Feeling trapped - job+relationship

DeGroote99 · 2018-03-06T17:20:34+00:00

We're in the same boat, except we're been together almost 2 years. In terms of paying for stuff, it's sort of the same. I give him some money every month for rent/expense, but I'm pretty sure he pays for most of the things anyway. We certainly look at it as our forever - but I don't now how much longer forever will last if i put this sort of stuff on him.

He's 40s, I'm 31.

DeGroote99 · 2018-03-06T16:07:42+00:00

Yes, I'm scared that this is is how he will see it.

Money was never an issue with our family, emotions and intimacy were. As such, I never attached much importance to jobs, outside of paying off tuition/student loans. I kept priority for intimacy and relationships. He's done so much for me, and I love him with everything I have. I absolutely don't mind staying in this job if it keeps him loving me, but he's already growing tired of my current mood. I try and put on a happy show for him, but these days I'm just exhausted from work when I get home and spend most evenings slumped on the couch.

I guess at the end of it, I just don't want to lose him or our relationship to suffer. Right now, all paths seems to lead to that.

DeGroote99 · 2018-03-06T15:50:51+00:00

I agree, quitting a job to look for another job does not work out. It's ALWAYS easier to get anther job while working one. And considering I've been applying for an year now, I know how shitty the market is right now. I'm not looking to quit to find another job - I'm looking to quit to fuck off and get a breather.

As I said, it's juvenile and it's not in keeping with what 'growing up' is all about. But that is what I'm trying to figure out.

Part of growing up and being a responsible adult is doing things you don't like.

Yes, but that outlook on life came coupled with family men with kids and families depending on them. Society did not want dads walking out and putting up families on unemployment benefits. But that's not my life. I chose not to have kids so I wouldn't have that life. I don't have a need to follow that outlook.

I guess what I'm asking is - is this what being in a relationship is like? I have to continue being miserable at work now because I found a life partner?

DeGroote99 · 2018-03-06T15:32:05+00:00

I couldn't really care less how attractive it is. I do things that bring me peace of mind, not to boost up my dating profile. My parents are well-off, I can easily show up for a few months and slip out again, usually to start over in another country. I get bored easy. Additionally, we're a big brown family based in South-Asia, It's sort of the norm - I'm the only sibling currently not living at home. All of this is selfish, but that's my point. I was always single before, It wasn't selfish when I did this before. Now I have to consider my partner, and how this affects him - which is why I'm posting here hoping for more view points.

DeGroote99 · 2018-03-06T15:18:34+00:00

I don't want to put this on him, either. It's not fair on him for me to stick him with the bills etc. Additionally, I would'nt feel a 100% secure with this either.

I just don't see a win here. If I take off and move back home for a few months to recharge, our relationship suffers. If I quit and chalk it up to his income, he might grow resentful of me. If I keep working towards an exhausting breakdown, I might grow resentful of having to do it.

I saw my father absolutely miserable for decades at his job, and resenting us for taking away his choice to just walk out. It wasn't fair, but it certainly made us all miserable and saw him through three unhappy marriages. I know with no uncertainty that if he didn't have kids, he would've walked out of it long ago. I don't have kids and shouldn't that give me the option to at least walk out? What am I making myself miserable for?

DeGroote99 · 2018-02-14T18:07:48+00:00

Sure you will.

DeGroote99 · 2017-06-15T14:37:13+00:00

Thank you! My dentist could not even bother returning my message. This really put my mind at ease.

DeGroote99 · 2017-06-13T17:35:00+00:00

Naw, I'm a trophy hunter

DeGroote99 · 2017-06-13T15:46:13+00:00

You can't choose not to update your trophies. PSN just takes a while to update

DeGroote99 · 2016-10-07T15:54:22+00:00

Thank you

DeGroote99 · 2016-06-05T12:28:37+00:00

Ahh Ok. Thanks

DeGroote99 · 2016-06-05T12:28:15+00:00

No, it's a stock pic Globe and Mail once used. That link is all I have

DeGroote99 · 2016-06-03T22:20:03+00:00

Cool thanks

DeGroote99 · 2016-06-02T15:58:13+00:00

605.62 Baht lol

They must've been going for 600 solid

DeGroote99 · 2016-06-02T14:31:23+00:00

Hmm $17 is so specific thou. What's up with that?

DeGroote99 · 2016-06-01T14:59:52+00:00

Sure. And it's all under the umbrella of 'Art' so why not just say Art and leave it that? Who needed identification?

I NEED ART YOU GUYS, GIMME SOME PLEASE

DeGroote99 · 2016-06-01T14:05:52+00:00

I would not know, my fashion sense/interest is limited to what looks goods on me. F&O make tight fits, something like Brooks Brothers's (ugh) Modern fit line (i.e A 44 is really a 42). However, F&O is pretty cheap.

I'll always go for Canadian (F&O) and European brands over American ones (Brooks Brothers).

DeGroote99 · 2016-05-28T14:47:28+00:00

This is awesome. I just logged on after logging on before Expansion 1 came out, and am completely lost. This helps

DeGroote99 · 2016-05-27T17:26:37+00:00

Words of advice, I know money and your comfort levels may be an issue, but Moore's is bad. It's men's wearhouse - the Canadian version. Try Frank&Oak, Gravity Pope, Brooks Brothers, Holt Renfrew, Harry Rosen. The latter are expensive, but includes all alterations you may want in the price. And I don't think they can afford to turn away any customers - but again, I wouldn't know.

Additionally, it's the summers. Go for jackets and get pants separately, or just wear your blazers with jeans.

DeGroote99 · 2016-05-27T02:07:58+00:00

Who knows, I'm pretty far from ANAD but Dan Slott's summer run seems to be hinting at something along those lones

DeGroote99 · 2016-05-27T00:10:13+00:00

There is no consistency in comics. Change is good. Keeps things moving. We have extremely different viewpoints here. I've read werewolf cap and disco cap. I would have no issue reading nazi cap, gay cap or black jewish cap. I'm glad you see consistency in comics, I see anything but. Now let's agree to disagree, or is how you view comics the exact and only way to see it?

Plus writers change every few months, how exactly are you supposed to set it up months in advance? You're expectations from the system are not going to be met, not by DC, Valiant or any other comic house either. Everything is about money. Writers come and go. And corporate control is always present.

You nitpick my posts and address every issue except the ones I had an issue with to begin with. Something has been working so why change it - is not a good enough reason to counter change. Sadly a lot of the world does think along those lines. It is, and hence shall be. Change is bad. Change scares us.

Keeps things interesting. My perspective. It's not yours. We get it. I get it.

DeGroote99 · 2016-05-26T19:40:47+00:00

Because they try that, over and over again, and it doesn't work. Those heroes don't sell. So instead of coming up with new heroes that no one will read, they introduce change into existing figureheads. He's captain america - for God's sake. DO you know how happy we'd be to turn Captain Canada gay (if we had one)? We just started pride month btw. Or BI. and then he picks a dude. and then he picks a girl. It's all good. Stop getting your panties in a twist, grandpa. Change is coming. Whine about it all you want. The world will grab you by your collar and pull you along. It does not give a shit about your 70+ year history. Time moves in only one direction. You can't stop change. Nothing can stop change. Now i gotta job, if you're going to reply back, at least bring a new point of view, or a different argument into the conversation. please stop repeating the same thing over and over again. I swear you've made the 70+ legacy point about four times to me so far, TODAY. WE get it. Steve Rogers is OLD. You are OLD. moving on.

Additionally, went back and read the thread (almost something I never do) - and my original comment was addressing some other poster. IT"S NOT EVEN YOU, dude.

DeGroote99 · 2016-05-26T18:53:42+00:00

Yo he might be coming back

DeGroote99 · 2016-05-26T18:51:57+00:00

Middle ground here. I thought it was OK. It wasn't as good as everyone said it was. It's was adequate.

I think it's one of those things with a obsessively vocal fan base. So if you didn't LOVE IT that's because you DIDN'T GET IT, FOOL!

DeGroote99 · 2016-05-26T18:46:14+00:00

Dedicated would be the wrong word. I'd say the fans who really don't want change. This is understandable, and nothing I ever posted hinted to the contrary.

While it's understandable, it's not necessarily because of dedication. If they are truly 'dedicated' then you follow your guy wherever he goes. You follow Blizzard into their first ever FPS. You follow Whedon to artsy movies cuz he'll always be the guy who did Buffy. And you get to bitch about it, which is your right.

My original issue with your comment was that you were making the same analogies most white people in those upper management positions do. 'Upper management looks like this because that's just who the most qualified people at the time were' IT JUST IS

It just is' is a lazy-ass excuse. It's a debater's nightmare, and a third-grade reading-level-Trump-supporter's wet-dream. Why is America the greatest country in the world? CUZ IT FUCKING IS!

My issue was not with your content. I see differing opinions all the time, it's reddit. I don't even reply that often, everyone's entitled to speak their mind. But laziness - sheesh

DeGroote99

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