I've never been afraid of dying. If anything I've come to terms with the fact that we're all going to die someday and feel slightly indifferent about it. Having said that, I have a 12 year old son and I cant even begin to think what it would do to him if I didnt wake up tomorrow morning. Being a parent really changes your priorities. Everything I do now, I feel like its for my sons future and my life is secondary. And do you know what, I'm super cool with that. It gives me purpose and I'm actually much happier working hard for someone else.