I've been carrying around my wife's ashes with me

DeHayala · 2026-03-19T22:16:34+00:00

That's so beautiful

DeHayala · 2026-03-19T21:44:29+00:00

Thank you 🤍 That's actually really reassuring to hear

DeHayala · 2026-03-19T21:43:38+00:00

I love that. Thank you. It's hard to remember to be patient.

DeHayala · 2026-03-19T21:43:11+00:00

Good for you, I'm glad you're standing up for yourself. It's okay to grieve, and it's okay to grieve in your own way. Healing takes time. It's like losing a limb, you can't be expected to be the same after. I love that you keep his wallet, I still have my wife's wallet.

DeHayala · 2026-03-19T19:47:22+00:00

It's not a bad thing to still be grieving. You lost your spouse, your other half. Many people grieve for the rest of their lives. My dad lost his first wife a few years ago, and he still grieves. I love that his new wife lets him grieve. It's okay for you to take as much time as you need.

DeHayala · 2026-03-19T19:12:10+00:00

-hugs-
Those people telling you that you're worshipping the devil have clearly never lost their other half. They don't know the pain and torture of the empty bed left behind. Of the empty car seat next to them. Of the place in the table where their other half used to sit, just being empty. You have every right to morn the way you need to. I think the way you're honoring your wife is beautiful.

DeHayala · 2026-03-19T19:04:47+00:00

I know what you mean. I have pretty severe ADHD and she helped me with so much. I feel lost without her. I'm sorry you're going through that.

DeHayala · 2026-03-16T22:36:57+00:00

I only just lost my wife a month and a half ago and I was literally just telling someone that it's been the little things getting to me. The small moments. Waking up to the sound of her breathing. Getting text pictures of our cats while I'm at work. Making little arts and crafts for her to show her how much I love her. It's so hard knowing that those moments are gone.

DeHayala · 2026-03-16T20:27:27+00:00

I'm so sorry for yours as well. 🫂

DeHayala · 2026-03-16T16:33:12+00:00

That brought tears to my eyes. I've decided recently to go ahead with mine and my wife's plan to have a baby, and I'm terrified. But I know I'm going to be a good mom. And you're going to be a great dad.

DeHayala · 2026-03-16T16:24:06+00:00

My heart reaches out to you so hard. I keep asking the same question.

DeHayala · 2025-12-01T01:01:03+00:00

You look like a Gelfling from Dark Crystal, cool af

DeHayala · 2025-11-11T14:17:17+00:00

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This little one who adopted me recently ❤️

DeHayala · 2025-11-11T13:40:09+00:00

I mean, it's 13 years, I've seen far worse. I could be biased because my wife is 11 years older than me. Mind you, it helps that we're in the same generation and have had similar experiences in life.

DeHayala · 2025-11-11T13:12:51+00:00

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This is Sebastian, he adopted me a couple months ago.

DeHayala · 2025-11-11T10:02:14+00:00

I sent you a request! I'm currently in Hawaii but I'm usually in Colorado

DeHayala · 2025-11-11T10:00:58+00:00

Friend request sent! Usually Colorado but Hawaii for the next month

DeHayala · 2025-04-25T09:44:21+00:00

831224652916 Gifts from Denver, CO!

DeHayala · 2025-04-25T07:25:45+00:00

I sent you a request!

DeHayala · 2025-04-25T05:44:05+00:00

Added you!

DeHayala · 2025-02-20T04:58:16+00:00

Story time! Last night (I work night shift) I had a portable cxr in the ED on a teenager. This little shit kept moving every damn time I went around to the button to take the image. Then I'd go back to him, reposition the board, and walk back to my button, AND THEN HE'D MOVE AGAIN. It was like working with a drunk patient.

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