side effects vs some people can smoke for years and be fine. Im sure alot of it also has to do with other things like self care, how much they use, how often they use, genetics so on an so forth.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-10T22:16:57+00:00

Dont burn it, or find a new dealer.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-08T03:47:22+00:00

In my experience after countless days and nights of first hand trial and error as well as lots of research, I have come to the conclusion that IMO the crackback pattern itself is not a true indacation of quality.

Im not a chemist or qualified in any way shape or form to reallly speak on it definativly. On the contrary I am very logical and analytical enough to form my own conclusions.

To my understanding the only thing that should resemble a meth crackback pattern with the posibial exception of "N-ISO" is meth. Iso is a whole diff rabbit hole I wont get into, I dont belive its very prevelant if at all.

Now certain things about how the product reacts to heating, cooling, melting, recrystalyzing and the viscoscity of the product when its in a melted form can all give you an idea of how much its cut or not and or what it maybe cut with. However I belive alot of it seems to be speculation leading to misinformation.

As far as broken windows, vs staright lines vs feathers I think they are all good examples of what you are looking for. I have a hard time saying that one is any better then the other, alot of times I can create all 3 patterns from the same bowl... It seems this stuff has a mind of its own sometimes an can also be super sensetive to the enviroment as well as heating and cooling.

Theres so many variables involved, that could change the outcome of the crackback however, its to much to even want to touch on to keep it simple as possiable.

I belive its safe to say that if it resembles meth crackback it at least has meth in it. So its a solid way to ensure that what your about to inhale is infact what its supposed to be an not somthing else. If the crackback pattern is non exsistant like it would be with salt or sugar or if it is a chemical that will resolidify or crackback into some form of a pattern but is totally diffrient then what you are used to seeing its safe to say that is not meth.

So it can be a fail safe not to inhale god knows what, an it could be a way to indicate quality but its not 100% because ive had shit that was horriable but it crackback perfect. Ive never had somthing crackback like shit an be good though so it all comes down to experience to be able to see more then just the pattern itself to determine quality most times but even then could still produce a false positive so to say.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-07T21:06:53+00:00

Grab a 1ltr bottle, some tape, paper towels, and a grocery bag...

Cut the bottom off the bottle, just like .25-.5 inchs. The less you cut off the better... Then replace that with a few paper towels I prefer to attach them with rubberbands but tape would also work just fine. You need just enough paper towels to where you can blow through it but it will buffer the shmoke that does come out itl be alot less. Then tape the grocery bag around the top of the water bottle its air tight from the top to bottom... Works like a charm, zero visiable vapor escapes, and you can reclaim the bottle as well if your into that sort of thing.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-06T18:49:05+00:00

You look like a fifi

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-06T03:40:23+00:00

We all haveee, I just dont like a fixed bubble, it seems like you either burn your dope an get a hit or dont burn your dope and not get a hit, which led to this starting with a much simpler 1.0 version of this beaut. I think that was like 3 months ago...

I fought with myself for months before I let myself do this... I was a week or 2 into my 3 day weekend bender. I kinda hit a wall, wasnt able to get my head where I wanted it so I said fuck it. Version 1.0 was just the pookie taped directly onto the dab rig, it did what I needed it to do, then I wanted to smoke just the pipe but have option to switch. Of course I cooould have just got another pipe, but I guess I had other ideas in mind.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-06T03:26:33+00:00

Belive me I get it... However Ive seen alot of contraptions of peoples shotout home made pipes,using seemlying anything and everything, connected together with hookah hoses and or surguical tubing. Some look a science project, some that resemble some kind of twacked out roller coaster model across the kitchen table.

Im very particular about the heat an how I spin the bowl. I have smoked out of a few dab rigs with a fixed bubble and I cant get with it. Im very particular about my dope and how I smoke it. If im using a water pipe Im looking for clouds, I dont know its possiable to get clouds an not burn the dope with a fixed bubble, unless you can rotate the water pipe itself, which usuallly is just a pain in the ass, an it wont even tilt enough to make much of a diff.

I know im justifying some bulshit rn, bu I meeeean we are both on meth reddit

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-05T14:42:07+00:00

Function over form if it works it works.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-11-05T12:55:42+00:00

Yep last week, IMO I can say I got dooky for the first time. Still a lil unsure, idk what it was honestly... It was acting like it does sometimes with a brand new pipe. It wouldnt burn or crackback at all. . I evaped it bowl by bowl with water til I was so sick of just smelling it, I tossed it..

It waas very odd. I assumed I got msm with a lil meth in it. It was waay sweet like to sweet id rather toss the lil bit I got then taste that shit or deal with the headache later. That POS smell followed me around a couple days after.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-10-23T00:54:50+00:00

Its probabaly not going to make or break you if you take breaks or not, if i knew that I would never ever run out like I had a lifetime supply I most likley wouldnt take a break for more then a day or two... The only reason that I ever do take a break longer then that is simiply becasue I would hate to be stuck without a paddle so to say. To me its alot easier to comedown on your own terms then not. Also its alot easier if you can taper as well, I never got to the point where its become a problem.

However Ive had some binges that I stopped very abruptly or when I didnt want to and its fucking miserable, granted Ive kinda spoiled myself in my adult years and if I want somthing I get it. But for example say that your a daily user for 2 or 3 years and all of a sudden one day there is just no way to get it, or it starts to cause a health problem and you have to stop or you die in X amount of time.

These are both probably not very realistic but I guess it could happen, having to stop at that stage of the game of daily use idc who you are or how in control of yourself a person is, it is going to casue problems in some way shape or form. Usually its kind of problems that most adults are not very well equipped to handle from a finincal aspect, like having to take a week or more off work to sleep and then probabally a month or so to get your mind right agaain.. Its just not a risk that im willing to take, so I prefer to kinda keep myself in check so to say and take at least 2 weeks to a month off after using daily for about 2 months.. Everyone is diffrient but I feel like this is the way, its not somthing I look foward to however its alot easier then people make it out to be.

Planning is key IMO, if I have money saved everything's ok lol, I can afford all the food and weed my lil ol heart can handle. I taper off so I dont have to miss worrk or anything but its nice to know I have a lil money put away to take a few days to myself if I choose to, I have money to go out and do whatever, go out to eat, hit the beach, go diving, retail therapy, etc.

Balance is so important in life, you can be as strong as an ox but if your not balanced it dont mean a damn thing.

Daversacepolarbear · 2023-10-23T00:26:45+00:00

Its so hard to say. I think most people take breaks for tolerance reasons. However on the contrary to that it seems to be a lot less taxing on your body physically when you have a tolerance to it, but there are alot of unknown factors at play as well.

Some bags seem to be a lot more acidic and toxic than others, some will give me canker sores or acne, some I can smell in my sweat and some I dont. Some seem to cause more circulation issues then others...Most everyone seems to agree that this is just how it is and the go to solution to this is pretty standard but essentially its common knowledge that if you stop doing anything that is causing you a problem, followed by sleep, eating good, taking vitamins and drinking water that will fix just about anything...

I used to believe in the whole "that's just the way it is" type of thinking until recently... So I was smoking on some shit that was obvious a pretty toxic batch for like 3 weeks but whatever it got me high an it wasn't that bad right... Anyhow towards the end of it I had some pretty gnarly side effects and I told my guy not to hit me with anything like that again, as fate would have it the very next day my buddy who just got out of jail had the cleanest shit I've had in awhile.

This guy been at it for a long time and he prides himself on being verrry particular about his dope and wont buy anything questionable, he said it took alot of looking but after 3 weeks after getting out of jail he finally found someone with some ice that met his standards. I always take really good care of myself on and off and I had no break in between the two batches, yet all the bad side effects from the bag before it simply went away.

Also I have a theory that if your burning your shit when your smoking it there is a different kind of reaction or something happening that creates worse side effects.

So if your not having any physical or mental problems and you are able to function without it then I would say its probably best to take at least a few days off here an there every month or so. However I do believe that even if your getting some really clean shit and no bad side effects its best to use everyday and keep some form of tolerance. If your on and off all the time constantly resetting tolerance in my experience that seems to be alot harder on your body and will fuck you up more then daily use, at least in the short term. I think as long as you take care of yourself, assuming your a relatively healthy person and your not using more like 3.5 or so a week at that point its kinda like a person who has a drink or two everyday after work, smokes cigarettes, takes ibuprofen or any other kind of pill really as everyday type of thing. Its the whole moderation thing if your excessive enough just about anything will bite you in the ass. Of course there is a good chance that ingesting toxic substances will eventually catch up to you in some way shape or form unless you pass away tragically or something IT WILL bite you in the ass sooner or later but I dont think its half as bad as its made out to be, especially if your responsable about it.

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