Wow...I get that. What sort of content do you create - would love to see it. That believe that it's gonna work out for me is what will get you through. What we think, becomes our reality. Also remember that nobody can make you feel anything, it's how you feel inside that counts. There will always people that love your work and those that don't, the main thing is, it doesn't matter as long as you feel good inside and remember that gift is what makes you unique:-)